1:00 AM Thursday, August 11, 2016 back to top?

• Me: Hahha sorry, I was too fast and furious. Haha cheyy!  Hmm I kata, have you had that talk you're supposed to have with your parents..  Remember you said abt balik jb nanti Kent interview.. Wad did they say? Haha

Fir: Hahaha..hmm..basically they didnt say much..just that my mum kept bugging me about the photos she took with you..hahaha..my dad said to relax and dont rush too fast into a relationship..get to know u and ur family first before being in a committed relationship..haha..dalam hati i, I was like,' hmm..its too late..she's my girlfriend now..haha..insya'allah..everything will go smoothly.. ' tu dalam hati je..cos u know parents..always wanting the best for their kids..and yea..they know about my ex situations..so they dont want me to repeat history again..((:

Me: Haha they don't know ke you're my bf now eh? Yeaa my mum also said like wad your  dad said!  Hehee. Oh my dad was like.. Suruh budak tu learn basic2 agama. Nanti dia nk didik keluarga kena ada ilmu pengetahuan. Tau baca Quran solat etc.. Takut nanti salah kefahaman tentang Islam nanti jadi mcm Isis and syiah/wahabi those ajaran sesat pula. Dia OK tak tentang Majlis Maulidur Rasul?  Sebab ada org tak suka maulid kata bida'ah tu semua...Hahaha soo I just said... Umm... Dia masih tengah belajar lah ayahanda... Hee so yeah. My mum pula understanding.  Hehe (:

Fir: Well..I wont argue much about that..hmm..i'm still learning but I just want things to take it's flow..i'm sorry but I dont really know all these stuffs u just said..but I have faizul to guide me on these stuffs..I wasnt born into a religiously perfect family..so I wasnt being forced to practice Islam that much..hence, my current knowledge is all based on some religious I went on my own accord..my parents did send me to madrasah n stuff when I was young but the organization did some shitty stuffs..so yea..my parents lost faith in placing their kids in these madrasah thing..that was my parent then..but now the circumstances have change..my parents are chasing the afterlife now..so they're slowly placing Islam into practice within the family..the one thing that i'm afraid of is my limitation on Islamic knowledge will lead to the downfall of our relationship..thats the greatest fear i'm facing at these moment..to tell u the truth..i'm thinking of these every single day..😞😞
Sorry awak. I have to get this off my chest.. U can go to slp first ye awak..i'll be taking my time strolling my way home..I gotta walk off these feelings of mine..

Me: Aww.. awak.. Im soo glad you told me your feelings((: Yeah I feel as if you feel pressured to do more than what you are, kita sorry awak. But then part of me feels, as long as you solat, learn/read the Quran, going to majlis ilmu..  And especially hold on to the rope of Allah I'm sure Allah will guide you.(: I fall in love with your answer when you once said, that sure you dont mind learning about the deen. Ad you don't mind that I'll teach you. I was very happy about your answers. It's like I don't mind if seseorg tu taktau apepe, tapi I tak suka bila when they don't know they don't want to learn or act arrogantly as if they know. So yea. We're still learning. (: and I'm still learning too. Asyura pun.. Tak sehebat seperti apa yang awak katakan tentang kita. Hee.

Fir: Thank u awak for being so awesome..anw awak..hmm..i'm sorry but I gotta cancel our plans for Sunday..cos I have already touch alot for my savings to indon..and i'm like so broke!! I got enough only for transport..tu pon..haiz..I would really love to meet u..have another kurma menu..but I gotta cut down on gg out and spending..hmm..I really feel so flustered cos i just checked my account and I takut tk cukup to last til I get my gaji when i'm in Indonesia..hmm..ezlink pon cukup2 makan je..I feel like I'm such a shitty boyfriend..

Me: Heee. Its OK awak about this Sunday. My fren also is going, so I'm not alone. Hee. Yes2 we'll meet soon OK after your trip then! ((: aww don't lah feel down about yourself... It's OK k?(: digestive biscuits lebih ye? Hehehe.


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