8:28 PM Sunday, January 27, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Ive onced or should i say a few times before had been questioned,
saying, "Asyura, why you always sleep sleep sleep? So long also..."
Hehhs. And i didnt answer back. Lols.

Reason(s) why?
A) Im tired.
B) I wanna escape into lala-land.
C) Both A & B answers.

Hees. (;

Fact #1:
Everytime when i close my eyes, i cant seem to fall asleep.
My mind would not let me go into sleep mode as i'll be thinking about some stuffs.
Its very very RARE that i'll be able to fall asleep once my head touches the pillow.
So usually when i go to sleep, inside my mind, i'll be making up stories.
Yupp, I'll be making up stories. And without realising it ive fallen to sleep.

Fact #2:
When things gets so heavy, and i need to get away from it, i'll escape to lala-land.
Honestly, when i close my eyes, all the things that have happened, the nagging, my thoughts, all, are shut close.
I wont be thinking and i wont be hearing anything. I'll be at ease.
But sadly, you cant run away from things-which i do know that.
And so, when i opened up my eyes, im awakened by my thoughts.
Yea... you can say im scraping through. Hehs.
I know its bad to be 'escaping' i mean. Still i went through with it and resolved it though. Haha.

OHHH OHHH!
-right now...

Fact #3:
I MISS YOU, DEAR! T.T
awwww.. huhu.

11:59 PM Saturday, January 26, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Yesterday was Thursday, and ive found out my result.

Hmm... So i got a B3 for Malay O level.
Hmm :/

Although im not really happy with it, still im contented that at least i got a B3.
So.. Thanks God! (:
Hehe.

Im feeling kinda numb about it though. Hehs.

Have you ever wanted something so badly,
whereby in the end you ended up being disappointed with the outcome?
Sigh. Hmmph.

Maybe i knew that i'll be getting that kind of result.
Still i cling on to the hope that i'll get more than that.
Unexpected?
Or maybe, i didnt ask by faith?

Gagagagaga.
Stop it Asyura! Stop fretting about it now. Its over.

So anyway, im really really really contented that at least i got a B3. (:
And im thankful for that.

And there's still hope that i'll be continuing on my HMT.
Whoopedooo :D

Alright. So now im thinking...
How do i get points like Adri. And whats my aim?
Hohohoho :D

Buhbyee.

10:23 PM Wednesday, January 23, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

As been announced, The O level result will be out TOMORROW.
Which is on the 24th of January.

I will be taking back my Malay O level result.
Hmmm... Im being hopeful. (:

-though im feeling a bit messed up. You know why, right?
No words could describe how i feel.

Anyway... So GAMBATTEH Asyura! Hees :D
We'll see whats gonna happen tomorrow.
Whatever happens, life still gotta move on aites. (:
Hehs.

Aww... why am i feeling down right now? ): Huhu.
Ahh... No no. Dont think such thought Asyura. Must be positive.~~

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Tomorrow there's Chemistry test.
Anyway, today after HMT went to Bedok library.
So in there studied for Chem test. Heees.
Though ive still havent finished my studying on Chemistry.
Lols. Still, ive put in effort. :DD
Wees~

Something happen/actually i see which i found it so cute. Hehehe ((;
There was this guy who was sitting infront of me on the left hand side of where i am.
So anyway, i was interested in what he was doing. Haha.

From my place there was a drawing and writings.
During the time we were sitting, I felt like striking a conversation with him. But due to me not having the courage to strike a conversation, i choosed to remain quiet and just did my work.
Until the library was about to close, finally i found the right time and courage to strike a conversation with him. Hoho.

