9:08 PM Sunday, December 27, 2009 back to top?

• Awww man!
Hakim bought a new handphone. Omnia 2 =.=
And mum have been on his case eversince he showed it to her. haha!
Cause dad eventually bought him $435 including the service change. Phone cost $395. Since she thinks its a waste of money.

Hence conversation of hp on about my HTC Touch Diamond, being a student and not working as well as overshot of monthly hp bill heated up! LOL.

Well i had an interesting ping-pong conversation among mum, bro and myself. Yeahhh~~
Cool yaw! ^^V

Oh, abang was like...
Dulu abang punye first hp.. Abang tak pakai duit mak bapak. Pakai duit sendiri...
Then mum replies: Sebab abang tak nagging-nagging. Cuba nag/minta.. Mungkin mesti ayahanda belikan. Kalau minta kepada bonda, pergi jalan dah! -.-
-referring to me and hakim, dad bayarkan hp.

Then the part where,
Tengok. Abang selalu pakai duit sendiri. Tak minta ayahanda belikan. Tapi entah... tengok. Walaupun macam gitu ayahanda still kata abang jahat. Well i dont have anything to say to him lah if its like that. *Buat muka its ok-its fine by me!*.
Mum and me laughs.
Mum: Asyura dengan abang kan different. Si asyura ni.. dia tak balik malam-malam dan merayap-merayap macam abang. Tu pasal asyura tak kena dengan ayahanda. Cubaaa... balik siang-siang, mesti tak kenalah...
xD-haha!
Abang: Oh ok! Macam gitu ehh... Asyura buat baik dengan ayahanda.. Abeh pergi minta ayahanda bayarkan $1000 handphone! Confirm dia kasi punye uh. -.-
Asyura: Tak mau uh abang. Asyura kan... BAIK HATI. Tak kan nak minta ayahanda sampai Seribu dolar untuk bayarkan handphone. Tsk tsk. Tak baik macam gitu...
;D
Mum: Kau tahu.. Ayahanda itu kan. Dia tak kisah pasal duit.. Nak duit..? ZIIIPP... dia bukak abeh kasi. Asalkan korang baik-baik dia ok kasi.

HAHAHAAAA.. Cool.

Awww.. Reminds me of the time i had my HTC Tocuh Diamond. Wah wah wah~~
Pada mulanya Sayang, Sayang tersangatlah!
Abeh, bila beberapa masa nanti, jatuh sana, lempah sana.. Tak jaga dengan betul.
Tsk tsk.

-Biasa lah orang ni kan.
Bila mula-mula sayang. Lepas dah sayang itu.. Rasa MUAK pulak nak sayang lagi. Hahaha.

1:26 AM Saturday, December 26, 2009 back to top?

• Today is Hari Asyura~~ Weeesss.

My name is pretty niceee, yeah? :D
Saya suka (L).
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Oh yesterday, as in Friday, i puasa. And no work.
So i crashed/sleep till 345pm.And bangun because i gotta solat Zohor!
If not, confirm sleep like Sleeping Beauty yeah? *ahem.

Then i kind of get the Nafsu wanting to eat pizza bila buka.
So i searched online. And Azzahrah-niece- was beside me.
Then Abang balik, i saw him giving kinder bueno to her. Hahaha. Of course i dont have.

So while he walk past me i said to him while pointing my finger at the computer screen:
"Abang.. Nak ni abang.. Pizza Hut...."
He replied: Buat ape.. taknak uh..
Hence, my hope of getting free stuff plunder down..

Suddenly, $20 drop down from the sky! xD
"Nah..! Tapi abang taknak makan tau." Awweeesoomee...
Then me and Azzahrah was like.. "YAYYYYYYYY.... Boleh beli pizza hut! Pizza hut pizza hut!" Haha.
Sometimes abang can be very unexpected. (:

The pizza.. somehow, only me and mum aje yang makan bila time buka!
Sebab semua orang keluar~
Beh rasa a bit wasted. Tapi i still simpan uh, for siapa yang mahu makan later on.
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Today, i admit that my day was a lil wasted. haha.
Sleep, manga, eat.-.-"

Tak bagusss Asyura!
Bila nak start Essay ni? Hmmph.
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I want to go out and watch twilight with Adri on the 27 Dec.
But then... It'll be so last minute. I also dont know if he's free.
And the birthday gift! I havent bought the GV card. Gahh...
Huhu T.T

Oh yeah...!
I still remembers the eve of New Year of 2007 coming to 2008.
Hmm(:
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Oh.. Saya hendak puasa Hari Asyura pada dini hari ^^Y

3:30 AM Friday, December 25, 2009 back to top?

