11:59 PM Friday, November 30, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Ive always wanted to have a secret place.
A place like a garden. Where there is beautiful flowers blooming like my favourite Lavender. Haha. In the night, i shall see the stars twinkling brightly in the sky.
And I shall be laying there on the ground till the sun rise the next day. Haha ;D

Hmm...
Im trying to use descriptive words but i cant seem to have any ideas. Lols.

Went to Marine Parade library today. Reached there around 3.30pm though im supposed to be there at 3pm. Haha. And Nadiah had to wait for me. Lols.
After i come and sit there as well as started doing my Maths, just a few minutes later, i wanted to go eat. Haha. Baru sekejap aje datang dah nak pergi makan. I think, tak sampai 30minutes duduk sana. -__-
Well.. I didnt eat anything before going Library.

Went to eat at Long John Silver. Among all the other fastfood like McDonald, KFC etc.. I prefer LJS. HAHA. Yupp, i like it.
I really love the Chocolate Creme Pie. Hehs.
And me and Nadiah shared our food.
-I was the one who suggested it. Cause i wanna save my duit. :P
Then we went inside PP. I bought Annisaa and Zunairah presents. Nadiah and me share duit to belanja for Zunairah's present. ((:
-Once again i was the one who suggested it. Nak save duit tu pasal. hehe. :D

Hmm... Its funny.
When im with Nadiah just now, there were a lot of stories i told her about. Like my experience at the zoo, That guy Rafi and my kindergarten days. Lols. Hehhs.
Then when i was walking and talking with Nadiah, i was wondering why didnt i tell this-about my stuffs to Ariel.
As when i talk with Nadiah, there were like a lot of stuffs i did say to her. Hmm... =/ Entah eh.

We headed back to library.
When reaching library, Nadiah didnt go in. As she had to go home.
I didnt remember what time it was already. Maybe around 6 or 5.30pm?
Haha. If its like that, meaning we spent around 1 hour outside. O_O Haha.

Anyway, i did my Maths in the library.
Stayed there until the library closed.. Till 9pm, i mean.
Hmm.. Then went home.

Psst. I wore that new clothes i bought today.
And when i look in the mirror.. Hmm.. I look good, i guess. Sshhh.

I realised that im not good with new people.

What i mean is that..
When im outside and walking pass people or people looking at me.. I find that I couldnt meet them with my eyes. Like i wont be looking at them straight towards their eyes. I would just look at their face and just brush them off by walking pass or i wont be looking at them. Hehh.
-im kinda shy with people. (;

Or is it because, when others look at me.. I will feel kinda pretty strange, kinda awkward.
When they see me like that i will be thinking.. Hey why is he/she are looking at me? What.. Is there something at me? My hair huh? My face? I look ugly? Hmm...
What i mean is that, i will be having doubts. -you may not understand this. Oh well.

Maybe im just thinking of things which isnt supposed to be there.
Who knows that person was looking at others and not me or maybe im just too prettyy to be noticed/look at. Haha jk! =_=

Ohh..
Boyfriend message me today around 3+ in the morning. Haha.
Thats really sweet of him. (: Cause he had just come back from Vietnam today..
and he message me saying that he was missing me the whole trip. Weeeee... ^^
And i love you too. Feeling rather happy. Haha.
-i was still awake during that time as i couldnt fall asleep.

I was feeling rather shaky about these thing and it always waver up and down but when i received that words, it brings me up again. Hees.
Though im still having doubts. -Go figure what im trying to say. Hahs.

Nites. (:

Sidenote: I wish we could end off our every conversation with Love you everytime without fail from now onwards. (; Hees.


11:59 PM Wednesday, November 28, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

I have never ever ever ever walk for a long period of time before.
Ahh now my kaki sakit lah. Feeling like want to drop like that. -__- Haha.

Yesterday, i told my mum im going to the zoo today. And she didnt believe me. Hahs.

Anyway, I went to Singapore Zoo today. Lols.
Hmm.. I went with my Damaians and the MDAS people.
MDAS=Muscula Dystrophy Association of Singapore. A Muscular Dystrophy person, their muscles are just to weak thus they couldnt walk or hold things like normal people do. Get it? Thus they will be in a wheelchair thus a helper needed to assist them.

Im an N.E member thats how Chang Xiang asked me whether i wanna go to the Zoo that day. So i agreed to go.
Moving on, my school those who are going to the zoo, our task are to assist the MDAS people. Meaning we go there to assists them, make friends and make their day enjoyable. As well as having fun also.

Alright I'll get the point now. Hmm there were about 24(plus) Damaians who went to the zoo. Its not alot lah. Anyway, we have to split into 3 groups.
My group consist of me, Shayne, Fahana(we're the sec 3s) and Eunice, Li Ting, Johann, Faizal and Zul(they're sec 2s).
Then each groups are assigned to a certain number of MDAS people.
My group have 7 MDAS people.

Dum di dum di dum.
Today is like the first time, i read a map and follow the directions of the map.
As well as assisting people to follow me for which im responsible to where we are.

Okiee okiee. Shayne is actually the leader of our group. But i guess, we didnt really decide whose the leader lah. Its just like that.
Anyway, my group there was this MDAS person named Haslina, she's on a wheelchair and need a person to move around. So Shayne had to push her lah. That makes her unable to kinda like guide us. So leaving me who is capable of guiding/managing my group.

Mostly, all throughout the time we've been there, ive been holding the zoo map. -__- Haha.
Then when i dont know where we are, i asked a person where we are.
Got a few or many times, I asked Johann and those two boys Zul and Faizal where we are sey. Then two times i asked the Zoo Staff.
Its embarrassing tau, because im a Core Geography student and i ought to know how to read a map =__="

The boys, those three, are a great help. Though they are really cheeky and playful. Lols. I mean their perangai like budak kecil still wanna play. Anyway, i did tell them to jaga Kumar(this MDAS guy) cause he's kinda lonely. Thus, they did a great job taking care of him. I can see that, that Kumar had a great time with them. Serious. Yeah.. and Kumar he is also playful. No wonder these 4 get along so well. HAHA. :D