I was packing my stuffs. And he was about to get ready to stop doing his work.
It started out with me saying "Heys, what are you doing".
He looked at me and replied "Umm.. Doing a card..". Haha.
...... Anyway, i asked if he could let me see the card. And he let me see the card.
I told him the picture he draw is very cute. Hehs.
You know whats the purpose of the card? Its an apology card for his girlfriend. Hoho.
The writings he wrote... NO i didnt read them, although i could have read it. Haha. I know lah...
Privacy lah oi! Shall not disturb. Hehehe. :D
Honestly, i find it very cute when a guy do a card for his girlfriend. HAHA.
Also inside the card there was this drawing of a Boy, Love, Girl. The picture of the boy and the girl was cute too. ^^ Wahh.. Sweet. Haha.
So of course, inside my head i was like.. "Awwww.... Sweeet." :DDD Lols.
You know me. Im the type that goes awww-i-feel-like-melting- type of person whenever there's something sweet or cute which i find. Im so mushy. Grins. (:

And we talked a bit summore.
I asked what school was he from. Coincidentally, he was from DAMAI SEC.
And he's getting his O level result tomorrow. Hehe. Cool.
His name is Edmund and last year he was 4E1. Lols. I didnt know he was from Damai Sec. Hehs.

Continuing on, i said to him "Good luck for your O level tomorrow."
And he replied "Thanks. Good luck for your O level this year too."
And we parted. Lols. Hahaha. :D

So the thing which makes me feeling light and smiley was seeing the card Edmund make for his girl friend. Hees.

Good nite. Buhbyee.
Wish me luck for tomorrow, okiee. (:

4:47 PM Saturday, January 19, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Hmm.. Mr Arul gonna get marry soon. Hees~
On the 28th of January, a Monday.
Congratulation!~~ (:

He invited my family to come. But only two people. Hehs.
I dont know if my parents are gonna come.
Havent tell them yet since Mr Arul just called me.
Anyway, both my parents are sleepping right now. ZZZzzz... Haha.

GUESS something!

Today is... Hari Asyura!
Hari Asyura falls on 10th Muharram. Hees~

Dad told us stories about Hari Asyura.
He bercerita tentang Hari Asyura ialah Hari kemenangan.
Whereby good things happened.
Dan ada banyak cerita tentang Hari Asyura.

One of the stories which i remembered is,
-Nabi Yakub yang buta kerana terlalu banyak menangis kerana anaknya Nabi Yusuf yang hilang(kerana anak-anaknya yang lain pergi buang Yusuf dalam perigi kosong). Anyway pada Hari Asyura Allah membuatkan Nabi Yakub jadi tak buta lagi.
-Ada satu perang ini(i forgot what name it is), iaitu kaum Muslimin menang dalam peperangan itu dengan bantuan Allah. Dan pada hari itu ialah Hari Asyura. Dengan kemenagan itu, kaum Muslimin masak bubur. Bubur Asyura. (:

Dad says Hari Asyura, doa dan permintaan kita akan dikabulkan. :D
Hehh. I know what i want to wish for. Heh heh. (:

Hmm.. You know my nama kan? Asyura.
And that Hari Asyura falls on 10th Muharram. Also, my birthday falls on 10th April. Haha.
Dua-dua 10! Dan dua-dua nama Asyura!Haha. Cool.

Ehhh..I love my name. Wuahaha :D
Nama sedapkan? :P

La...la...la...
Homework, i still havent finish. Aiyoo..
Belum bukak bag lagi. Ape nak jadi. =.=" Isshh.

Okiee Byee.

9:38 PM Friday, January 18, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Hmm... The significant memory i had today was.. With Nurin. HAHA. ((;
Reason why?

I persuade her to buy sweet for me. Using her OWN money.
After choir. Hees.
-i tak baik kan? :P blueks.

I was taken aback when she gave me the money to buy that sweet i want. Haha.
I was like, "Ehh you betul ke nak belanja kan i sweet? Betul? Tak suka bilang tau eh.. Jangan diam diam :/ ..."
She replied "Tak nak sudah..." Hehehe.

Awww... So sweet lah her. Hahaha.
Most of the time i asked them-Nurin, Raeesah and Syahadah-when choir time, to give me their things. Hoho.
Like, i mintak them makanan etc.
Hehh =.="

Tapi mereka tak pun membantah. Aww...
And i told Nurin and Syahadah today while we're at canteen before choir today, "You guys are sooo nice! ((:" Hehe.