• Wees~

Hmm.. Darn. I did this skin around 8 hours sia! -___-"
Im glad akhirnya terjadi. Haha.

This is my first 'animated' skin. And considering my usual taste, this is once in a rare time. Haha.
Aww... You know, Feminie/soft girly side. Hahs.

I think this new skin with my posts its more of being colourful than being a really narcissistic pylor-what-you call it-maniac. -Something fire. Haha.

I like the profile i made. Pretty cool^^. -With the help of the internet of course!
Hmm.. Its been so long since i last did a new skin.

I gotta solat first before i go to sleep! Arghhh.. Terlalu asyik sangat sampai kata nanti-nanti, sampai sekaranglah masih belum!

Oh. Life is hard.
-Maybe or not to be. haha! :P

6:52 AM Thursday, December 24, 2009 back to top?

• I finally realised something!
-About Dawn.

Hmm...
Ive thought that since its raining and the sky is full of rainclouds, it meant that today the Sun will come out a lil bit late.

Then it dawns on me, today, that its not true.
Cause even if the sky is dark and is clouded, the Sun will still rise as usual.
The clouds wont obstruct the Sun's path from rising.

No wonder Peterpan lyric says,
Tempatku melihat di balik awan,
Aku melihat di balik hujan.
-something related to knowing that its gonna be a Sunny day soon, after the rain.
Despite the things that have happened today...

1:04 AM back to top?

• I want to meet you once again.
And drown in that voice of yours. Hahs.

Eventhough i know i cant see a future of us.

-Hmm.. i wonder how Mia feels when she sees Michael, after he got back from Japan?
Blerghh... Im not updated on Princess Diaries series now. Its been so long.
I bet it feels pretty i-dont-know-how-to-desrcibe-this feeling huh? haha. Cool :D

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Today my shop hit sales $7k. Wahhh rich sia.
Busy busy busy.

On last monday, I find myself thinking.
Am i kind/soft- hearted or am i just a pushover? hah hah!

You see... In the night, i went to National Library to check up on a Psychology book.
Suddenly this man approach me.
End up we kind of started talking and he's a writer too.
And, sad life and to help him, so ok... I bought his "book"/story tales. Hmm... x)

One thing which was pretty cool on our conversation was about his poem uh.
Im not good in understanding poem.
Poem are short verse but then it have a deep meaning or a story behind it.
So yeahh.. i ask him to explain what all those poems he wrote means! hahaha. :D

For example, by Matsuo Basho:

Breaking the silence
Of an ancient pond,
A frog jumped into water —
A deep resonance.

Translated by Nobuyuki Yuasa

Then he recommend me to read Hemmingway - The old man and the sea(Or is it Fish?). HAHA.
One day yeahh. Hehs.

Then i wondered to myself, Im pretty rich yeahh?
Giving away and lending money to people yeah? HAHA!
*Syukur Alhamdullillah. Amin. XD

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PHONE.
Its soo sad that my HTC Touch Diamond is spoil. Huhu.
Cause i drop it from my 2nd level bed to the floor! Nice one asyura~~ :D
To repair it for the screen is $163. And delivery surcharge is $33.10.
Then the person says its also might be because of the motherboard since i drop the phone in water.-though i dont think so!

So if i were to fixed my phone it'll be around $200.
Or i could sell my phone which at least fetch me $200-before price drops!
Or i could wait till April for me to renew and get a new phone. -im thinking of nokia n97! ^^ haha

But nokia dont have Microsoft office.. If want must add $20 for 1 year license -.-
Then im thinking of keeping TWO! HAHS. :DD
But then mum marah, she says i very greedy. Hmmph. -.-'

Oh! Ive been using my old Motorola phone.
And there were kept messages. Hees (;

When i read those messages..
Its sad.
Even in the first place, year 2007, things were still not stable between us.

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27 Dec is near.
1st of Jan, of the year 2010 is coming.

Lots of memories created this year huh? (:

11:38 PM Wednesday, December 16, 2009 back to top?

• Hahs. Cheessyyy tittle post. Heh heh :P

Dear Santa,
(If youre really real...)
Get me a guy thank you very much. (:
NAHH.. A boyfriend would be good enough. hahahha :D
No no no no!