During lunch time, group 1(my group) and group 3(Yan Xi's group) were at Garden Pavilion-a place where we decide to gather for lunch.
There were no group 2, because group 2 which is Chang Xiang's group was at Pavilion by The Lake. There were miscommunication.
What i heard was, Yan Xi(she's N.E's president) fight with Chang Xiang on the place to meet-Garden Pavillion. Chang Xiang says that Garden Pavilion the slope is very steep and may be hard for the MDAS people in wheelchair to go down. While Yan Xi retort that saying its not. I dont know about Pavilion by The Lake's slope, but to me Garden Pavilion is fine.
And with the wheelchair people already gathered at Pavilion by The Lake, you cant expect them to go down that place and go to Garden Pavilion going up the slope again. So that was why Group 2 stayed there and eat there. Hmm..
Anyway, when i saw Chang Xiang, i forgot who was there, i know that i was there, we talk about the wrong place lah. Then Chang Xiang when remembering about this.. He was looking so stressed up. Then both his hands were on his head and then he shake his head moving from left to right. Get it?
Hahs. They, my N.E members... They had once said that Chang Xiang is always a problem. Hees. See the outcome? Lols. Nahh... i dont judge Chang Xiang lah. For me im like, Apa sey dia, ini taknak dengar Yan Xi's punya arahan kenapa? Tulah. Hehhs. Im neutral about him okiee.

Anyway, at Garden Pavilion, the MDAS people couldnt drink the can of Pepsi. Cause their hand isnt strong enough to hold the can. They need a straw, but sadly, there weren't any straws. Like i said, their muscles are very weak.
And if you're wondering how they move about in wheelchair? Well, they move around with their automated wheelchair machine. You know.. The wheelchair which have a control whereby its like a car, you turn left, right, up or down for the direction you want to go to. Hees. (:

Hmm... There was this one guy whose name is Rafi, in my group who suffers from MS-short form for Muscular Dystrophy.
Well, the first time i saw him.. I was thinking to myself.. "Ehh he's cute" lols. :D
Rafi hmm.. he looks, well.. i dont wanna talk on how his face looks like right now.. anyway his leg are thin, i guess that was why he have to be on a wheelchair, his leg cold not support him.
So when we're walking around, i treat him.. like saying.. "Are you okiee? Can you see the crocodile?". I was being helpful to him lah!
Then this Edwin also i treat him.. saying.. "You dont want to see the monkey?" Then he said "No...". I was just being helpful to these two okiee.

Anyway, when going back home time, when we were at the gift shop at the end of our journey, i walk with Rafi. Cause i wanna show Rafi this place where if you go inside then you'll see some things. Its like.. this place whereby if you're wearing colour white shirt then your white shirt will light up and looks blue. A place whereby things glow.

So while i walk beside him, i asked him a question "Hey, Rafi.. Hmm.. Whats your age uh?".
And he replied.. "Twenty Four". -___-"
Hehs. Then i say.. "Hmm okiee."

Why am i writing about these? Rafi and Edwin, i mean. I shall tell you my reason..
When i thought back... I was thinking.. Hey.. Do i treat them like small kid? -.^ Cause i think i talk to them like uhh.. hmm.. like talking to a child like that. Ahhh.
-Well im kinda uhh embarrased x_x.
Cause maybe i do treat them like small kids. With the way i talk and maybe kinda assisted them.
I sooo paisey lah! *roll eyes*.

Well.. at there, i didnt really realized that there were adults there too. Since i see mostly are childrens. Well.. there is Haslina whose age is 26, still i dont really realized that those two are wayyy older than me. =__= I did not think properly. Haha.

Blueks :P

In general, going to the zoo with all of them was great. Really.
Widened my horizon on certain perspective and exploring my inner potential. Hehhs. ((;

Okiee, here's some lesson ive learnt about today:
Number 1: I learnt how to read maps. -Yupp, sure i did! *grins*
Number 2: Explore my potentials. In being able to manage things and being a leader. -Hahs.
Number 3: Muscular Dystrophy their muscles are really weak and so next time when we bring them out again we should brought plenty of straws for them so that they can drink the can/botle of drinks. -Hehe. Should remember this.
And the last things which i learnt today is...
Number 4: LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING. -Haha. A great lesson indeed.
I thought Rafi was around my age, somewhere around there. And then Bamm! I found out he's 9 years older than my age. Hahaha.
So much for thinking that he was like me. =.="

Aiyoooo.. PAISEY LAH! Haha. :D

By the way, we reached the Zoo around 10.30am today.
Around 11am like that, we started our journey. And we ended our journey around 5.30pm reaching 6pm-well somewhere there. (;
So in the end, ive walked around 6 to 7 hours. Now thats a record!
Im missing sitting down. HAHA. ((:

Also when we went home, me and my Damaians friends went home together.
Anyway while we were on the MRT, a few of us around 9 peeps were sitting down on the floor of the train. -_-
But i didnt sit down with them. Haha. Cause later no space for peole to to stand. Haha.
Then they all while sitting down and 4 of us standing, we tell stories and make jokes.
There were a lot of laughters and smiling.
Honestly, at one point in time, i was smiling so much that my cheeks hurt! Haha :D

And ohh, Yan Xi was being really nice to me. I mean because in the group during that time at the train, there were 2 Malay whom is me and Fahana. So sometimes the group talk in Chinese. And of course we Malays dont understand what they're saying. So Yan Xi help to translate and tell the others to speak in English. Hehs.
Also when i look back at Yan Xi, i really appreciate her help. I find that she doesnt want any of us including me to feel left out. So thats nice. Hehe. ((:
-and i wasnt feeling left out. Hehs. Though im kinda a bit quiet around them still i join in the laughters. Lols.

Anyway, i should be stopping at Eunos MRT but then i stop at Tampines.
As i wanted to buy FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES. (;
For my brother. Haha. Its his birthday today, 28 Nov. Lols.
Yea.. I bought one for me too. (:
Nice nice!
I LOVE FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES! (;

I forgot to mentioned about the gift shop at the zoo.
Alright so in the gift shop, there were a lot of stuff animals. There were white tiger, polar bears etc.
Anyway while i was there, the stuff animals was really cute and felt nice to touch.
I especially like the white tiger. Its pretty cute and the its eyes are BLUE in colour. Awesome!
And that time, i was wishing if only i could have it. Haha.
But nahh.. I didnt buy it. Cause i dont think its worth my money to splurge on stuff animal toys and i dont really need it. Hehhs. (:

Byee.


12:39 AM Tuesday, November 27, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Im not supposed to use the computer right now.
So sekarang i tengah diam-diam pakailah. Secretly. Hees.
My dad is at the living room and the comp is located at the hallway. Heh heh.

