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11:59 PM Monday, December 22, 2008 back to top?

MR. FROG PRINCE
Went out with Annisaa today.
Why?

Cause im selling 'this' watch to her.
Hmm.. Let me tell you, how the watch happened to be with me. Haha :D

Hence one week ago,
I went out with Nurin to Takashimaya, Orchard.
The Kinokuniya shop.

Cause i had this $20 voucher.
So anyway, after that, we went around the shopping areas.

There was this watch shop/stall.
We took a look. Then the most tragically, pissing thing happen.
I was taking a watch out of the watch holder then i accidentally bang the watch up of it. Then that watch fall down onto the ground. Later on i picked it up and put it back.
Sadly, i realised that the watch on its bottom left hand had a 'crack'. Hmmph. But its still working.

Honestly, the thing broke on the inside not the outside (as in the mirror).
Then blahhh! The shop owner come and tell me "girl did you break this?".. Blah blah.. "once broken considered sold", even though there was no sign of "once broken considered sold".

So anyway.. Blah blah blah. (im pretty lazy writing this out cause the incident makes me feel so mad and embarrassed)
The watch cost $10. Then she says she gives me $9. Then in the end i bargain i says give me $8. So yeahh.. paid that amount.
Yea.. fuck! -.-"
-thankfully, Nurin was there ((:
Therefore, i sold that watch off to Annisaa.
Cause i dont really like the watch. Cause its not really my kind of taste. Sorry though.
But its nice actually. Cause it have diamonds in it.
But i dont like the thick band, thats why. Hehhs.

Ok, so Annisaa paid me $10! Woohooo! Yea.. i have $2 profit. GAGAGAGAGA :DDD

Annisaa and me met up at tampines interchange. Then off we went to Changi Airport! HEES.
Ahh, i still remember the days, both of us went there. Haha.
That was to study History. HAHAHA. Well, she was the one who is teaching me. Hehe. ;D

I wanted to buy her present too. For her upcoming birthday on the 31st December!
First we went to Candy Empire. Bought Jelly beans for her. (share/half the money)
Then out of the blue we decided to eat a slice of cake at Secret Recipe! OMGG! *jaw drop* :O
Yea.. The chocolate cake is nice! Lols.
It was the first time i bought things like these. Hees.

Then off we went somewhere.
I'll cut the story short ok.

Annisaa bought me this 'Mr.Frog Prince' pen and a teddy bear strap keychain.
While i bought Annisaa this 'Mr. Feather' pen. Haha.
Thank you Annisaa, it was very lovely ^^

About Mr. Frog prince pen. At first we wanted both of us to have it, for matching purposes.
But then, suddenly, her eyes caught Mr. Feather.
Yea.. She was head over heels with Mr. Feather! Mwahahah ;DD

Then we took pictures at Terminal 3 viewing hall. It was cool! hehe.


Yup! Thats the cake. Mwahaha :D


Jelly Beans! I like the Bubblegum flavour. Hees ;D


Mr. Feather & Mr. Frog Prince ; i loveeee mine!


I saw this in Minitoons. And it's really cute! So i have got to have it!


HELLO, MR. FROG PRINCE! (:

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7:59 PM Saturday, December 20, 2008 back to top?

NE Ambassadors(Ex) outing!
Heys!

I went out yesterday. 19 December 2008.
Its an NE ambassador meet up slash outing!

OHH MYY GAWWDDD! Today was soooo much fun!
Honestly it is!

At first i thought i couldnt hang with them.. since im not really that good with people who i dont know.
But i had a really great time! I pretty much smile and shout alot. Hahahaha :DD

This will be quite a long post. So sorry. Gomenasai.
Cause i wanna CAPTURE and RECORD all the MOMENTS!

So i reach EAST COAST PARK(ECP) late.
I sit around the MCDonald McCafe mostly besides the beach.. Before i met them.
Actually i saw them while walking near the Burger Kings trying to find them. I walked past by the place twice already!
So later around 1+pm YenC meet me in the Mc. She thinks im lost! haha. -i didnt, thanks anyway! :D

Meet the members.
There were : Shayne and YenC - whom i know close.

And the other members : Gavin! Rasinah, Ping Boong(spelling), Eiline, Annabelle, Weiming, Sean. -some are ex-members who i dont know and never see or talk to. And some are who i know but just acknowledge his existence! haha.

Ping Boong and Annabelle went home early around 3+.
Then Wei Ming came. After a short while Sean came.

Hmm.. There was the beach, obviously! haha. I wish i could swim, as in play with the water. Too bad, you know im wearing 'selendang'. Oh hmm..

Before Wei Ming and Sean came, we played a game with Annabelle and Ping Boong before they left..
The truth or dare and Murderer. Haha.
The truth or dare.. Annabelle was Really daring and supportive! haha.
It was the first time ive met a person like her. So what she did?
The dare was for her to go to people and greet them with,
"Helloo! Darling..." :O *gobsmacked* huh? Yeaa...

