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• Dear Diary,

I got back my History, E. Math, Chemistry, A. Math and Core Geography MARKS.
Haizz... Dissapointed. Why?

I Failed E.Math and Core Geography. )):
-E.Math 49%
-Core Geography 42%

But;
-History 58%
-Chemistry 54%
-A. Math 61%

GOD DAMN IT!.
For me, somehow i felt that... If i do not fail, to me it is pretty okiee.
But for this, the marks which i pass the one which i had got is about 50+%. USELESS! =.=
I dont really have any much comment for A.Math. But I could have done better. Which Mr Arul expects me to have at least 70%, an A. Haizz. I didnt tell him about my marks.

I find that E. MATH & CORE GEOGRAPHY is a total LET DOWN. Seriously!.
Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. Im soo pissed.

I thought that i could at least JUST Pass my E.Math.
Which i have gotten my E.Math paper 2-i got 32/80-that was before doing E.Math paper 1 exam. Anyway, since that day, Mr Choong have told us our E.Math paper 2 marks.. I was really sad about it. Still i didnt lose hope. I told myself that i could do well in E.Math paper 1 and eventually would help me pull my marks higher getting at least a pass.
So i prayed to God to give me markah yang cemerlang, at least a decent pass mark.
And in the end, what did i get? A FAIL. *roll eyes*.

Also im pissed that my lil brother, Hakim got an A2 for his E.Math! woww. -.-
Okiee fine. He is Sec 1NA. Get my drift ? -hehh.
What have happen to me? Grr...

By the way, my mum did ask me about my marks just now, on what i get for my Math, since she was impressed by Hakim's result.
And i kinda lied that i dont know about my E.Math mark. Hees.

Then for Core Geography. I expect at least a PASSING marks. -.-
But, I failed. Grr..
I guess it was my last Assesment question that didnt pull me up.
Anyway, i THOUGHT i could pass. And i have confidence in it.
Due to the fact that i studied and with the help of someone, Syazwin, kinda giving me an encouragement.
And in the end ohh heck. *roll eyes*.
I asked Ms Shawa, whats my weakness. She said that it is my language which i wrote in a normal way not in terms of geographical terms. Hmmph. And that the class lacks applying of the things we learnt into the questions ask. Yea.. Okiee.

Haizz.. these two subject i was expecting to pass it.

Now, im scared for my English results.
Ohh how i wish i could pass it. As in overall plus the mid year exam the common test and test which totals up 100% at least i could have pass my English!!
Cause im scared.. I wont be able to make it. *hu hu*
Ohh pleaseeee..

Diary, during my exam periods, i was praying hard and berdoa to Tuhan.
That i will be able to pass my subjects. But now im kinda having doubts about the things i prayed for. :/

No. No. No. I must not be doubting myself, to God i mean.
All i could do is just having faith in God.
' QADA' DAN QADAR ', have faith Asyura.
*encouraging smile.* hees.

Yea.. i'll try. To be positive too. Awww...
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By the way, during the last day of Ramadhan, 12/10/07..
i dah KHATAM AL-QURAN !
~Weess...

But too bad, i didnt find that Dzikir and Doa book for me to baca apabila Khatam Quran. The ayat apabila hendak berkhatam Quran, i mean.
I thought my parents took the book with them to Haji-They went to Saudi Arabia.
I messaged them where's the book and after a few hours later they messaged me. Which was already too late since i dah Khatam.

Why i wanna read that ayat, because..
That Ayat got this wish for which i wanna wish, hope and pray for the things which i want to come true to happen. Hahaha. Anyway, pahala jugak dapat baca ayat itu.
-This may sound confusing about 'the ayat' part. Hehh. =.=

Yea.. Its okiee la. Never mind about it.
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Ohh, My parents have already come back home from Arab! Hahaha.
Just yesterday 15 Octber. Which we students did not go to school due to in liew of Hari Raya on Saturday. Hees.

My father ceritakan yang dia dapat salam dan dapat masuk bilik Imam itu-Masjidil Haram, i mean-if im not wrong.
Not just that, he told us that the Imam's face sungguh berseri dan bercahaya. Putih bersih.
~Fuyyoo.

My mum and dad bought many things from Arab. HAHA. Carpets also have-i think there was either 4 or 5 carpets. There were different types of dates(kurma) brought home too. Hees.
And the same old thing which my mum bought for us(me and older sis) last year, which was a pyjamas -.- .
YEA.. Of course not the same design and colour.

Ohh there is this water, not Air Zam Zam-which she did brought home by the way- another water. I forgot whats the name called.
Uhh i forgot whats its name. But it is from a perigi in Arab. Which is extremely Drinkable.
Anyway, the water, my mum give us to drink/taste it...
The water tasted like the same water, its just that the water tasted like there is an added pinch of salt. Still its not too salty. Seriously, the water is from a well. Usually from a well there shouldnt be any taste-ness.

Anyway, dad told us about the magnificent of Air ZamZam. On how pure and so long it have produce the water eversince Nabi Ibrahim's/Ismail's time. And that although many people from other countries those who are doing their Haji or Umrah would always get a bottle of Air ZamZam for free. For which many people have taken and used it up, still it have not dried up.
Heees. Yea, awesome right? Lols.
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Umm For Hari Raya, my family only celebrated during the last Friday's night 12/10/07 and the morning of Saturday-should say afternoon-13/10/07.
Well on Sunday 14/10/07, we didnt go out. Haha. We should go to our Auntie's house but it was in Jurong and we felt kinda lazy to go. HAHA.

Ohh then the next day 15/10/07, which was on a Monday and was yesterday, we fetch parents home. Along with some of our Aunties and cousins which were there too.
Also, my parents especially my mum says that she was IMPRESSED with the house.
She claims that it was very bersih and berseri nampak. HAHAHA.
-Tengoklah siapa yang buat!? Lols. *winks*
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P.s;
In the Monday morning 15/10/07, about 00.45 to 01.30 am..
He messaged me. Weee. HAHA.
Soo sad that i have to kinda end our messages early. Hehh.
Pfft. *roll eyes*

~`Someone told me, Encik Radi..
You as student now.. Dont think about Boyfriend.
Concentrate on your studies. It is more important.
-hmm.. yea, i get it. Thanks. (:

Just to contradict that having a boyfriend and a girlfriend would resulted in marks tumbling down;...
Isnt being in a relationship is being there for one another and doing good and helping for each another?
Umm.. An explanation.
eg: If you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend, and then the BF and GF studies together..
It will pretty much helps one another in studies. Such as giving encouragement not to give up and having an admiration for each others determination and will of one another. So this will make each other feels that they both are not alone in getting through all obstacles getting in their way.
Agree? For me i agree with this part. (: