3:41 PM Saturday, August 30, 2008 back to top?

• Di malam sepi, aku bermimpi.
Mimpi yang sedih sekali.
Kau akan pergi meninggalkan diriku.
Aku menangis tersedu.

I had a dream last night.
This is how it goes:

We were supposed to meet at a place.

With a heart that is filled with excitements, nervousness, and somehow this anticipated feeling, i came early.

You were not there when ive already reached.
I was kinda happy that I came early. Cause most me the time you were always the on who came early.
So then I went to touch up my self up.

Few minutes later, there was a call from you.
You called to tell me that you couldnt be there.
And then you told me the heart breaking news.

You said, lets break up. And you told me that youre really sorry about it.
On the phone, I started to cry uncontrollably.

In my heart I have always knew that the day would happen eventually. I never had thought that it was the day though.
Now it seems that all those emotions and feeling that I have suppressed came out. Sadness and fear. Those happy memories overflowing.

The call ended.
I couldn't say anything back to reply.

The very sad thing was that..
I couldn't tell you the things I wanted to say.
I couldn't tell you that I was glad to have met you.

Those wonderful memories and the times we've spent, I wanted to say thank you to you.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

As i woke myself up from my sleep,
I found that my lips were feeling kinda numb.
Probably it is due to the fact that i was 'crying in my sleep' and that i couldnt say anything in return.-feeling emotional of thee dream.

Good bye to you.

10:30 PM Monday, August 25, 2008 back to top?

• Listen here; breaking news!!

Just now, i kena promise to my tuition teacher to stop using the computer until i finish my o level!

-Which means if i cant use the comp, i cant read manga and watch anime.

And then i said "yaya i promise!"

Whoaa.. Omggg. Ive already promised it. Im a person who usually keep to my promise(often/hopefully).

But you know... Its hard!
I dont know if i can survive without it.
Still, even though i know that its hard i still made that promise.
Cause i want to change. At least let me try and do it, so that i wont regret!

Wahhh T.T
Its a sad thing, but i know that i must do it.

Hees~ gambatte asyura! (:

3:43 PM back to top?

• Ive realize the reason why i always read/watch (romance and comedy) manga/anime.

-the reason is because those stories tells me about hope, faith as well as courage- which i myself lack.

And romance comedy makes it even more better as i'll find myself laughing and giggling like hell! Which i sometimes need, to feel alive. Hehhs.

Dear you, persevere!

12:30 PM Friday, August 22, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

It seems that it have been kinda a long time since ive last blog.
And the past few posts are kinda depressing, isnt it?
Haha. :D

Well, dont fret about it.
There are some moments where i enjoyed myself, being able to laugh and smile freely.
As well as being grateful with the things that have happened.

Hmmm... Prelim is coming. And soon O levels are approaching.
Sheeesssshhhh! Damn it.

Lots of things have happened!
Its funny how time passes by without us knowing it.
For example, when in class, you always wanted the time to pass by fast.
But as you wait and wait for the time to pass by, you feel that it is so sloooowww!

On the other hand, as you wish for the days to pass by...
"tick.. tock.. tick tock", you realised that it have already been a month since the day have passed.

Without realising it, a few months have passed by.
And "poof!" its already near the end of the year!!