1:19 AM Friday, May 21, 2010 back to top?

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I like it... When you're thinking of something or someone...
Then, when you Turn Around, And THERE! You saw him!
Niceee... (:
Its like crosspath once again haha.

-that was how i met Enda today. Hehe.

You asked me, if what i gave you is Ikhlas?
YES ikhlas. Ive been meaning to give you that gift. Heee..!
Maybe, part of me, just want to share and thank YOU for cheering myself up whenever we chat.
As well as thank you for always making me laugh and smile. I really love those moments (:
Im thankful and honored for this relationship.

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Sometimes, i just wish to want MORE from this.
But.. somehow, im pretty scared to wish for more.
Since im scared of incompatibility and disappointment.
That is why.. I just let things happen as it is. Come what may.

But of course.. There is this TINGE of hope, hoping :D hehehe.
So whenever i fly too far, i will always remember to reach the bottom ok. (:
-blerghh..im not explaining this clear.
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Today! I laughed. I smiled.
Thank you, Dear friends and Colleagus. hehe
As well as that very good-term friend. haha.

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Changi called me! ^^
Weeess~~~ I cant wait for interview. Hehe.

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Geez.. I guess, im not having much sleep these days. Haiz...
Feeling kinda tired and sleepy now. But i got things to do! Aww... -Maybe i'll just do packing tmr.

Hmm.. Im going for Astronomy Club camp! Its on tmr!-Fri (starts 6pm, sat and sun (till 7am).
And you know what... My madrasah exam is on This Sunday(9am)! Aiyooo..

Its alright. Because I really wanna try some things new and found some things new too. Haha.
Im pretty sure i can do it (:

Oyasuminasai.
Im happy. Thank you God.

11:57 PM Thursday, May 13, 2010 back to top?

• I saw that same person again.... ):
Im not sure im not sure IM NOT SURE -if its him.
Look the same, maybe not maybe yes. Heck.

By chance youre standing infront of me, looking at me. While Me, just realising you were infront of me.
By PURPOSEFULLY i sat just 2 person away from you.
By chance i hear that same deep voice again...

If it is really you..
You are Mean to walked off the other side.
Mean to avoid my gaze.
Why are we like this?

Ahh shuckss.. It was my fault too.

Lets see.. Maybe you are the real one or youre not.
May be you're real but just that your exterior had changed? -And if that is reallyy you, im SORRY for not recognising you.
If youre not.. -Then maybe, probably, im missing your presence? Or those feelings of my heart tightening and the flip-flop caught in my breath moments. How i miss those times. No one makes me feel this way, the way you do.

I was prettyyy sad today.
I wanted to talk to you. Or at least.. Catch your attention.

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I loves cross-path, coincidence and fate (:
I think that it is a pretty beautiful moment where things unexpectedly happen!


Last week, 7 May, I chatted with Enda.
It was a nice conversation between us.

In my msn personal msg, i wrote "missed-timing" or 'missed-chance' as well as "CROSS-PATH".

The thing between us that day was, we didnt meet coincidentally with each other at that certain Mrt Station..
-Although the week before that, we met each other COINCIDENTALLY.
So, that May 7, I reached the station at 1113pm, while Enda around 1125pm.
Hence the missed-timing.
& that was why.. The Didnt-See-You-Today-At-The-Usual place conversation.

Enda:
ape yg missed-timing?

Me:
no lahh.. because of you lah! :P
HAHAHAHAH

Enda:
what meeeeeeeeeee?

Me: haha really aper..
its kinda cool. haha.

macam.. like it was 1114pm.. and i thought we're gonna meet, but then you werent there at that time. andd you reach arnd 1125.. so by that time my bus already left.. and you just came . so yeahh missed timing.

Macam Cross-Path. :D sometimes we meet in our pathway, at other times we missed each other, and another time we completely didnt meet in the path.
cool eh (^.^) -to me la.

Enda:
hahahahahhaha awwwww

Hahaha.. Yeah.. Sometimes i can be very mushy and profound. Haha.
Oh yeah.. I didnt met Enda today. Oh well.. Next week then (:

Do you see the link about this and the above post now?

11:31 AM Thursday, May 6, 2010 back to top?

• I saw you again. Maybe its you?
Im not sure. Or am I missing or hallucinating about you againnn?

Shitt man.. those lips and those eyes, theyre exactly the one I love.
But that body? Theyre different of from what i thought. Or am I seeing wrongly.

But in the train.. It was cute. Haha. We were eye to eye while he was looking away.. haha and *Kening naik* type.

But.. When we get down from Bishan… While walking, I saw you facing behind..
Are you looking at me?

Why are you walking in a leisurely pace? Do you want me to catch up to you?
Am i looking and seeing the right person?

Are you the one I think you are?


~*your voice is my favourite song.
6 may 2010