1:28 AM Thursday, August 27, 2009 back to top?

• 27 August.
;undaunted by setbacks. Because i wanna believe in miracles.

There's lots of things about today.. which im going through (soon).
Hehs.

27 its significant. Really.

Im feeling this very complicated-exhausted-guilty-sleepy feeling. heh hehs. =.="

Oh heys, on monday...
While i was going to school and cutting across the field towards school..
I FALL!! I fall 2 times seyy..

But still.. I kept on getting up and hurriedly walk/run towards my finish line. Hahs.
Because all that was in my mind that time was "I gotta hurry.. I mustnt be late for exam! Hurry up Asyura.. Dont stop now!".
Hees (:
-undaunted by setbacks, yeaaa.

Dear love,
When is the right time?

12:27 AM Monday, August 24, 2009 back to top?

• Hmm...

Maybe i'll fall soon. hahas :D
Fall In Love !
Hahaha.

Hmm.. He's really cute!
Really...
Ok fine, Cute as in cute but not cute, its more to cute-cute funny?! heh hehs.
Im thankful though, im glad i get to know him. Hees. (:

Today during class,
I spent most of my time writing and drawing in this paper ok.
Cause i wanted to give him this 'letter' before times runs out. HAHA.
It was really cuteeee!

So i drew this bear, saying "RAWRRR! sayasukakacaukamu.. Hahaha :D"
Then i drew flowers and put in words and stuffs.
So i wrote, "This is SO NOT a love letter ok? Its just me and my musings ok? hahahaha".
And i drew this, " Suka *heart-shaped* Taufiq". Hahaha.
Then near the heart-shaped, i put "(Hati)". So it sort of means, 'Suka hati Taufiq'.
HEH HEHS.
-Psst! Double meaning ok, I KNOW! HAHAHA!
Well.. Bout the double meaning.. Entah ahh..
I wanted it to be a Hidden Message. Mwahhaha.
-cause im also not sure if its really Suka. Heehs

Hmmm, then.. We went to study, after Zohor.
It started raining when i already reached Masjid Sultan. -I dont wanna walk with him though. hehs. Thats the reason why we kinda went separate ways.
In the end we meet up outside the masjid.-due to some stuffs happens uh because of the rain.
Hmmm....

Oh HEYS! It wasnt us both sahaja ok, yang pergi study..!
In the end, Fayadh too came along to Airport. Hehs.
-i didnt know that Fayadh too will come along though. But takper takper, its ok. Hees.
Because, at least there's another person, you know.. the That one. Also there's the feeling of consciousness about other people watching and the awkwardness if he wasnt there. Hehs.
Im not sure if Fayadh coming along is his doing or coincidentally.. But im fine with it. Hees.

Taufiq, told me this thing, 'Kalau orang tickle you and you geli, bermakna youre a jealous person.' Hehs. Really ke per... ? LOLS.
Nahh.. probably just some superstition.
Okieees WEES~! He's ticklish! HAHAHAHA :D
-boleh kacau lagi.. Haha.

With the 3 of us, i dont really feel left out ahh.. Cuma tak tau kenapa tak leh cakap- dont know what to say uh. hehs. So i just keep smiling and tersengih-sengih -.-' Lols.

Taufiq asked, "How do you know if a girl likes you.." to me and Fayadh. The question was to me uh.
Then im like, "HUHH? How.. do i know if a girl likes ME?? -.^". Then we 3 laughs ahh haha. Lame.
Somehow now.. in the back of my mind, im wondering why he said that? Hehs.
Nahh.. shall not think of it too much. Probably just some random suka (L) Taufiq. ahha.

Hmm hmm.. Nothing much lahh happened at airport. In the end masih nak balik, me and Fayadh kinda get along hehs. But more to teasing mimicking my voice -.-"
Nvm, hehs. Tak ambil hati!

Alright.
But the sweetest part or the cute-st part was in the msg Taufiq send me! hahaha.
Very AWWWWWWWWWWW!.... :DDD
He really likes it and was surprised i did that during class time. haha.
Hmm.. He says he'll keep it! hahaha. Omggg..
Oh and he answered "Starry nite". Ahhh i see i see. Ok yea.. Me too, i like that too.^^

Goshh.. i keep kacau him with the emoticon (L)-Love/heartshaped/hati.
Like, "Suka (L) taufiq ok. Taufiq kan manusia.. Ada (L) dan perasaan. Jangan ambil (L) sudah ok. hahahaha" :D
And, "dahh dahh taufiq... jangan ambil (L) ok.
saya hanya suka kacau taufiq.
sebab taufiq funnn ahh kacau(L) xD
(L)(L)(L)oks."

Both of us hmm.. I guess we're not really ready to fall so hard.
He with his own reasons. And me with my stuffs. Hees.
But i do know that we really are am glad to know each other. Hees ((:
Yup yup.

~`I'll see if this 'something' will still continues on.
-i hope it does ok.