Anyway, i was thinking whether i should delete my tagboard.
Hmm.... Tagboard is nothing much. Pretty mundane. And only few readers only. So whats the use right?
Then probably, i'll put comment section on my blog. Hehh.

Im not going out with Kakak Yah today.
She says she forgot she got work today -___-
*sigh*
We'll go out on Saturday then. Hmm..

You know sometimes it pretty scary to do things secretly.
You may never know whats gonna happen next.
Or if there is someone noticing you, which you dont want to be noticed. Lols.

Anyway, right now im listening to Aliff Aiz songs - Bila dengan kamu & Ku sendiri.
Haha. Not badlah the songs.

I still remember how the first time im hook to Malay songs. Hees.
Cause it was all because of Aisyah! (:

That time i was primary 5. And she had this notebook which she write lyrics on various artists/bands songs.
The thing that caught me was the song Siti Nurhaliza song which is Bukan Cinta Biasa. And from then on i started falling in love with Siti Nurhaliza and malay songs.

Me and Aisyah were best friend in primary school p5 and p6.
She told me that she likes this band called Exists. -Its a malay band.
So i told her lah that i like Sheila On 7. -That time i dont really know much about the band for which all i know is that Eross(one of the band member) was really cute and talented. (; Thats why i like them. Hahs.
PS: Sheila On 7 short form name is SO7.
Anyway, Aisyah and me fight that that the band that we like are better than each other. Meaning, she says that Exists is more better than Sheila On 7 and i would retort that Shela On 7 is better than Exists.
We also got fight that the one band member which we like is better than the other. For which she would say Along is more cute than my Eross.
Note: Fight.. Doesnt mean a real fight. Just some.. Ahah mine is better than yours, type of thing.
And then i would tease Aisyah that Along is a funny name. Cause that time there was this show called Along, which is a bear. And they would sing.. A-L-O-N-G.. ALONG! -So i sing that to her, making her irritated. Haha.

So after i gotten over Siti Nurhaliza-since i have a new favourite that time- and i started to like Sheila On 7 then after that i dont like Sheila On 7 anymore because...
There came in a new band called Peterpan.
I was in love with Peterpan song which is Mungkin Nanti.
From that day onwards till now i still put Peterpan as my favourite band. (:

And also thats how i started to like malay stuffs. Like Malay writings and books. Hees.

The time i spent with Aisyah was unforgettable to me. (:
I treasure the time we spent.

Now our friendship after moving on to secondary life and different school.. Our friendship is not as close as before. We're just friends now.
She have her own life and i have my own life right now. So ive just had to move on-This is what i thought about her when i was sec 1.
Though its sad to be separating.. we just have to move on.
It depends whether we still wanna reminisce the old days or not. (:

When i look back, my used-to-be best friends, they come and go. For me its nothing surprising. Maybe they were'nt for me. Hahs.
I have lost my pri 4 friends whose name is Liyana, Nithya and Dawn. Us four created a name for our group which was called LAND, with our first letter name on it. Sadly, when reaching primary 5, we split up due to a fight.

I admit it is sad and painful. But what to do?
Like i say, You had just got to move on and lead your own life. (:
*encouraging smile*.

-Yea.. Thats what ive always been doing.
Moving on and never looking back. Sometime travelling alone and sometime travelling with companion(s).

Sweet dreams (;

4:00 PM Monday, November 26, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Its been a long time since that someone says sweet dreams to me.
Really.

At first i didnt realise it but just yesterday then i realise. Haha.

What i mean is...
That someone a few months ago while we're still talking dia sign off with sweet dreams.
Then after that, due to O Level and we being busy with our own life.. Relationship etc we didnt msg or msn or talk to each other much.
And then when jumpa our friendship wasnt as close as before.
But we do talk a bit.. Just teasing each other or replying what is being question.
At this time, we rarely msg and dia tak online in msn.

~Timeline:
At first close friendship. Then becoming not so close and rarely talk. Then now we're just alright, so-so.

Then a few days ago, we finally talk a bit in msn. And dia finally in msn.
Then i gotta go so i said good bye. And dia kata good bye and sweet dreams.
Then yesterday, i msg dia about outing. It was night time lah.
After telling dia apa yang nak dikatakan i said Byee. And dia replied Bye. Sweet dreams.

Lols.
Why im writing this?
Haha. Just felt like writing it.. Wanna buried memories inside my blog. Haha.
Buried memories eh?-Hehs. (;

`*its Rahman, my closest guy friend, okiee.

3:18 PM back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Im going out tomorrow with my Kakak. Wees. Lols.
Well.. I was thinking of wanting to change to new hairstyle.
I wanna change so bad. Haha.

Honestly, i do fear of my hair being cut.
From previous experiences.. Everytime my hair is cut.. It would be even more worst as in I dont like it or nothing have change. -_-
Or at first, I will be.. Ohh okiee this is nice but then later on.. Ahh not nicelah.

I wanna go to a hair salon shop whereby the person who cuts my hair is a real professional.
Who knows whats good for my face and what kind of hairstyle should it be. Hees.
Im debating whether im gonna go Bugis or Novena Square-if im not wrong-should i go. Hmm.

Then the next day, on a Wednesday.. Im having N.E. I dont know for what event sey we're having. Haha.
Yan Xi says got to do with the MDAS. The last time i heard from Chang Xiang was we're going to the Zoo. -_- Proabably going to the Zoo with the MDAS people?
Hmm..

****

Funny how my $50 which i kept inside my box is isnt there. -__-
From what i last remember...
Ive remembered i had TWO fifty dollars note.
Then i know i use one of it to buy Herani's bag.
Then the other note i think i use it to buy present.

Alright anyway, I left with little money sey.
What the heck did i buy until little left? =___="
Hmm.. Okiee.

Anyway, im thinking of working to get more money. Lols.
Ive once told mum.. That im wanna/thinking of working.
Then she says, Okiee Work for me. I want you go Sikar baju. One baju Fifty cent! Ehh its worth it tau -__-"
Lols.