Hmm.. Not only make me laugh,
But also whom i can talk everything and anything about. Like a river-fall flowing through. Where i dont need to think of any questions to keep the conversation.
Someone who i wont be shy/embarrass/childish to complain/tease/play with.

Because darn santa, i keep things inside-but! It'll go away sooner or later cause somehow to me my thinking will be.. 'It doesnt matter, its not that big anyway'. Yea Indifferent huh?.

Oh yeah. To be my pillow can. Cause im always sleepy. -or well, actually i WANT TO sleep. haha.
Ever heard the phrase 'To Sleep is to Dream'? Yeeahhs.

TSK TSK. Saya mahu hugggggg. Pillow pillow pillow! -.-"
Saya mahu tidur lah.-bedek ah tu! hahaha. bodoh.

Hmm.. No fun!
(ps. this guy thing-y, its just the you noe something uh.
Because, to me i believe in one day. Maybe it'll come maybe it doesnt.
So yeahh. i dont really hope so much. heh xD)

**Well, im pretty contented with things(:
Oyasuminasai~

Ohs! I know this may seem like a crazy fantasy,
Well.. one day I shall stop by marina barrage. haha.-doesnt matter if im alone or not. hah hah!
Kerana saya suka langit. :D

11:02 PM Tuesday, December 8, 2009 back to top?

• Hmm..
Janganlah engkau bersedih lagi!

-kisah masih berceritakan. kata masih berungkapkan lagi.

Tidak suka. Tetapi harus tetap berjalan ya? T.T
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Went out with Nadiah today after school to East Coast Park(ECP) BEACH.
Pretty cool!

Ah i missed the beach. Like really.
Lotsa pretty fond memories there! haha.

Sit at the breakwater and we just chill and talk there.
Yea.. Darns. Its been a pretty long time since we've both last talk. Around 2 months? Hahs.
Pretty busy lah. Hence the catch up of each other life's stories. (;

Lotsa stuffs. Good & bad, new & old memories. Nostalgic. Reminiscence.

Funny how A Year gonna pass us by.
Thinking that last year was our o levels and our wishes to hurry up and graduate sec sch life.
Then now.. Yea... We've graduated and time passes by already.
Its sad. Yet alright.

While looking at the waves and getting enchanted by it, a few words/bubbles comes into mind.

How was life now and previously?
Are you satisfied?
Feeling a bit meaningless and empty-ness here and there. Hmm.. Damn.

Are you feeling better now?
& are your wound healing already?

Dont know. Somehow like that.
Few crap-shit here and there man.
But at least there were new found experiences and memories. So-so alright (;

Why do tears taste like salt?
Because our body normal fluid electrolytes are based on Sodium Chloride (Saline) solution.
In other words 0.9% Salt!
Blerghh..

Here and Now.


Present -It was windy.


Past -Innocent times eyy.

11:34 PM Sunday, December 6, 2009 back to top?

• My sis wrote this in her MSN PM:
'Lost in the MANGA world.' haha.

Thats pretty true. I like that sentence. Mwahaha. :DD
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I wanna plan an outing for my closest friends.
Err.. Those people; Zunairah, Herani, Rahman & Faisal. As well as others like Syed & Asyraff.
And uhh.. others too of our friends who wanna join in too. haha. Oh yea! Shahid too. hees (:
Oh. And maybe i'll ajak Adri along too. Heh heh.

Im planning for us all to watch Twilight: New Moon movie.
I hope they still havent watch! Wahhh T.T

Then besides that where else shall we go? Marina Barrage?
Haha. Seems cool. BUT where else?
Uhhh ok fine.. Kalau ada time kita orang Nonsense2/Mepek2 akan pergi ECP bila malam. HAHAHA =.="

Im planning on the Sunday, 27 Dec 2009. I wonder if thats ok with them. Hahs.
Shall msg them sooner or later! Hehe. (:
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I am gonna meet Nadiah later tmr after school hopefully. Hees. (:
Long time didnt see her? HAHA.
When was the last eh? OH yeaa! I remembered.

Although i dont remmber the date. But i think it was Marine Parade. Haha.
Did we drop by MP library? haha. Maybe not.. But KFC adalah. Hahs!
Oh yeahh... I even ajak her go Masjid Siglap untuk solat. haha.
Rabak uh kita orang... Jalan sana jalan sini just to cari the TOILET! & the Muslimah prayer place. Hahaha.

Oh yea.. maybe TODAY!
I will really see the beach! ECP. Mwahahha. With Nadiah.
Aoisora is MISSED ^^!
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I have stalkers viewing my blog.
Aweesome. Errk =.=

Ok im lazy to type now.
I dont know/forget what else i wanna type.

