I finally gave big brother his birthday present just now. Mwahahahaha. Same old, same old thing i gave him last year and the previous years. Heh heh. ;D Oh and something new too!
Hmm.. Its FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES (the small canopy gift item) & This small bottles perfume (containing of 8 different types). ^^Y
Then he was like "Thank you Thank you Thank you". Haha(; Then i brag to him, that the cookies contains different kinds of varieties. And the perfumes of different scents. As well as "Abang.. itu Ribbon Asyura buat tau!" ;D heh heh.
Haha. Well, we've been giving each other presents the past few years. This year, was the most special out of the others. The previous years was Money given from him to me. And Famous Amos from me to him.
This year was Aweeesome! I got a Lenovo LAPTOP for my birthday. And for him as the usual's the Famous Amos cookies and something new ^^. Hmm.. I think he will like the perfumes. Cause it really suit what he usually wears. Heh heh. -Psst i hope he likes it ~.~ So yeahh.. Not bad for spending the perfume money for which i just took from a brochure! Hahaha :P
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Sometimes when you long for someone and when the hope dies up. You'll find yourself saying.. 'Its fine, doesnt matter now. You dont need another. Cause youre fine just by yourself' (: hehs.
-psst. totally not related to todays' tittle. But hell yeah. I was up in the night, thinking and out of the blue creating this phrase. HAHA LOLS.
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Ohs yesterday night(morning 3am) D** was being a sore in prick. Pfft. I dont like. Ungkap ungkap ungkap tentang masa lalu! Always the negative side. Bila nak move on or GAME OVER? Oh yea. Its still a sore topic for me, even from Feb till now. Ahh you know.. that result or the lucky number 7. Ever he wondered that its just not meant to be? -to him it's because of my fault and god doesnt like me due to my wrongdoings so it happened, the punishment. Or its a blessing in disguise? -I think it is. Qada' & Qadar.
Things just happens! MOVE ON you blardy fool.
-aahh.. i dont like writing this negative thing. Its always him. Hmm.. Im waiting for FEB to come. For results to be out. Hees. Even so, if its better than before, i think he'll probably ungkap lagi tentang itu saying the 2nd one isnt counted. Sebab Tuhan kasi.
WTH. Its always revolves around God. *sorry sorry Allah. Mohon maaf ampun ok.(:
Tapi... No matter what the words he says, it's still sore. Meanwhile, All i ever know is... I did try my best. Things happened and messed up. I just have to get back up again and do it all over again. Not a problem for me, just tedious. But its OK. (:
•There's this song, which i heard that i instinctively fall in love with. Haha. (; Its sad, yet beautiful..
Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone.
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die...
I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...
I want you to know It doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry It started with the perfect kiss then We could feel the poison set in "Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye...
I have a confession: I've broken up, on 1st Nov 2009 (:
Its the 27th day today. Haha.
For a FIRST it ended up pretty nice. It was cute and sweet.
What else to say eh? Why? Hmm.. Cause its time we move on. Because its true. It doesnt matter where we take this road, someone's gotta go. & i was the one who let it go first. It was a mutual feeling for both. Hees~
------ Heys. In my old phone. There was this draft i wrote long time ago! Haha. It says:
"Waktu berlalu seperti berlari, Di antara waktu itu, Ada cerita antara kita. Saat tertawa saat berduka. Walaupun semua itu telah berlalu pergi, Ingatlah ia pernah abadi. (:
-Dalam lamunan dia terlena"
Heees. I used to wonder, kenapa harus ingat ia pernah abadi? Entah tak tau. I guess.. What it meant is... All thats left are just fragments of memories and its in the past. For which it had happened.
Sepertilah begitu~ hahaha.
"Dalam lamunan dia terlena" -Ive always love this sentence. Haha. -& i read Malay books! (:
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When i get back home from work yesterday, While laying down the floor.. I had an interesting FUTURISTIC conversation with mum! HAHA.
