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12:05 AM Wednesday, August 15, 2012 back to top?

i hear people
Talk about marriage like its a big burden a big responsibility.. Whats with the financial issue, house placement etc etc.

Then in my heart im saying, whats the big deal about what theyre saying?

If it were me, i will be jolly well happy and contented that im married, 
having found my soulmate which ive long for, 
able to love someone without restriction, 
to serve him as my top priority which in return he’ll bring me closer towards Allah s.w.t and Rasulullah s.a.w, 
being a good and patient wife as well as a muslimah, 
able to be ‘penyejuk hati’ for my husband, 
and besides all this a relationship of halal wa toyyiban which Allah s.w.t loves and redha upon.

Whats the big deal!?
When a husband and wife look at each other with love, Allah looks at both of them with mercy." 

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Im working as a mumarridho.
Im still trying my best. Im strugglng. By with Allah's grace im still holding on.
-Though there's a part of me which feels like giving up and work in clinic, not general ward. I dont know. i dont know. still holding on.I still need to work on my organization skills and those every small details. :/

Alhamdulillah. Syukran ya Allah.

O Allah! Nothing is easy except what you have made easy. If you wish, you can make the difficult easy

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12:59 AM Sunday, August 12, 2012 back to top?

aku sakitkan hati seseorang :'(
Dan dia sangat kesal dan patah hati. Ya Allah... Aku sedih dan dia sangat sedih sangat. Ya hayyu ya qayyum bi rahmatika astagheeths. :'( Ya rahman. Ya rahim. Ya A'lim. Ya sami'. Ya khaliq. Ya aziz. Ya wadud. Ya latiff. Hilangkanlah sifat kedukaan, kekesalan, kebencian, uan, keraguan dan segala macam perasaan yang ada dalam diri dia dan dia. ------ His BMW car, i scratched the car and there was a small dent. Because i was turning left to a lane, then that lane is like a passage way like a bridge with 2high curn on each side

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