This is her! The daring one. Haha ;)

Later on, Ping Boong and Annabelle leave.
When Wei Ming come, we played this 'number 7'. Its this saying out numbers and not saying but clap the multiple of 7 including numbers which have 7. Pretty cool, funny too.. Thinking about our MATHS! haha.

Get this! Rasinah and Ping Boong is in Tampines JC, and Gavin is in Nanyang Jc. Wei Ming is in Temasek Poly-business course- and Sean is in Republic Poly - Hospital and Hotel Management.

Here's a secret!
Wei Ming and Sean are obviously hot and attractive! Haha.
But you know.. Not those very very hot ones like in my fantasy! haha. xD

Gavin, Rasinah and Eiline, even though i've never talk or seen them before.. It was AWEESOME how we click with each other! Im soo happy and glad that i hang out with them-and that includes Wei Ming as well as Sean- Haha :P


From the top left: Shayne and Gavin. Ping Boong and Rasina. ;)

Heys, Rasina looks like Miss Rabiah isnt it? hahah :PP

Im actually bad at playing murderer, you know.
I dont know whether the murderer is ACTUALLY winking at me or not! Hahahaha.
Lols. I got quite a few numerous time(i think) being the POLICE -.-" Haha.
Thats why im desperately want to be a Civilian! Lols.
For example, that time...
When Wei Ming was winking at me a few times. AND i didnt realise it! Hahaha.
Soo blurr lah! Hahaha.

While playing murderer Sean came by. And it started to be lively.
I guess, its because of Sean. He's pretty fun and sociable. HAHA. :D

Ohh we played this game.. Its about trusting our friend(s) whether the person should change his/her card so as to avoid having a number '2' or a number nearer to it.
And i had to do a dare. I ended up asking for a Double dare though.
Then later on the last round, we kinda Busted SEAN to keep his cards. AHAH! So he got a dare! Haha.
Honestly, if i were not doing a double dare, i would not have ended up with Sean doing a 'dare' together.
Im pretty much sure that GAVIN will give the most outrageous and darnedest dare to Sean! HAHAHA :D


And sshhh.. I was kinda silently excited about doing the dare with Sean. HAHA.
The word is : Interacting! haha :D

So the dare both Sean and me must do was to have this drama of running with each other and shouting as well as proposing to each other. Haha.
Ahh.. I acted kinda crappy man! Urgghh..

This is it, below. Oh The Drama! -.-"


Somehow, looking at this video.. Makes me say, "I look, Stupidd.. Crap!" Heh heh.
Gavin post this up in his blog too you know. (Merry Christmas!) xD

After playing we eat and chat. Haha. Played numbers again.
Those who lose must finish up 1 CUP of salad or MeeHoon.
Yes, and I had to do it!

So the day was getting into a sunset.
Wei Ming and Sean had to leave.
We waited for Eiline to come. It was around 6.30+ she came.
I was interested in knowing who Eiline is. Cause me and her had to share double seat. Hehs.
And I was worried we couldnt get along.
But she was great! Nice too (:

At 6.55pm we rented our bikes.
When i first ride with Eiline, the double seat.. We nearly crash down! Haha.
Couldnt balance. It was the first time i rode on a double seat bike.
Then later on both of us exhange with YenC and Shayne.
I drive infront while Shayne's behind. While YenC infront and Eiline's behind on the double seat bike.
Gavin had his single bike. And guess what!
Rasinah had a 4 wheel cycled bike! YEA... Like what YenC said "She's so sacrificial". Hehs.
Rasinah.. Isnt good with bike. Thats why the 2 wheels beside the behind tyre.
Whereas Eiline and Shayne too aren't good with bikes-or is it dont know how to ride a bike?.

We both cycled down the road. Our location is at Lot C, near Burger King.
Then we cycled towards Lot H, where the last Jetty is.

Along the way, we passes by 'Sunset Bay', thats what Gavin says.
I've been there before. Its actually nice. Those scenery and the flowers growing. Hees.
It was already night time. Dark.


All of us in the picture. At Sunset Bay. We RAWWKKK!
-Eiline the camera(wo)man who isnt in the picture.


Look how dark it is!














Yes! this is me. Forgive the red eye!
Too bad.. The surrounding. Its alright though.
Heh heh :D *grins




Off we cycled and reached the last Jetty and Lot H.
Where the aeroplane was flying above us.
It was pretty cool when the aeroplane was flying above us. The sound of loud engine where all of us were in a total AWE :O

The jetty was dark you know.
We were forced by Gavin to drink the coke and eat at least 3 snacks! haha.

The pink clothes is YenC! x)

Cool picture! Very dark you know.
Infront us is the Budget terminal which one of them says. The lighted city.
Ahh.. i didnt took pictures of it. Urgghh

After that we cycled back towards the bicycle shop, since 2 hours have come to a close.
Cycle like hell! Haha.
Shayne and Me was in a total sync with the bike. Haha.
Feel the air brush over us. Cooling~ :DD

Reach the shop.
It was time for us to go back home.