So anyway, i told Nurin... "Next week eh on Thursday, i punya turn belanja you. Haha. Okiee?" Lols.

I have once had a conversation with Nurin while we're at McDonald.
She said about how much she will miss me when i step down from choir. Aww...
Hehe.

Honestly, Nurin is the first bestfriend i had in choir! After that is Raeesah. Hees. They're one year lesser than me. Hmm.. :/ So i met them when i was sec 2.

Anyway, things have been falling into place year by year. ((: Hees.
-Figure out what i mean.

Thinking about them, makes me appreciate them more. Hmm...
They're part of the reason why i come to choir and stayed there. Hehhs.

I was thinking, before i step down from choir.. I wanna give them present. Haha.
But thats when the day i step down from choir around 3-4 months later.
So anyway, I'll buy each of them something. And then, write a cute note to each of them. Hoho. ((:

Wahhh... I have lot of stuffs to do!
Its killing me -.-" -haha, tak mau nak bedek ah. Heh heh.

I got TWO karangan to finish. Chemistry ws. Geog project. English hw.
To study/revise Chemistry, History, A.Math, HMT Peribahasa. -Test are coming~~
-yea.. that should be it.
Gahhh... Gotta finish it. Hmmph.

Anyway, MAYBE.. Just maybe I'll be going to library tomorrow.
Hehh. I Must lah!

Okiee. GOOD NITE.

3:09 AM back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Hmm.. MY BLOG LAYOUT IS PRETTTYYYY!
Wooots! :DD
-thats my opinion lah. haha.

Better than my Ferris Wheel layout. Hoho.
I changed to this layout since im bored with my old layout, other people too used the old layout so i wanna be different and also i just wanted to have a New layout. Hees.
-too many of the word 'layout'. Haha -.-"

Actually, the blog tittle and the picture isnt the real picture and words from the designer.
At which i changed the picture and the words to this' now.
Supposedly, it is the picture of a guy and girl and the words "We're just too good to be true." Hehs.
But i changed that. As i find it kinda... Umm.. Depressing? Hehs.

I love my blog icon which is the girl picture. As well as the tittle "Searching for that something more." And also the background.
For which these three things matches each other PERFECTLY! Hees.

I love how the girl looks and her hair. ^^ hehe. Which strongly brings out the tittle "Searching for that something more" picture. Hehe. And the light blue-ish background brings out the feminity. Haha :DD Nice nice.
Wees~

I was inspired from the song TAKE A BREATH-by Jonas Brother. ((:
Blog layout and the song depicts how i feel inside. Heh.
For me, in my own opinion of the song.
Its about our life. We should just take things slowly and enjoy the time that we have.
Hees.

Jonas Brother - Take A Breath
Click the 'play' icon to listen (;
P.S: The bear is cute. Huhaa. Make me wanna bob my head up and down. Haha.

Walked across the crowded street.
Sea of eyes cut through me.
And I saw you in the middle.
Your upset face, you wear it well.
You camaflauge the way you feel,
When everything's the matter.

We've all been down that road before.
Searching for that something more.
World's spinning 'round.
There's no sign of slowing down.
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath.

People change and promises are broken.
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open.
Don't forget to take a breath.

Blink our eyes, life's rearranged.
To our suprise, it's still okay.
It's the way things happen.
Summer comes and then it goes.
Hold on tight, embrace for cold.
And it's only for a moment.

We've all been down that road before.
Searching for that something more.
World's spinning 'round.
There's no sign of slowing down.
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath. ((:

8:32 PM Wednesday, January 16, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

I find it pretty interesting and amusing about people's gesture. Hoho.
Do you know the phrase "Ladies come first" ? Haha. Its quite true though :D
An example:
You know bus stairs? The second deck?
Anyway, a girl and a guy both wanted to go down the bus staircase. But only one person could go at a time.
So both look at each other, wondering who to go first.
In the end the guy backs off and let the girl go first. Hees~
See? Cute isnt it?. Haha. - For me la...