****

Anyway, Mum says that im sombong. -__-
She said that yesterday.
I dont think that sombong is the right word.
Alright why?
The picture is, Mr Arul, my tuition teacher are now teaching my cousins that Fatin and Intan.
Well, im like.. Argghh I dont want him to teach them. Biarkan dia orang pegi cari tuition teacher lain lah!
How does Mak Su knows about him?
Ini semua my mum lah.. Gi bilang maksu how mr arul dapat improve markah Hakim dari low to high. And about the tuition fees-Which, im/family are not supposed to tell anyone how much is it lah. Mulut tak tau diam. Mum says, mum lupa tu pasal terbilang. Pfft. >:(
Alright, alright.. So why im not really happy that he's teaching them?
Cause i dont wanna share him with them. -__- Yea, yea, i know they're different level from me.
Hmm.. Maybe its also because of my dislikes feelings towards them.
Cause you see.. They are very bermuka-muka(two-faced).
After that misunderstanding between us.. After i apologize to them, we baik semulalah. Tetapi mereka masih tak suka me. From what i heard from Nurul, adik mereka yang paling baik to me and that i like Nurul.. Nurul says, from last time mereka tak suka me. Depan-depan baik. Tapi belakang they bitch about me. Wtf.
Haizz.. Entah lah eh.

I guess i have to let this feeling go. Ive just have to surrender-Hahs! Like i always do.
I gotta think about others. Though i dont wanna think of those two two-faced bitch feelings.. Im thinking of other person feeling, yup Mr Arul. I mean cause he wanna have a few more students cause got income*$kaching$* coming what. Hmm.

Pfft. Aku hanya boleh pasrah dan relakannya sahaja. *roll eyes*.
Anyway, Sombong is not the right word. Its Selfish kan?
But then to contradict selfish... Dia pun ada teach student lain, so what for to be selfish with the other students. Its not about the other students, its about them-for which personally they dont deserve him- Okiee?

If you say whether i hate them or not? Well.. My feelings to them, is.. OHH WHATEVER.
I dont really care about them.
Aku bukan tak suka mereka cuma terkilan dengan sikap mereka.

11:21 PM Sunday, November 25, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Today is the last day of madrasah exam as well as the last day of madrasah. Awww...

Hmm.. Had Tauhid and Tafsir exams.
Tauhid main hantam aje buat.. haha. Baca buku tapi setakat baca aje dengan ingat sikit-sikit. Lols.
Tafsir, mulanya asyura rasa takut tau. Sebab manalah tahu kalau ustazah Salbiah ada berikan ayat surah abeh kita kena tulis maknanya.. kalau gitu susah ah sebab asyura tak hafal habis habis. Hehh.
Tapi nasib baik la tafsir tak keluar itu. Wees... Boleh buat tafsir. (:

Weee Wooo Weee :D
Lets hope that i can get 1st in position or at least 2nd in position. Heees.
Cause that Aqilah always got First. Hmmphs.
So i gotta buck up and get back my position being second at least. Lols Blueekks ;P
-i hope.

In other post, ive onced wrote that this madrasah exam i wanna do well so as to prove to myself.
Yea.. ((:
I wanna know my potential.
And if Tuhan will let me do my best, letting me get what i want. Hees.

Today is the last day of madrasah. Awww...
Some people i wont be seeing again and some i will be seeing again, next year.

Honestly, last year.. The thing im looking forward to was because of Adri and friends.
This year was because of Rahman(my you can say close guy friend) and friends.
Next year? What im gonna look forward to? Lols. My dear friends, i guess. Hehhs.
Or, im just gonna concentrate on my studies-madrasah and school. Madrasah as in datang dan dengar ustazah and being very absorbent. Hees =_=


We, Herani, Zunairah and Me.. Are planning to go out with our madrasah classmates.
We're going out on 2nd December on a Sunday, this coming Sunday. Watch movie. Hees.
I cant wait~ ((:
I hope they can go.

Especially Rahman, Faisal and Adri.
-Umm.. these three guys and including Herani, Zunairah and Me went out together last year. Hmm.. Syed Yahya also included but he doesnt really tag with us la.
Anyway, we really had a blast! Had an amazing time and very fun.
For me, the part which i wont forget was playing the air hockey at E-Zone-if im not wrong that the game is called that. Haha.
Semangat sey kita main. Terutama Herani dengan Asyura, kita lawan sama-sama macam nak gaduh. HAHAHA :DD
And Faisal kacau-kacau Zunairah dengan nama Biology Girl, Biology Girl. Hees.

I also hope that we wont cancel our plan for this coming Sunday.
Kadang-kadangkan, apa Asyura hendak or wish to tak akan tersampai.
Hehh. Im really looking forward to this coming Sunday, Okiee.

See you all again. I hope ((:


11:25 PM Friday, November 23, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

I went out with Zunairah today.
We wanted to buy Herani a bag for her birthday. Hehs.

We took 65 to Tampines Interchange.
And i saw this one guy who is an ex-Damaian-if im not wrong la.
Then after boarding down the bus. I was looking behind towards the bus door.
And i saw that guy with Shahidah walking together-this sec 4E girl, my choir senior.
She saw me too and i think she smiled at me -.^ Haha.
And i think i didnt smiled back? Or did i? Or ive just turned my head the other way around. Haha :D
I think they're together? Hmm.. Whatever, i dont care. -.- Lols.

Zunairah and me went to Century Square but the shop we wanted to go was under renovation.
So headed to Tampines Mall. Once again i saw those two. Hehs.
Headed to Zinc shop. But the shop wasnt satisfying.

So we decided to go to Bugis.
Went to Zinc Shop at Bugis Street since there's lots of bags which sells there.
My first time going to Zinc shop at Bugis. Lols.

Reach Bugis. We go find bag. In the end, we found the right bag for Herani, her present. Hehs.

Then we go walk walk around find clothes for Zunairah.
At the 3rd level of Bugis street there was this hair salon.
I was thinking of whether want to go cut my hair or not.
I pretty much want to have a new hairstyle. Maybe next time i'll come again. MAYBE. Lols

Zunairah got asked me if i want to still walk around or not. Or i tired wanna go home.
Im like anything, i dont mind walking around.. Hees.

Then Zu wanted to buy pump shoe.
So i decided to go to City Hall since i think there is a shop which sells the shoe-where i bought my shoes too, last time.
There was two shoes one at Bata another at another shop. Zu couldnt make up her mind.
Cause both shoes are nice.

