12:39 AM Tuesday, November 27, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Im not supposed to use the computer right now.
So sekarang i tengah diam-diam pakailah. Secretly. Hees.
My dad is at the living room and the comp is located at the hallway. Heh heh.

Anyway, i was thinking whether i should delete my tagboard.
Hmm.... Tagboard is nothing much. Pretty mundane. And only few readers only. So whats the use right?
Then probably, i'll put comment section on my blog. Hehh.

Im not going out with Kakak Yah today.
She says she forgot she got work today -___-
*sigh*
We'll go out on Saturday then. Hmm..

You know sometimes it pretty scary to do things secretly.
You may never know whats gonna happen next.
Or if there is someone noticing you, which you dont want to be noticed. Lols.

Anyway, right now im listening to Aliff Aiz songs - Bila dengan kamu & Ku sendiri.
Haha. Not badlah the songs.

I still remember how the first time im hook to Malay songs. Hees.
Cause it was all because of Aisyah! (:

That time i was primary 5. And she had this notebook which she write lyrics on various artists/bands songs.
The thing that caught me was the song Siti Nurhaliza song which is Bukan Cinta Biasa. And from then on i started falling in love with Siti Nurhaliza and malay songs.

Me and Aisyah were best friend in primary school p5 and p6.
She told me that she likes this band called Exists. -Its a malay band.
So i told her lah that i like Sheila On 7. -That time i dont really know much about the band for which all i know is that Eross(one of the band member) was really cute and talented. (; Thats why i like them. Hahs.
PS: Sheila On 7 short form name is SO7.
Anyway, Aisyah and me fight that that the band that we like are better than each other. Meaning, she says that Exists is more better than Sheila On 7 and i would retort that Shela On 7 is better than Exists.
We also got fight that the one band member which we like is better than the other. For which she would say Along is more cute than my Eross.
Note: Fight.. Doesnt mean a real fight. Just some.. Ahah mine is better than yours, type of thing.
And then i would tease Aisyah that Along is a funny name. Cause that time there was this show called Along, which is a bear. And they would sing.. A-L-O-N-G.. ALONG! -So i sing that to her, making her irritated. Haha.

So after i gotten over Siti Nurhaliza-since i have a new favourite that time- and i started to like Sheila On 7 then after that i dont like Sheila On 7 anymore because...
There came in a new band called Peterpan.
I was in love with Peterpan song which is Mungkin Nanti.
From that day onwards till now i still put Peterpan as my favourite band. (:

And also thats how i started to like malay stuffs. Like Malay writings and books. Hees.

The time i spent with Aisyah was unforgettable to me. (:
I treasure the time we spent.

Now our friendship after moving on to secondary life and different school.. Our friendship is not as close as before. We're just friends now.
She have her own life and i have my own life right now. So ive just had to move on-This is what i thought about her when i was sec 1.
Though its sad to be separating.. we just have to move on.
It depends whether we still wanna reminisce the old days or not. (:

When i look back, my used-to-be best friends, they come and go. For me its nothing surprising. Maybe they were'nt for me. Hahs.
I have lost my pri 4 friends whose name is Liyana, Nithya and Dawn. Us four created a name for our group which was called LAND, with our first letter name on it. Sadly, when reaching primary 5, we split up due to a fight.

I admit it is sad and painful. But what to do?
Like i say, You had just got to move on and lead your own life. (:
*encouraging smile*.

-Yea.. Thats what ive always been doing.
Moving on and never looking back. Sometime travelling alone and sometime travelling with companion(s).

Sweet dreams (;