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9:16 PM Sunday, March 30, 2008 back to top?

99th post, the word is "empty".
Dear Diary,

Hmmm....
So it seems that it have been a long time since i last blog. Hehh.

Have been feeling kinda empty slash emoing the past few days. Haha. :D
Also, been taking and walking the long route to reach home.
& Without fail, wondering and thinking about life, expectation and achievement. Hees ^^.

There are certain things that is bothering me.
Wont mention it here as im too lazy and also feeling kinda mixed up-if so some stuffs though.

Speech day is something I look forward to. No, im not taking present.
Im performing. One for Choir- I love the songs we are singing! (:
Another is for NE-im giving a speech-sort off-.
For me going for NE is a pretty cool thing. Finding myself, doing things ive never done and exposing myself.
Hees ((:

Damn it. Tests are coming. Assignments are to be handed in. Haizz...
Gotta mug mug mug. :/

Life is pretty darn excruciating right now.

This is what i picture myself right now:
Drowning. Well… Barely…
-though I know I can still survive.
A few more push will get me out of the water. (; *winks*



There is this song which I like right now:
It is The Way I Do - Marcos Hernandez.
It’s a pretty nice song… Love it.
Something which is on my mind right now.
I guess, you, Asyura, thinks that you can do it all alone by yourself, don’t you? ((;

Listen to it. ;D


Good byee.

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12:12 AM Monday, March 24, 2008 back to top?

98th post, life and pathways.
Dear Diary,

This is what i think;

Life is somehow like a many different pathways opened up.
Pathways that you have to choose and walk upon.

In these roads, we see, hear and feel different kinds of experiences.
Experiences that lets you feel happy, excitement, sad, nervous and many more.
Experiences that have taught you a lesson as well as expanding your horizon on certain things and others.

And at one point in time, we meet new people and slowly but gradually, we become friends.
With friends, they walk along us and accompany us, making life much more interesting.
But sadly, like they say ‘People come and people go’, these companions walk out of our life and walk into a different routes.

So we say our goodbyes to these companions.
Others brood about the past forever living in the same place whereas others have moved on with their lives.

And with that, we ought to continue walking on our journey, moving on with our life.
Choosing each pathway and creating unforgettable fragments of memories of our lifetime.


Good nite. (:

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9:44 AM Monday, March 10, 2008 back to top?

96th post, STARLIGHT, STARBRIGHT!
Dear Diary,

Wrote this *look down* when i couldnt sleep. Haha.
Then i dont know how... And this come into mind. :DD

Hmm... Dont think of me as this sappy-or whatever you call me- type of person okiee?
It sounds lame-maybe- but it pretty much gives the picture. Hehhs. ((:
Ohh somehow there's kinda a two different views to it. Hoho.
So i thought of putting it here.-not for show off or anything.

Here goes:
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Oh bintang...
Yang sedang berkerdipan di langit yang tersergam indah
dan yang tidak pernah berhenti menggantikan tempat sang matahari di saat ia tenggelam.
Apakah kamu tidak lelah menemani ruang malam yang sepi ini?

Oh bintang...
Nampakkah kamu seorang gadis yang masih belum dibuai lenanya?
Melihatkanmu dari tirai jendelanya.

Oh bintang...
Tahukah kamu bahawa kehadiranmu itu bagaikan cahaya penyuluh di waktu gelap gelitanya.

Oh bintang...
Ciptaanmu itu sungguh mempesonakan!

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Holiday is finally here!
~WHOOPEDOO! :D

happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy.
Laugh out loud.

Gotta start on my studying too! -___- <<-fat face.
-library *hint hint* :D-maybe.

Byee byee.

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