Langit biru aku ingin melayang.

Oh.. Saya rindu Peterpan nya lagu. Hahs.

8:11 PM back to top?

• Kesian ehh Bonda! T.T
Bonda = Mum is what i call my parent.

Bonda suspects ada pencuri di antara kalangan kita. Huhu.
Sebab duit bonda hilang $100 hari ini. Sementelah semalam dah kira.
Sedih uhh... Huhu.

Abeh bonda kata ada dua orang dia suspect.
One's hakim-which she suspect kuat- and another i dont know who (she wont tell).
She says if she had remembered to count her money in the morning then her suspicion is that there is only one person.
Sebab hakim is always kat rumah hari ini dan petang tadi her kain baju dalam almari jatuh.

But ehh.. Mungkin she thinks it was me also! Hehs.
Sebab pagi2 i go into her room toilet -nak pergi kerja- so yea. Who knows it was me, she suspect? And you know me.. The only thing i open my mum's cupboard is just to take the headscarf and stocking. -But ehh.. i didnt go to her almari today!
Entah entah.
Maybe jugak she also suspect Her.
Entah tak tau.

But hey. Ive already says Sumpah i tak ambil. So when i say sumpah means i for REAL i tak ambil.
Cause helloo.. I know the consequences for the word sumpah. Berdosa oi! Beh kena puasa kalau kata sumpah tapi ia tak benar. Hahs!

Heh.. ohh.. Silap asyura jugak sebab tersenyum2 bila bonda tanya kepada asyura. Hahs.
-Ok. Sebab asyura senyum2 kerana...
Im like.. 'Helooo.. Please ehh.. Macam asyura nak curi. Asyura dah kerja ada duit sendiri. Tak perlu ehk. Oh yea. Also because deep in my mind/heart.. I feel that surely mum wont suspect me. Cause im not a liar and that she trusts me. heh heh.' So thats why the heh heh.

Uhuh.
Oh yeahh.. Then there's the.. She wanna baca Surah Yasin.. Then the air.. For us to drink. So siapa yang ada reaction dialah yang kena! Heh.

Hmm.. Then, while i probe further.. and she told me her worries.. Sedihhh uhhh bonda.
Cause.. she wipe her eyes.. Nangis agaknye tu.
Cause you know... You leave your important belongings at home. And trusting the people in the house that it wont be missing. But then its gone!
As well as bear in mind that its Family! ~the anak-anak sendiri. :'(

HEY HEY! Im not saying that my family is Dysfunctional ok!
Neither am i kutuk my family members that theyre bad people ok! Hmmph.
-dont think otherwise.

Ohoh.. Then she says that probably its been $600 lost counting from the past losses.
Then in my mind... "Aww. Oh my god. Duit Seratus hilang uh. I wish i could have done something to ease her pain."
A flicker of idea crossed my mind. I was thinking of recovering/giving her the money back!
Yea.. Like around $100 to $200 at least?
Hmmm yeaa.

Then i thought to myself.
Sheesshh.. ive never given my mum a few money from my salary before yea? Have i?
Cause she pernah kata.. Tak payah... Since i only work part time only. Not the you know.. HMM.
But of course i did buy her stuffs la! HUHU.

Okok! I will give her MONEY! Like seriously! I should~~
Saya, Asyura berazam untuk memberi Ibunda ku $100 at least by the end of December!
InsyaAllah aites! (; Haha..

Takpe jugak kalau duit saya decrease. Berkat babe! :DDD Wahaha.
Tak mau nangis-nangis dan susah hati lagi, ya! (:

No wonder dad been saying in his scolding, Bohong-bohong nanti kelamaan jadi pencuri!. Ohh i see.
In my opinion the act of stealing, or lucah, addicted or even smoking... These are things which are started slowly and smaller-ish. But then the second and the consecutive times done it'll feel as if its not wrong. I know what it means/feel. -.-
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P.S! I bought this perfume. Wahhh..
I think this is the scent ive been finding for a long time.
Its Lancome - Miracle. Hmm.. Not bad.
I really love/like the scent. Hees :D

Its not the the real bottle. Just the sips of of it.
12ml for $25.

Im happy.
Oh yea.. Ive been feeling rich lah these days.
Buying lotsa stuffs.
Oh.. I bought a bag a few days ago. hahs! Wees~ :D

Ok Asyura. Kamu harus berjimat cermat!
-tau tau.. =.=