12:32 PM Friday, November 21, 2008 back to top?

• Here is a confession! hehe :D

The things i speak... are not good
In front of the person i like... Im nervous
When i can finally go out with the person i like so much,
I cant even speak my feelings out...

Random huh? i knowww ;D
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Just yesterday or two days ago..
I found this manga called Koizora.
And ohh myy goddd! It wasss soooooooo GOOODDDDD!
Its a 'slice of life' genre. So, its pretty realistic and damn good!
Its like a fairytale story. A once in a lifetime occurrence.

I especially love the main characters. The story is pretty sweet yet sad at the same time.
I cried during the sad moments. Yea.. Im soft-hearted *winks* haha ;D
I cant actually describe or write the summary of the story.

But damn! I really do love their relationship! hehehe.
Pretty romantic? Well... Every girls dream of what they want in their another half. Hahas. Well, to me anyway ;)
I hope the story will have a happy ending though hehs.
Though im not sure if it have been completed. But i hope not!
Cause i really want both of them to be together!! That guy Hiroki and girl Mika!!!

I shall post the link here;
KOIZORA: Love Sky [Link here]


Buhbyee. Have fun reading this.
Though im not sure if anyone is reading my blog! haha. :D
Never mind. for future reference! hehe.

6:35 PM Saturday, November 15, 2008 back to top?

• We thought that we have matured, but the grown-ups says that we're still a child.

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O level is finally over! Oh yes. Yippee~~~

I am especially pleased with my Higher Malay. Ahah!
Once again, i mentioned that. Lols.

Maths are ok, so i wanna both A and E math to score.

English is also alright.

They rest?

Well, hopefully i do know that Pure Geog is not as bad as Science and History with Social Studies, respectively.

Hmmph.
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I wanna work. But cant find work. Gotta move my ass out of the house or search online in the internet. I did the latter, but didnt apply. Since the job i found isnt that much motivating. haha. you know what i mean..
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Its funny how when i look back at the past, it seems that all those memories created are real but yet so far away.
Haha.

Like the first memory i made in 2008, was the beach! :D
Then there's school, Madrasah friends,
Choir friends such as the "THREE-ious" and the two sec 1, Being pissed and bitching those Choir leaders and the people there,
Starving myself to save money during recess, And coming to school late till even both the discpilinary teachers knows me (haha :D),
Being friends with my classmates such as: Alger, Leon, Wei Peng, Chang Xiang, and not to forget Nadiah,
Being in the Ne Ambassador club, The outing in Sg museum with the NE Ambassadors, thanks to Yen See for being there as well as Alger, Chang Xiang, Shayne, Sabrina, Raeesah and others, The Racial Harmony Day presentation,
Having to go to HMT, lessons, meeting with Cikgu Sahriana, and made new friends there,
The farewell part of Raeesah transferring to school, The day she gave me that PRINCESS DIARIES LAST VOLUME book, Nurin crying due to Rae's leaving, Hearing Syahadah's swear talks,
OH YEAH! Going to school with an Emo feeling/thoughts, Then after assembly quickly going to class so that i'll be able to sleep a lil bit, Sleeping in class while teacher sleeping, Playing handphone in class like sending bluetooth and such, Talking with partner Alger about lotsa things which increase my knowledge of things i dont know.
Also getting what i wanted like HTC TOUCH DIAMOND! ;D

OK yea! Thats what i remember.
Though im sorry if i dont include things;

Good bye. (:

~Romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i don’t know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said

marry me Juliet you’ll never have to be alone
I love you and thats all I really know
i talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
ITS A LOVE STORY BABY JUST SAY YES!

4:36 AM Sunday, November 2, 2008 back to top?

• So a continuation from the last post..

Honestly, it was surprising that there is something between us.
I thought and contradict that it ended somewhere in time-though even if it is, I DO NOT want it to end just like that!

I didnt know.
How stupid am I!?
It have always been like that, havent it?
Thinking of things which isnt actually the real stuffs-though some parts are real.
Those silent moment without communication. Insecurity etc.
Hmmph.

Continue?
HAHS!

Answer:
Although i dont want to, but if things are not meant to be, then maybe i will let go.

A probable caption for this picture would be:
Once the hand that holds you slip away, Goodbye i'll say.

Its around 4.20AM im blogging.
I cant sleep.

4 more subjects left, for O Level until 11 Nov.
And im holding on. Trying~

Well i should study while i have the time. HAHA!
Cause after O no more studying~~ Yeahh.. must look forward to it.
But im scared to about my results. I just hope at least i can get a passable grade so as to end up in JC or Poly. Hees ;D
-its because there are people watching me.*

Ohh! I forgot to mention..
Shit crap @%!@# my dear beloved Diamond is somehow spoilt.
Well literally! It couldnt go to the screen of the wallpaper while other functions like WMP, SMS can be use.
*sigh* Im scared that the problem is big and i gotta pay when i send it for repair.
Because i owe money of $80 for hp bill due to that damn 3G and also pay for the buying of phone around $250? Yea..
Im looking forward to working.. Hohoho. :O

~`do you catch your breath when i look your way?