So we just headed to Long John silver.
I bought Chocolate Creme Pie. While Zu combo 1. I shared and eat her food. Lols
-psstt save duit aku haha. :D

Then in the end we went to the Bata hop to buy Zunairah's shoe.
The shoe is nice, with golden sparkles. Hehs. -Its really worth it, okiee Zu. (:

Then go home. We drop at Eunos Mrt.
At Eunos Mrt there is This Fashion shop. There is a sale.
Anyway, the clothes cost around $5 to $20 dollars O_O Wahh... So cheap.

Got this shirt, the price tag for that shirt got put $22 tau, but then now its $8.
Whoa.

I bought 2 clothes. $8 each. That cost me $16. Hmm not bad. Hehs.
Its nice la. Hees.

And i love having Zunairah around. Haha.
You know when buying the clothes, im like debating myself wanna buy or not?
Then with Zunairah around she said its nice, then okiee lah. Buy! Hehs.
-its great having a friend around when doing shopping. Hahs.

Honestly, i dont really do shopping. -_- Heh heh.

Today was great! Thanks Zu for making my day.
Gotta go now. (:

11:11 PM Thursday, November 22, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Although ive just met him yesterday.
Still i am MISSING HIM. (:
Hahs!

I dreamt of us sitting under the stars.
And watching those bright shiny stars twinkling in the blanket of night.
His hand wrapped around my waist.
And me feeling very fuzzy-happy. Hehhs. ((:

Psst: We've never did that, okiee.
Im referring to holding hands and hugging.

Yupp. We're still innocent. *grins*

~`I MISS YOU ♥

Sweet dreams.

11:40 PM Wednesday, November 21, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Wees.. I went out with him today.
Haha. So long we didnt see each other. Rindu dia banyak banyak! :D

Umm.. we went to Vivo City.
The plan was to watch the movie The Game Plan.

Anyway, met him at Eunos Mrt.
As always, he came first and i lambat. Anyway, when he msg me that he reached already.. I replied him with this face "-_- hmm okiee." And he replied "Whats with the face? lols". Haha. -readers may not know what i mean. haha.

And i gave him his present at the Eunos Mrt platform.

Reach Vivo later on. It was around 4.10pm during that time. Wanted to watch the show The Game Plan but then the show starts at 9.35pm. -_- Funny, cause when we we search at internet it says at 4.10pm it starts. Anyway have to choose other movies.

Wanted to watch Stardust also cannot cause it starts at night.
In the end we watch Enchanted.

At the cinema, waiting for the show to start.. we played game-his nintendo ds.
Pretty fun game. Its kinda like audition but not really like audition a bit different-you have to follow the beat to tap it. Hehs.

So when the movie starts the show started off with a cartoon.
And i was like Ohh my gossh. What? cartoon? cartoon like the show snow white/cinderella stuffs? Ehh dont want. So lame. Hehs.
Then the show move on to real people acting. Haha. Then i relax already. =.=
The show quite alright la. Hehs.
There's laughters. So-so. Haha.

After the movie finish we went out of Vivo towards the sea-The place where infront of it there is the sea and there are ships cruising. Yup we went there. Haha.
And we didnt sit. Just stand near the railing watching the scenery and talking bout stuffs.

Its pretty interesting to listen to Adri's stories. Really.
Im really awestruck about his life. There are pretty cool stuffs he do. Hehs.

I realised that Adri is the one who mostly do the talking. And i sometime or a bit talk.
Im not sure why im like that. Maybe because im a quiet person or i dont have things to say.
-i hope this isnt a bad thing. Hehs.

I asked him to open his present. Haha.
His present? - A Famous Amos Cookie put inside a tin and a Card.
We share the cookie. But i eat not many just three or four.
-Cause its for him only and i dont want it the cookies to be less.-Go figure what i mean. (;

Then he said, Wahh.. then i can bring this for tomorrow. (:
And i replied, Actually that was what i was thinking. For you to bring it tomorrow and eat it on the way or something.
He answered, Sure or not? Really? -as if he didnt believe me.
And i answered, Ya sureee lah. Haha. *smile smile*

Around 7pm we reach the mrt. Going home...
He gotta go Pasir Ris to meet his friend to take his thing.

On the way going home i played his DS game. Haha.
Then Eunos came. And i gotta go.
Me: Okiee bye byee (:
He: Yea bye byee. (:

At that moment, i wish that we wouldnt have parted.
And i was wishing to still stay beside him and still be talking about the things around us,
as well as hoping that time would not pass by so fast.

It was wonderful seeing him again.
And im really happy to see him again.
He never fail to make me smile and laugh.
When im standing next to him, i feel so happy and cheerful.
Wishing that this moment would never end.
When i look at him, the thought of how long can i hold him in my arms crosses my mind.
And it scares me to think that probably in the future we're gonna go our own separate way.
And when i think of him, i found myself longing for him. Missing him and loving him as each second pass by.
Feeling as if he's that big balloon im holding making everything seems wonderful and brighter.
Hees.

Anyway, he is going Vietnam tomorrow. Go hiking.
If im not wrong its mountain climbing?
For 9 days he will be there. With his OAC Club friends-his CCA.
Hmm...

Now lets talk about the card.
I did it around 1 hour. About 1.30pm today i started doing it-meeting him later on. Haha.
The card, after i wrote the things i wanted to say, it looks quite plain. So i decorate it.
I was thinking, whether im losing my touch in my creative side. So i started thinking what else should i do to make this card more nicer.
Then there was this picture on the left side of the page on the top left hand corner. Beside it was blank. And ive got an idea.

So i started drawing and colouring.
I draw grass with flowers-It was night time.
And houses with window which is coloured black as it pictured everyone sleeping.
Behind the houses there was this tower. A room which is coloured yellow picturing a person who is still wide awake.
The person was looking outside his/her window. Looking at the beautiful stars above.
His/her hand was pointing towards the sky above.
And in the sky, there were lots of stars shining brightly. The moon was covered by the clouds in each side of it.
The person who was pointing at the sky was actually trying to show the arrangement of stars.
In the sky, the stars looks like its forming letters.
And that letter was "A D R I".
For which on the letter "i" whereby the dotted figure above the straight horizontal line, there is the Bright Shiny North-Star always guiding sailors to the right path when at the sea.

Hehe. ((;

~`The girl and that big balloon of hers, she's holding.
You've created me beautiful memories of you and me.
And I Thank You for that, Love. (:

With love.