Something like... "Ma... Nanti kan.. Bila asyura turn 18 next year.. Nak amek drivng lesson uh! Beh kan... lepas pass.. asyura nak RENT kereta. Haha. Oh.. Abeh ada kereta boleh zoop sana zoop sini. Speed! Tak suka uh.. orang jalan atau drives slow slow. Buang masa aje. Ah... Abeh Bonda bayarkan untuk kereta ok?" hahha ;D
Then she was like kinda silent about bayarkan duit. hoho. -.-" MAYBE uh. Ada CHANCE! WOOHOO~ haha.
Oh yeah.. While walking with groups of people infront and blocking me of my way... Somehow i kind of think of the People as Cars. Traffic light and Jam road. And when i selit sana selit sini.. FUYYOO.. Im totally awesome at that! ^^ HAHA. Really! I tend to walk fast and will overtake people. Hahs. Cause they're so slow and i dont have time to leisure. Hehs (BECAUSE IM LATE YOU IDIOT!). DUHH!~~ :D
Ohs, 27 November is coming. haha. 27 aites :D nice date & number~~ hoho.
Hmmm. What else to say?
Yesterday and today (evening&night) SKY was pretty. Also it rained for most of the past few days. There were times where i didnt care bout the rain raining down on me, so i just walked in the rain. hahas ^^ Its nice. The breeze. Oh yeah.. The clouds were pretty shapely. Haha.
•One day, if possible... I shall go to the beach and watch the sunrise! hahas :D
Because kan, just now.. Subuh, i looked outside the window. & the sky was kinda bluish in colour and then it gradually changes into a lighter shade of colour and now its HELLOOO MORNING! Hehes Oh yea.. Of course i shall time and make an hypothesis of, How long does it take for the sun to rise and the colours to change. Hahaha -i know, i know.. Case too much free time. =.=" LOLS.
Oh yea. Remember the Ugly-Ducking story? You know... The Duck who were being scorned and dislikes and eventually turn into a beautiful swan.. So anyway, This is what i asked a friend of mine today:
~`*asyura. ; hmm heys!
abdul jawad wants a hot guitar-playing chic: yea?
~`*asyura. ; i was wondering.. you know the story about the ugly ducking... then in the end.. she became a swan? So then i was thinking.. isnt a duck is a duck? then how come a duck can become a swan? (I mean. It intrigued how a duck can actually become a swan as in is it a process?) hahhahaha><
abdul jawad wants a hot guitar-playing chic: you seem to be damnnnnnnn bored arh
~`*asyura. ; Hahaaaaaa :D
abdul jawad wants a hot guitar-playing chic: that "ugly duckling" is a baby swan, anak tertukar, the mother duck and mother swan mixed up their eggs
~`*asyura. ; ohhh i seee! HAHA. Omggg -.-
abdul jawad wants a hot guitar-playing chic: haha gd explaination per
~`*asyura. ; zzz yes. bored sampai I think of this kinda things eyy. lols
abdul jawad wants a hot guitar-playing chic haha you're gg crazy
Kurang asam betuldiakataorgcrazy -.- HAHHAHA Sow eird and random question! lols Seriously uh. Till young i was kind thinking boutit but just notthat into depth. About the possibility of egg.. i dont think ive think of it before =.= ZZz. Nono. Im not bimbo.
Wishing someone a very; "HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ADRI ! ((:"
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for all these past years and memories. Yes. What we had was real.
True, we'll miss it. ------
Hmmmmm... With thank you-s comes goodbyee-s too, today.
Well.. I've finally said good byee to someone. Hmm yeas. It was sad but at the same time it was sweet! hees (; *bitter-sweet.
Its a good thing though. Cause now it wont make me feel hanging. There's no regret. -i have a lot of things i want to say. But i'll just leave those words to next time. Hees. that is if im ready and feel like telling. Hmm...
HEYS! Today was actually a beautiful day (; *draws Sora here*
Did i ever mention that i LOVES the sky and its breeze?
Trololololololo. If you're beautiful, then i'm gorgeous! Hi darl. (:
I loves the rain, seeing the raindrops from my window.
Staring up at the big blue sky, laying down.
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Trololololololo. If you're beautiful, then i'm gorgeous! Hi darl. (:
