10:40 PM Tuesday, December 11, 2012 back to top?

• So i felt this feeling once again. You know.. The trying not to hope so much and yet in the end finding myself being let down. I guess i did put hope in this meeting.
Which reminds me of the past, between Fluo.

Of how i tried to hope at the same time telling myself not to hope, and yet hopefully teling myself probbbly it'll be a surprise in the end. And well.. It was a surprise in the end, though daunting. For which the outcome i couldnt blame anyone. Pribably because i did hope

Aah hope. Dissapointingly.