12:22 AM Thursday, June 23, 2011 back to top?

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A few days ago, i went Batam with my Astronomy friends.
Well the sky, sea, stars, the place was beautiful (:

The wonderful thing and the most memorable memories i have of there was Boat Sailing.
And i guess love at first sight? Maybe, maybe not. haha.

So on my 3rd day at Batam.
I met someone, Ady. Very sweet person.

How things happened?
Well... I was from my hotel lobby, and really wish to get on a boat. Cause the sea was beautiful and it was a wild spontaneous idea of mine.

So i head on towards the breakwater stones. Where there were boat or in this case Yatch sailing boats. The breakwater infront of me, on my left was the 'Yatch Club' house.
It was cool, while looking obviously i'd wished i could get into the boat.
But i cant since the yatch have it's very own owner and well... you know, as if they'd let me right? So oh well!

Then there i met this 3 childrens. Irham 12years old, Bayu 9 and Samsul 10.
Theyre all very lovely and cute childrens, hehe I like them!
So they say theyre from the kampung there at Nongsa Beach, and they came here to play boat sailing. And they'll sail at 12pm later.

Of course it was very amusing and interesting that these kids will set off shore and play in the sea. So i said, "Saya mahu lihat kamu main nanti boleh?". And they said, ok but they'll be playing very far off shore. I was a lil bit sad, but its ok nvm. Just looking is alright. (:

We kinda talked for awhile, asked questions and throw rocks at the sea. Haha.
Then comes a boat going towards the shore, while we were sitting at the breakwater.
The children was excitedly buzzing about at someone from the boat, they called him Abang, the guy in black shirt and sunglasses.

While that guy reach the shore.. Well i guess, the Abang came towards us.
And i find the 3 childrens sitting closely towards each other now, and so i myself too sat close to them. Hahaha, they were really cute.
Hmm then the Abang really did came towards us. Honestly, i was really embarrassed and nervous being around him. Since well.. I dont really know him and its weird! Talking with a guy. Haha.

And thus, he came towards us and extended his hand at me and greet. I told him my name was "Asyura" and he replied he's "Ady". At that point in time, the name Ady it sounds nice! As in i like the name. hehe.

All of us sat near the breakwater, and its time for lunch for the children. The childrens left me alone with Ady.
Ady and me talked for awhile, and surprisingly, he asked if i have facebook. So yeaa i have and gave him my facebook email.

So yeahh while the time the childrens and Ady went to eat their lunch, i was alone. So i just entertain myself.
Few minutes pass, it was 12pm and they still havent sailed. I thought to myself, When are they gonna sail? I cant wait! haha.

There was this boy named Dilly, he was climbing the tree. I guess he's around 4 years plus maybe?
Well he climbed the big tree, but someone told him to go down th tree, since i guess its dangerous. So he started crying. The other childrens tried to pujuk / coaxed him but he didnt want to. So Ady went towards him and gave Dilly this small Car toy and hug and caryy him down off the tree. Well, when i looked at the two, Ady was sweet. Hees.
After that, Ady kinda scolded Bayu and Jimmi, i guess for making Dilly went up the tree.
The kids really looked up to Ady! Awww...

A few while, Ady called up to me saying, "Kamu mau main enggak?" -referring to boat sailing.
I replied, "Bisa, enggak?" haha. Then he say "Bisa.. bisa..". Hehe. It made me happy.
But i dont wanna put my hopes too high. Since i think it should be the captain/leader who'd call give the ok sign, right? haha. Besides, who am i!? To barge in and asked if i can follow?
"Nanti baju kamu basah bagaimana?... handphone kamu tu?"
Honestly, i dont have a change of clothes at that point in time, im with my black shirt and my jean with my one and only tudung that im wearing. Haha. Very random.

Ok so they set up their sailing equipment and stuffs.
The small boats were being pulled towards the sea. And so i helped them, the childrens to push the boats towards the sea. Honestly, it was quite heavy, you need strength! haha.
But ok.. As soon as i saw all the children already wet on the sea.. So sedih, since i guess, i tak boleh sail dengan mereka.

And then! Comes the "orang besar/penghudi", he asked again, "kamu mahu main enggak?"
I said "bisa enggak?" So he said "Bisa".
I was really overjoyed! Then he partnered me with Ady. So i just went towards Ady, and he said. bukak kasut dulu which i was soo overjoyed which i forgot about it, and titipkan my phone towads ibu. So yeahh i did.