3:16 PM Tuesday, November 20, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Pfftt. Damn it. Its ugly and distorted. T.T
Arghh im so angry and a bit kesal.

Stupid. >:(
-and yesterday too..

Ahh.. just gotta redo it. Darn. )):

****

Cant go out with you today. So sorriee.
Tomorrow? Ohh please say yes.
Really, Im soo soriee.

I cant wait for today to come. But then as today come... hmmph. Pfft.
You must have been really dissapointed or sad are'nt you? -I wonder.

****

I wish the rain would stop now.
Although i loves rainy days most of the time, but today.. Nahh i just dont feel it.

Hmm.. Byee.

Psst. Actually i dont wanna go cause the card i made for him is not nice.
So i was thinking of buying a new one and redoing it. Hehs.
Yea, it may be pretty stupid of me to cancel going out with him.
But i just want the best for him. I want a present and a card to give to him.
Hees.

8:29 PM Sunday, November 18, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Something about me, I hate/dislikes it when i really had confidence in something but then in the end, i didnt achieve it. And I dislikes remembering stupid/silly mistake i did for which when i think about it i would say "Ah.. Bodoh!.." Hehh.
-this have nothing to do with the madrasah exam. Haha.

Madrasah exam was alright. A breeze? HAHA. Could do it.

Very funny lah during the exam. I was like smiling and laughing.
Cause Syed Yahya was really funny. Really.
Ada Syed betul betulnya kecoh. Betul tak bedek.
The class pun ikut ketawa.

So during Fiqh, the person sitting beside me which behind him, Syed sat. The person who sit behind me was Herani.
Then Fiqh tested on Haji dan Umrah. So Syed tanya orang sebelahnya which is Herani, pertanyaanya ialah "Ehh ape tu ah, Ihram?" Abeh Herani main mian kata " Bogel." =.=
Dont know lah if he believe it. But he did asked the same question to ustazah and tell her is it the answer-thats hwat i heard from Zunairah sitting further from my row. LAME LAH dia.

Then during Sirah time, Syed kena pindah depan sebab dia cakap-cakap.
Anyway, Syed pergi tanya Ustazah tentang sesuatu pasal Sirah. He was actually pancing untuk jawapan! Haha. Then Ustazah Salbiah, our Sirah teacher nampak then she says "Ustazah! Jangan bilang dia apa-apa. Dia ni cuma nak pancing untuk jawapannya aje." Then the class laugh.

What i tell here may seem not really funny, but if you were there its seriously FUNNY! :D

Also when Sirah, last paper Rahman sat beside me. And Syed behind Rahman.
Sirah paper kan ada bahagian C they give question then you have to answer it in words (not MCQ lah -i mean).
Anyway, the guys sitting beside me ada kata to me about tactic-tactic macam mana nak kasi jawapan-main cheat uh.
So when time start, usually people would do the first question which was mcq questions but then i started doing the Bahagian C first-so that i wont forget the things ive remembered.
So Rahman nampak what i do lah. Then he said to us, the ones around him lah-our sec 3 classmate..

Rahman kata, "Cheyy.. Asyura ada tactic dia sendiri lah. Tengok tu dia start dari belakang. Taknak kasi orang copy...".
When i heard what he said.. I was like tersengih-sengih. *grins* Haha.

He then continued "Eh tak payah.. Macamlah aku nak copy. Buat ape nak aku nak copy. Next year dah takda.." -Hees.
That phrase is sad lah. Hehh.

Alright, so after madrasah Zunairah and me went to Tampines Mall. We ajak Herani and Ili, but they cant.

Anyway, headed to TM. Wanted to buy present lah. Then the one that i want dont have. So i tell Zunairah wanna go Parkway Parade. And she just agreed.
Im sooo grateful to her. Hehe.

Reach PP we smelled something very nice. Haha. Cookies! Lols.
PP looks different. It have been so long since ive come there. Haha.

And I bought the thing which i want. I find it cute. Especially the RIBBON! Hehe. ((:
Then i search for card later on. Then the shop there's lotsa cards and pretty nice stuff.
Once again, i saw this notebook which the cover page there is a RIBBON tying it. Wahh pretty. (:
Bought a card then we went home.-went home because i was broke, no money to buy sommore stuffs. Haha.

I owe money to Zunairah lah. Also now i wanna buy present for Zunairah and Annisa. Hees.

Going out with her, the two of us, Zunairah and me.. I find that our friendship is really close.
I mean, im a person who doesnt talk much with people who im not close with. So yea... Hehe ((;

Tuition cancel today. Haha. Mum doest want tuition today.
For me i also dont want tuition today. Why?
Cause I didnt do my work which i say to him i'l do. My ten year series, A. Math.
Hey! Its not that i dont wanna do. He asked me to do on Friday night and Sunday(today) to show it to him. And i dont have time to do it. Busy studying madrasah books. Hoho. (;

Its pretty. (:

3:15 PM Saturday, November 17, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Tak jadi keluar dengan Zunairah and Herani.
Cancel plan.

Zunairah was the one who says that she tak boleh keluar cause ada majlis perkahwinan she got to attend. Its okiee though~
So with this chance, i also decided not to go. HAHA. :D

Why? I wanna study madrasah lah.
Still havent finish. Boohoo.
Also about going there see them play.
In my thought, i was like for what sey wanna go there seeing them play. Buang masa aje tau. Abeh besok madrasah exam, i also wanna study. Ingat ape.. orang tak payah study.

Herani was really mad at us-uhh i think, should be.
She really wanna us to go.

For me, I want the 3 of us all to go together. I dont want to leave anyone behind. Okiee?
Also the more the merrier. And the part about the three of us always sticking together. ((:
Hees.

Next time aje lah we go out.

Hmm... My post ive been talking about the madrasah exam.
Uhh.. Maybe some may think for what, why should i?
Well.. There's something which i wanna achieve. (;
No not about the marks. More to proving myself. Hees. Go figure.

Wees. Im going out with boyfriend. (:
Haha. So long didnt see him. Rindu lah. ~_~

-That reminds me, i gotta write a card and buy present. Hehh.

By the way, when i open this blog using Mozilla and IE, the fonts for my blog looks different.
=.=. I guess, Some blogs are better viewed in either Mozilla or Ie. And some blog when open with Mozilla the blog are distorted while in IE its not distorted. Hees.-Now I get what they meant.

Okiee byee.