There was this 'funfair' located somewhere near the underpass.
So, I tell all of them that we Should go and play the Viking/Pirate boat!!
And they agreed to go! I was feeling veryy veryy excited! Haha.
At last!! Hehehe. Shayne didnt join in. She took the video though. Look down..


The heart wrenching excitement! Haha. I looked like an excited kid man! -.-"
I love it when the boat is up near the top!
Ahh... The feeling.. xDDD "So happy, Soo fun, Soo exciting!"

Ok so we walked to the bus stop.
All of us took bus 15.

Surprisingly, Rasinah, Gavin and me stop at the same bus stop.
3 of us live in Bedok Reservoir.
EVEN more surprisingly, Rasinah live in blk 114!! Omgg so near my house! ^^
Ohh yea.. She's the girl who i always meet in the bus stop(when i was in sec 3), but we've never talk. Hehe.

OHH what a coincidence! :D

And here, WE PART OUR GOODBYEES. Hees.


It was really Awesome, Wonderful, Fun and Enjoyable hanging out and meeting with you guys.
Especially you, Gavin!! Haha.

This is what he says in his blog about me.. Hehe.
"And i met Asyura, this enthusiatic, outgoing girl whom i really enjoy hanging out."
Ohh im soo touched! ;DDD

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8:06 PM Wednesday, December 17, 2008 back to top?

leave me breathless
Im feeling this heavy feeling in my chest.
Its like the pain you feel in your heart thats hurting.

Im feeling so out of breath.
Feel the air rushing in and out of my lungs.

I feel a need for space.
A space for me to be able to breathe properly.

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12:07 AM Sunday, December 14, 2008 back to top?

Sky!
Why do sky changes colour?

Sometimes the colour was/is blue, black, pinkish-red, gray ? etc.

Honestly,
I think that the sky is really
beautiful and amusing.

I'll look up upon the sky at night.
From my bed where the window lies.
Yes it was night time.. around 3 in the morning
But why was the sky blue?
Why isnt it black like it's suppose to?

Isnt it cool? The sky, i mean.

Dimana ia berdiri tegak tanpa tiada pegangan.
Mungkinkah terdapat sebatang tiang yang tidak dapat dilihat oleh orang yang membuatkannya berdiri tersergam indah?

Hees~

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7:45 PM Saturday, December 13, 2008 back to top?

learning music
Its sad.

This is something I want to do and learn. Better than anything I've learnt. Im interested in it. Yet you don't even give a chance.

You don't care and you don't know why I wanna learn it.
Although the reason is something simple and may seem ridiculous to some.
Its because I wanna learn this favourite music piece I like. That's all.

Is it that wrong?
To be able to play the music I like?

It may seem unimportant to you and you may shove it away.
But, it is important to ME!

I thought that you'd be supporting me and give me a helping hand so as to allow me to learn it.
Yet! I was thoroughly disappointed by the outcome.
You even added with a scorn and says that this thing is useless.

But you don't understand...

Girl did you cry?
Yes I did and im sadded. :'(
Shushh don't cry. Gotta be strong and support myself.


*You - xux
It - Learning piano

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12:54 AM Thursday, December 4, 2008 back to top?

Got me thinking.
I read a person's blog.

And this sentence intrigued me:
"A person's mouth may be god-damn full of optimism
But if it happens... What would you do?
(Because) today's answer isn't always tomorrow's answer"

I found that its true!
Time changes our thinking and our actions.

Hmm, im thinking too much. Lols
Reflecting i guess haha xD

Ever wonder what do i do when everything seems to fall apart?
Well.. I guess i would fall back and escape from reality. Going and staying in fantasy land.
Like the usual thing i'd do : Manga, Anime & Dream.

A few weeks ago.
Someone asked me a question. Haha. Well, Zunairah asked me though :D

"If you have one thing about yourself, What would you want to change?"
Well, somehow the answer came a few short while.

Hmm.. I didnt answered Zu's question. But instead i asked her back. Lols.
Turning the topic around. Lols.

I dont know how or why the answer just suddenly popped out of my mind
So well.. The answer was:
To be able to be more SINCERE !

Yep. Haha.
I cant really explain it well.
Hmm.. Like being more sincere to God too.
Understand what i mean? Hehs. As well as others! Hees.

Ahh.. crappy post lah this. Hmmph. :{

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9:37 PM Tuesday, December 2, 2008 back to top?

Still clinging on?
What am i thinking!?

-"I saw another back view of you. A look-alike."

Ever since last time(year).
I cant keep thinking and wishing about it till now.

Its funny.
I keep on denying it. But still a part of me wish that 'it' will or had happened.
I know i shouldnt.
But, part of me still have a feeling of regret on 'it'.

Sometimes, i do and still wonder..
What if... Fate at that time was in our grasp?
Would things have change?
Hehs.

Sometimes, i find myself still hoping.
Other times, i find myself getting back to reality being disappointed at times.
Though somehow i know that i must'nt hope for 'it'.

MAYBE one day. Not now. In the future.
If fate open up a path for us. Hees~

~`Cross Road.

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