The orang penghudi, was kinda glee since me and Ady was being partnered. haha. Its funny and embarassing.
So Me and Ady set off towards the Sea. YAY YAY YAY! :D

Happy. The sea was beautiful yet salty too. hehe.
Hmm Ady taught me how to sail, though im kinda an amateur.
Ady asked if i want to capsize the boat? Well at first i was scared and was like 'Are you kidding me? Will we die' kind of thought. Haha.
But safely, Capsizing was not bad. It was quite fun. Though turning the boat back up needs strength. And especially when me from the sea tried climbing back up the boat. Goshhh, i was soo weak. But Ady he was so strong when he went back up the boat and pulled me up. Haha.
Kurang asam panggil saya 'Berat'. haha.
Hmm well, we capsized 3-4 times. Well it was on purpose and only 1 time i capsized the boat itself. Haha.
Not bad, it was pretty cool. (:

It was only around 1 and half hour i was at sea. Really... it felt so short! :(

So we headed back to the shore, as i had Astronomy lecture. If i could, i'd wish to stay longer. Though i dont wanna impose on Ady for his kindness.
So well yea we headed shore.

Talks about Love and Relationship came about. Hahahaha. Cute.
He was asking what i think of him, well i said he is a sweet guy. But i guess he didnt understand that, so i said he's nice guy.
Then i said.. kamu seorang flirt kan? Pasti kamu ada banyak teman teman especially perempuan. Then he said ada banyak teman tapi mantan kekasih cuma ada 2 aje. Tapi kalau kamu.... ya bisa saya mahu. *Something like that.

So i said i only had only 1 mantan kekasih..
He: Sampai sekarang?
I: Yaa.
He: Oh baguslah gitu.. .. kenape boyfriend kamu tak datang sini.. kamu bersendirian?
I: Huhh? Boyfriend? Mana saya ada boyfriend...
He: Iyaa.. Kamu tadi kata ada...
I: Tak.. saya kata saya masih single.
Then he said something about.. in his life there were only 2 person he have come across but they went away. But if it was me, he wouldnt mind. He can wait.

The phrase, saya akan menunggu. or For you anything.. Ive always wondered about that.
Is there anyone who would do that just for me? If there is, i'd like to know who. Cause ive been waiting for someone like you. I wish i knew who.

Entahlah... Apakah apa yang dia kata hanyalah omong-omong aje. Just talk. haizz. Sad.
Yet, how can two person who have just met, fell in love with each other? Despite that we are far from each across the seas!?
How can he carelessly say that he misses me? Its ironic! -*im not saying that he loves me ok.
Well miss is one thing..I dont mind. Cause i too miss him and does think of him.
Being more than anything is just... Too hard to be true.

I guess im the type of person who'd get fooled easily *sigh*
But its ok. Im fine.(:

12:55 AM Monday, June 13, 2011 back to top?

• Hey lovelies. Well yea.. Its been so long since i last post.
Lots and lots of things have been happenning.

Well firstly, Congrats for me for finally moving on and quitting FA. hehe ;D
Hmm i quit on 5 June, Sunday. (: which was last week. Haha.

Oh on my last day.. i bought Fa cookie. Actually i bake cookie face. Hehe Cute teddy face! with drawings. Heeh.

Then i gave to those people whom ive met at MSQ. Yeahh.
Our meetings, thanks you. Shall be missed.

Hmm also at the end of the day, i went to meet Fluo while on the way home. So i gave him the FA teddy shape cookies as well as the cupcake i bake. Haha.
Well.. Meeting him was fun once again. We met near the Bedok Reservoir. Then we walked across the road towards the bus stop. Talking while waiting for my bus to come.
Romantic, Sweet, Heart beat, Giggles? Hahaha you decide. Well it was nicee to see him again (:

Well that day was a good day, hectic but was memorable. Thank you Allah.

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About Z-Carebear, well.. Ive already moved on. Yays! (:
To me, apa yang telah terjadi telah pun terjadi. I acccept it.
Goshh.. It took me quite a long time to forget about him uh? haha. -like 2-3 few months?

Because love, I know that if he's not meant for me then he's not meant for me. I wont push.
And i guess things happend for a reason. Now looking back, i guess it was a blessing in disguise. A learning experience. (:
Because i believe in Allah. Believe in him for whats to come and who my fated soulmate be. Hehehe.
Lagipun.. Maksiat, dah buat dosa tu! :P hahaha.

Hmm oklah, tentang love ni semua.. I tak taulah biler ia akan datang.
Kalau datang datang. Kalau tak, takpelah. Biarlah i fantasize my own love story! hahaha. Bikin drama in head. haha. Mepek.

I feel as if im done being tied to the past! Phewww! ((:
Alhamdullilah.

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I want to be a better person. A better muslim. A very well mannered, soft spoken, good hearted person. Serta berhati mulia. Insyaallah.
Of course jauh dari segala Riya'. Because i takut i akan Riya' nanti. Maaf ok, ya Allah.

"Show me the right path. Those whom you have favour-ed." Meaning those who have already confirm Jannah to them.

I found a good video a few days ago. Its says, if you want to compare yourself with others, You should actually compare yourself to the much higher-ups, those whom Allah have favoured. & not those who are mediocre or lower. Hmm.