11:50 PM Friday, November 16, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

I cant help listening to the song Collide by Howie Day.
Its really nice. ((:
Hees.

Uhh.. i went out wih Kesha and Nadiah today.
As expected i came late. HAHA.
Tunggulah korang lama-lama. :P

Was quite alright lah the outing actually. Haha.
At first i thought it was a real BORE. But it wasnt.
Time passes by so quickly though. Hees.

Yea went Esplanade Library. Nadiah found some music scores there and so she prints it. Hehh.
The library so sucky-nothing much, i mean.. -_-
Ive just realised that today. My first time what. Hehh.
At there only the arts and dramas stuffs.

Take lotsa pictures. And walk walk around.
Yea, we went to the esplanade roof -.^ -Quite cool actually up there. Hees.
There we saw ferris wheel as well as the Merlion. Hehh.

After that go eat at Long John Silver. Then go home. Haha.

Me and Nadiah are so not the type of girls who are camwhore freaks. Seriously.
We're camera shy.-jk. Haha. Hehhs.
We both are like.. "Oii faster lah take.. Ahh.. dont want take picture here. Somehwere else lah"
Something something like that.

The problem with me is that, janji pukul 2.30pm jumpa kat Bedok MRT.
I sampai sana pukul 3.20pm. HAHAHAHA.
*grins* :D
Soriee soriee.

Actually nothing much lehh the outing. -__-
Had tuition around 8pm just now.

Tomorrow going with Zunairah and Herani also.
Hehhs.

I wanna ajak Zu and Herani go Long John Silver to eat. I wanna eat that Chocolate Creme Pie-if im not wrong thats the tittle.
Going Long John Silver at Tampines Mall which Hafiz-our madrasah friend- work there.
Haha. Then can kacau Hafiz-uhh this part mostly Herani yang kacau orang buka kita berdua. Lols. Ala... tengok tengok je.

Nothing much to say. Byee.

10:08 PM Thursday, November 15, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

My mp3 songs are boring and old. I have not been updating it. Lols.

Anyway, i wanna Saving Jane song.
Saving Jane - When you're gone. Yupp. Its nice
Not Avril Lavigne. -__-

My mum dont believe me when i say to her "Bonda, Asyura nak keluar tau nanti..".
Translation : Mum, im going out later you know..
Then she'll be "Hmm.. OK. Macam percaya." o_o

Hees. Cause everytime i said that, i tak jadi keluar in the end. Lols.
Eversince last week i said that to her -if im not wrong. Haha.

Anyway, tomorrow confirm i'll go out with Nadiah and Kesha. Cause we've already plan to go out.
Somehow, deep inside of me say "Harap-harap tak jadi keluar. Cancel plan. Please Please." Hehh. *grins*

Also on Saturday, Herani, Zunairah and me are going out too.

The thing is Madrasah exam is this SUNDAY!
Arab, Fiqh and Sirah.~

If tomorrow tak jadi keluar, nasib baik la. Cause can read up on Fiqh book.
Leaving Saturday free for me.
-Arab, tak payah sangat nak sungguh-sungguh study. Memorise keywords sudah. Heh Hehh.

I have only started studying on Sirah.
The page is from 1-192. Which i have only read until 109. Leaving me around 83 pages. Haha.

Alright, so aiming to finish reading Sirah by today. Tomorrow will be Fiqh. And Saturday the leftovers. Hees.

Dad told me to work hard in madrasah. He said that if my result in madrasah are very good, i can have chance to be an 'Asatizah' or work with MUIS. -__-
Also the part about me having a higher chance then the people studying in full madrasah in S'pore.
-Hees. That is just some thing i can fall back on.

I dont really know about what i wanna become in the future-my career.

Kesha once asked me if i were to go to Poly what course will i choose?
I told her maybe Psychology. Cause i like seeing how different people behave and acts. Lols.
Or maybe Counseling. Like dealing with teenagers helping with their problems.

Basically, anything that got to do with helping people.
-i guess.

~`Who knows what the future is in store for me. (:

4:20 PM Tuesday, November 13, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Yupp. Ive changed my blogskin again. Hahaha.
Weees. Its nice and simple. Lols.
Though somehow this blog is kinda a nuisance cause you have to press the link to go from some plcae to another. But its alright. Lols.
Now it doesnt look soo cram. Its organize. Cool ((:

From yesterday ive been hunting down and checking for blogskin. Haha.
Finally ive found the one that i like.

Most of the blogskin the creater made, i find.. the pictures/decorations are pretty nice. But then the blog layout sucks: it'll be too small or too big, the navigation bars aren't alright and the colours doesnt really suit it.
Yea something like that.
Though there are some exceptions. Hees.

Ohh and im really amaze at those people who made their blog themselves-the creater. Hehe.
Yupp and thanks to the creater who made the blogskin for us, the noobies -.-
Without them, we wont have a really nice blog. Hahaha. ((;

Hmm..
Im figuring out a way on how to create button 'pop' up -a function.
What i mean is.. There is this button whereby you click it and then a box open. This function can hide and open the box.-No im not talking about links.
Get it ? Hehh.

Cause i wanna put it for the things listed on my left hand corner of my page..
You know the 'archive', jukebox' and the 'tagboard' corner.
I wanna hide it la. HEHH.

Later at night there's tuition.
Ahh.. I gotta do my homework before Mr. Arul come. Hehh -__-
Ive told him i will do it. So gotta keep to my promise. Lols.

Gotta go and do my work.
Ciao.

PS: Computer have been fix. YAYYYYYYY!
Thanks to my brother. Hees.
Thank you. Thank you. Thanks a lot ! (:

PPS: Now he want us(me and my lil bro) to give him money due to using Internet Connection.
Pfft -.- Haha.
Internet connection fee to be paid to him : $15/per month.

Maybe i will, maybe i wont. :D
Blueks.

I think i will la.
He's already being nice fixing the comp. So yea..
Since i have money probably i will uhh donate it to him. -oops give- Lols.

11:54 PM Sunday, November 11, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Ahah! Finally ive finished editting my blog. Hees.

That show Prince Hour, wahh its getting sadder and sadder. Lols.
Lord Yongcheng is pretty cute. And im pretty sure Annisaa agrees with me (; HAHA.
I'll go gagagaga when i see him. -_- Haha. jk.

I heard the show Romantic Princess is quite good too. Hmm.. -.^
Nahh.. Im too lazy to watch anything that is long term, this time around. Only if i have time.

Went madrasah today.

Uhh.. Rahman didnt come. Im just summarising what we talk about.
So i msg him asking why he didnt come. He said that he bangun lambat tapi dah keluar rumah. But by the time sampai madrasah dah betul betul lambat. So at that time he is at White Samd walking walking around. Hahaha. He told me to shh and i replied, Okiee.. My lips are sealed ;) Lols. Then i go tease him summore.. Ohh.. Apalah nak jadi dengan budak ni. Amacam kat sana? Fun tak? Best pergi sana sorang sorang layan diri sendiri? Tulah akibatnya cisshh.. He replied, Haha.. carik pasal eh.. punyelah bored.. And something about, Ouh.. ade kawan gini.. haha.
Lols.

Anyway, he's not joining madrasah next year. Wahh sad.
Then not so fun lah next year. *sigh*

To tell the truth, i pretty much LOVE madrasah during our Secondary 2 year.
It was sooo much FUN! Lots of laughters, teasing and smilling. Pretty AWEESOME. ((:
This year was kinda a bit dull than this year Sec 3. Nvm Nvm. (:

Had Oral today. When the surah Ghasyiyah..
Wahhh.. I was kinda nearly in tears. Couldnt get it through my brain. I only baca half of the surah. Nvm at least dapat sikit marks rather than nothing.
Itu pun dengan pertolongan Hafiz. Hafiz help me.. He say out the ayat and then i ikut. Hehh.
Main cheat (; hees. Ustazah pun marah dia. Lols.
Thanks. Thanks!

Herani was being annoying at madrasah. Sorry to say that.
Cause she wanna go orchard jumpa 'seseorang' with me and Zunairah.. And going jalan-jalan with us three. Zunairah cant go out cause she got plan with her sibling.
At first i thought and told her i can go out but then i just remembered i got tuition today so confirm i cant go there and anyway i cant skip tuition-which Herani tell me to do so -.-
-I wont SKIP tuition ever cause my teacher come to my house unless tuition is canceled. Anyway, i also dont want or the right word is dont feel and dont have the mood to go there :D hehe.
Yea well she was being annoying and i wont mention the things here. Hehh.
Next time okiee? Hees. I dont mind and i dont take it to heart about her actions today. Hehh.

Ohh.. A few days back Herani asked me to msg Saiful Ariffin to give her notes on how to play guitar and give it to her when madrasah time-Herani bought a guitar. He said Ok, i go cari and kasi dia.
As promised he gave the notes he find to her today. Lols. When i look at the file, it is printed as in he go internet and search for the things himself. I was like Woww.. He did that ? =.=
Did he susah payah go and cari notes and print it and give it to her?-If that baik hati dia. Lols.
Or.. he already have done it a long time ago when he first started playing which he still kept?-This option, i dont think so.
My guess it was the first option.
What im saying is that some people would just tak kuasa do the thing in option 1. Lols.

During tuition today.

Nearly in tears and feeling rather down.*sigh*
Showed him my result.
My math marks was a total shit. Yupp. Cause i got 70 to 80 plus at first and then in the end it went down to 66. So that was a disappointment-im talking about E.math here.
He said he cant believe from 80 to 60. Its soo strange.
I get what he meant. I mean like helloo you got 80 and then suddenly you fall to 60? Is that possible?

He asked me what happen during the exam. Hmm.. im not really sure.
Maybe i was too over-confident, lack practice, couldnt reproduce things which have been memorise. Maybe i did panic at some point in time and blank out?
So i just told him that i saw and read the question then i didnt understand it so i skip the question do other questions which the question make me waste time thinking about it.

Anyway, he encourage me to do well next time. Telling me probably i blank out at that exam.
Which now i have to revise and practice.

I was told to read my example given and understand it and if i dont understand ask him.
He says to be independent which this will be able for me to understand and decipher my book also for future purpose like when going jc/poly. Cause when at there, they're not gonna hand-feed you.
-get what i mean?-something like that.

Further trigonometry was a headache. Really confusing. I gotta understand, know how to do and do the questions before Tuesday come. Ahh..

Anyway, we got talk about some stuffs. Like when he's gonna get marriage and houses. LOL.

Gotta go.
-My dad is telling me to stop using the comp now and also lecturing me about the ill-effect of using/having a computer.


2:43 PM Saturday, November 10, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Uhh.. Eversince there's no school, ive been waking up very very late these days.
Wahaha. :D
Like.. I sleep at around 2 in the morning and woke up around 3.3o in the afternoon.
Woots -.-"

IM soo bored. Pfft.
Ohh and ive been lazing around. gagagaga.
And it sucks that i cant use the comp as freely as i want unless i borrowed sis or bro's laptop-that is if they're being very nice-haha.

If my comp in this house is working, guess what i'll do?
I'll confirm watch anime and movie and shows at youtube or at veoh. Haha.

Thought of studying... well in this house i cant really study. hehh.
No mood and no motivaion. =.=
Shall go library to study anyway.

Also if you ask me why i dont want go out of the house..
Well.. the same reason. No mood.
But then if already went out of the house, i'll feel glad to go out.
-get what i mean? lols.

Wahhh.. everything also no mood. No mood. No mood. HAHA.
*sigh*

Okiee gotta go.

6:23 PM Thursday, November 1, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Weess.
Wahaha. FINALLY it ends.Blehh. :D

Yesterday, had my O level Mother Tongue paper.
Hmm.. About it.

Well its quite alright. Hehh.
But i made a few STUPID MISTAKES in paper 2. Haizz.. Lost 6 marks from what i know lah. Pfft.

Well.. From what ive calculated in order to receive an A, for paper 1 must get 45/70 while paper 2 must get 53/70. Well im pinning high hope for paper 2 to push up my marks since paper 1 my marks usually get around 40-45. hehh.

I really dont wanna dissapoint some people. :(
Please please God let me get an A! *hoping*
Its really important to me.

Whats done is done. At least i did tried my best :) Hees.

Stupid blogspot. I dont know whats wrong with it. Arghh. -.-
Shucks i have to find out and edit the html codes.
Lazy lazy. Dont have time. HEHH.

Anyway, today is Someone's birthday. Hees ;)
Happy Birthday to you !
-you know who you are. :)

Gotta go. Ohh, my comp spoil.
So i wont be updating much. -.-
Byees.