Like what Cikgu Shariana kata, "Tahun baru, azam baru dan semangat baru".
I did my karangan dengan PENUH semangat dan prihatin-which i passed up the work today. HAHAHA :D
The questions is a KILLER sey! I choosed a question which i found quite easy to me though.
Qn: Peranan guru tidak boleh ditukar ganti dengan buku ataupun teknologi maklumat. Bincangkan.
Hmm.. At first i seriously takda idea. Nasib cikgu ada bincang/beri kepada kita isu-isu mengenainya. Haha.
The thing which i find interesting about karangan adalah CABARANNYA! Haha.
Guess what? You HAVE to at least have 4 points supporting/writing your agreement and 3 points supporting/writing the disagreement.
Whoa... Thats a total of 7 POINTS you have to think.
And also, ive just found out about this on how to write a karangan for HMT last week on a Monday. -__-

Then today HMT, we had Peribahasa test. HOHO I tak belajar. X.X
Haha. Mungkin tak akan mati/gagal uh. Insyaallah. Ada beberapa yang Asyura tahu jugaklah.
Kalau tak tau main HANTAM aje.. Haha. (;
After that, kena but karangan Bahagian A-tulis sepucuk surat/dialog.
I did the surat part. Haha.
So i found out, kalau surat, kena tulis 2 sebab dan 3 saranan.

And im like..OMGG? So this is it? The standard?
Ohh woww! :O

Moral of the story is:
Woww... I managed to do HML paper 1.
Walaupun Asyura ada merungut-rungut tapi akhirnya saya ada buat. Huahuahua :DD

Anyway, HMT today, im sitting in a group with Jeehan(sp?), Haryani and Faiq.
Itu Jeehan dengan Faiq selalu gaduh dan memperkatakan satu sama lain.

Cikgu pun naik bosan dengan perangai mereka.
Abeh cikgu kata to me, "Asyura. Awak boleh tolong saya tak..? Boleh ke awak jadi orang yang tengah iaitu orang yang pendamai dalam pergaduhan antara Jeehan dan Faiq."-Something like that.
I ingat apa lah yang Cikgu Shariana nak katakan. Rupa-rupanya itu. -.-
Abeh, Faiq menyampuk, "A'ah. Dia kan sekolah Damai. Budak DAMAI!" Hahaha. Funny!

I got manyyyy homeworks. And I need to study pretty badly.
Darn it. Everytime that constant nagging comes into my mind.
Im waiting for Jan period to come. Urgghh.. So that i'll be free. Hees.

Anyway, I AM SUPER-DUPER-UBERLY scared of getting my Malay O level result.
I knowww i could have done better. Gahh.
And i knoww that i've always been stressing about this thing for the past few months and more. Hehs.
Im scared of failing. Dissapointment. And heart-breaks. Boohoo. ):
So what shall it be? Crying out my heart out with tears of joy OR with tears of dissapointment.

Diary, everytime in my prayers, I always ask God to give me an A for my Malay O Level.
Let it come true please.
Huhu. I shall have FAITH! (:
-they say, if you ask by faith, it'll come true. (;
hmm.
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Note: DO NOT READ THIS PART!
Skipped this part, since my my post are too long. At which this topic is random stuffs.

1st question that is going round my mind.
Last Monday, while Nadiah and me were taking a bus that goes to Bedok Interchange to eat and later on off to HMT.
We somehow manage to have a new friend/ having a conversation of "Helloo.. Nice to meet you. Intro?"-kind of that type, from a Damaian of course. Those two girls are sec 2s.
Honestly, Im pretty amazed of Nadiah's opinion on them.
She exclaimed that those two are gonna-be-minah soon. Hmm.. And i asked her for evidence.
She replied, that in the bus there was this person who's a bit something wrong for which he talks to himself. Anyway, one of the girl kept staring and looking at him. Which in Nadiah's opinion making the man uneasy and then he went to avoid the girls' stares. And also the way they speak and gestures are gonna be Minah soon.
Hmm... I guess so.
But for me, I dont wanna stereotype them as a Minah or whatsoever. I just think of them as a person, a person whom i met in the bus.
What Nadiah said could be true. Since they say 'body language tells it all'. For which i dont really wanna believe much in this phrase. Hehs.
Now my conscience or perspective on certain things are kinda messy. :/
Im just a person who likes to find the good side of life in a person. Is it wrong of me to think that?-figure out what i mean. (:

2nd question that is going round my mind.
Am i friendly? Or should i rephrased this question.
What is it about me that people are attracted to me. Somehow i do find this weird and funny.
Someone said "You looked pretty today" on a tuesday, yesterday. And i was like.. "Hmm.. Hehhs. -_-"
Dia pun kata, "You think there's a possibility of me falling in love with you?". Lalu dia pun berkata, "Maybe, well, the possibility is maybe.. yes."
OMGGG. *gobsmacked!*

Its ironic.
I've always seen myself as a person who is quiet and does my own thing, maybe introverted or less sociable-well this is true for those who are not closed to me.
Hmmm... Funny/confused when the others-maybe-dont think so. Maybe i just have low self-esteem about it. Hehs.
Alright fine! Pfft.
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Good Nite.
I shall work hard. (:

1:53 PM Sunday, January 13, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Hmm...
Ive just heard this song, yesterday
And I find it ohh soo cute!
Hehehe.

Click the icon to listen. (;


Ratu - Ingat Kamu

Apakah Ini Namanya Cinta
Begitu Membingungkan
Aku Ini Sedang Jatuh Cinta
Kutanyakan Mengapa

Hatiku Resah, Hatiku Gundah
Semuanya Jadi Serba Salah

Aku Mau Makan Kuingat Kamu
Aku Sedang Sedih Juga Ingat Kamu
Aku Sedang Bosan Kuingat Kamu
Ooo Cinta Inikah Benar Ku Jatuh
Jatuh Cinta ...

Semua Tertawa Lihat Tingkahku
Menjadi Tak Menentu
Ini Salah Begitu Pun Salah
Kutanyakan Mengapa

Hatiku Resah, Hatiku Gundah
Semuanya Jadi Serba Salah

Aku Mau Makan Kuingat Kamu
Aku Mau Tidur Kuingat Kamu
Aku Mau Pergi Kuingat Kamu
Ooo Cinta Mengapa Semua Serba Kamu

Aku Sedang Bingung Kuingat Kamu
Aku Sedang Sedih Kuingat Kamu
Aku Sedang Bosan Kuingat Kamu
Ooo Cinta Inikah Bila Ku Jatuh
Jatuh Cinta...

Apakah Ini Namanya Cinta
Begitu Membingungkan

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Psst:
Somehow, kinda.. The song depicts how im feeling right now.
I miss you, Dear.
AND also it reminds me of the first time i fall soo deep. Haha (;
Haha :DD
Sshhh shhh.

Ahh so cute lah-the song.
Makes me wanna grin grins. (;
"Ooo Cinta, Inikah Bila Ku Jatuh
Jatuh Cinta..."

11:34 PM Friday, January 11, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Umm i shall summarise the things which happened for the past few days-since i didnt blog. Haha. But not all la.
Just those meaningful parts which i wanna keep as memories. Hehe :DD

Sunday, 06.01.2008
Had madrasah on Sunday. And i saw kawan lama... Nak tau siapa?
Jeng jeng jeng... FAISAL!! Haha. :D
Klau satu orang tu ada datang mungkin dia happyyy banget. Haha.
Too bad lah, dia masuk Sec 3 nye class. :/ Hmmph.
I still remember, the outing we all went.
Itu Faisal ada kata tentang.. Nanti dia datang madrasah, dia akan menjinakkan Ustazah yang fierce tu. Setelah dia beritahu kepada kita orang dia buat sound effect "Meeoww..." sambil melayangkan tangannya seperti kucing.
Mepek mepek-If you were there it was really funny. Laugh out loud (:

Monday, 07.01.2008
Had the first day of HMT in the afternoon.
My mind was filled with it-and feeling sooo scared if i wont get it :/
Cikgu Sahriana is still our HMT teacher. Weeess. ((:
Anyway, cikgu asyik-asyik cakap ini phrase, "TAHUN BARU! AZAM BARU! SEMANGAT BARU!" hahaha :DD

Hmmm...
In the bus going home. Took bus 229.
Imran was there sitting infront of me. We chatted about some stuffs.
He said about the people in HML are irritating, bitchy and noisy-for which i dont approve of what he said.
Anyway, after i listened to his opinion of the people... I asked him..
Me: Ehh.. Abeh... Aku?? :/
Imran replied, "Hmmm.. Kauu.. OVER-JOYOUS sangat!" hahaha :D
Wees. Hehe. Woww.. Thanks Imran. (;
I guess, its sort of true. Haha. When im happy, im over the moon. Hees. (;
Also me and Imran went to Bedok Library. In there, I also saw Zunairah. Hees.
Ohh.. Itu Imran kan.. Haha. I saw him kat Malay section corner. Wuahaha. Buat ape eh di situ? Pinjam buku Melayu eh kawan? Hees.
Anyway, he walked passed me and said "Bye" and so i replied back. Hehs.

Tuesday, 08.01.2008.
In Malay class, Amelina-who is my partner-and me chatted about some stuffs about Fruits Basket-an anime.
She pointed out which character i am inside the book.
Then she said that, that character is like happy happy, outgoing type.
So i asked her, "Over-joyous you mean?". And she said "Yea.. Sort of". Haha.
Then i rebuked saying "But i sometimes also like stoning what.. with my face being (-_-') haha. Betul ke?". Lols.

Anyway, my Malay teacher is Cikgu Norhayati, still the same teacher.
Amelina said that Cikgu Nordini is good. She told me about that teacher got explain to us what words should we put in Malay paper etc. And that Cikgu Nor tak bagus since her lesson are not effective. Truthfully, i want Cikgu Nordini as Malay teacher. Maaf ye, kalau terkasar bahasa ataupun bergosip di belakang orang. Heehh =.=

Hmmm...
I still remember the first day of Malay. I was feeling nervous about getting her as my Malay teacher.
Because honestly, if i didnt get it OHH MYY GODDD! I akan sedih and dissapointed tau! And i'll be seeing her for which i'll be feeling down and feel as if she's gonna eat me up! ):
But if i dapat.. YABEDABEDOOOO.. Wees...-Feeling over the moon! Terima kasih atas bimbinganmu! (:
Anyway, first day she talks about expectations.
She wants us to get A1 or A2 for O Level.
For which she was stressing about aiming A's for Malay and also while she was saying that, she WAS looking at US-Nadiah and Me.
Bbbrrr... Bulu romaku berdiri tegak apabila sepasang mata melihatku. Huahuahua :D

Thursday, 10.01.2008.
The things which was significant to me was during choir time.
Being happy, bubbly, hyper and crazy crazy with my dearest friends -Nurin (sec 3), Raeesah (sec 3) and Syahadah (sec 2). -although Syahadah me and her alright alright lah. But the other two Kecoh giler! Hehe
They all really made my day.
After choir finished, I began to start my nonsense and teased Raeesah...
Me to Raesah : Hellooo sayang. Cantik bag nampak. ^^ Baru?
Raeesah : A'ah. Baru.
Me : Ohhh okiee.. Hmm.. bag picture plant plant. Ape..? Tropical plant? Woahh banyaknye.. Hehe.
AND WE both LAUGHS.
Raeesah : Ehhh.. Kita orang kelakar eh? Selalu lepas choir, kita selalu jadi giler giler!.
And WE three laughs out loud.
We went to canteen to buy food and drink. The best part is, they TAK LOKEK kasi Asyura makanan dan minuman mereka.. HAHAHA. :D
Abeh, ALWAYS, MOST OF THE TIME.. I, Asyura akan kaup(amek) makanan mereka. HAHAH. Jahat asyura. Lols. But they dont mind. ((:
Weee heee.
Ohh... And I kept calling them, especially RaeEsah and Nurin SAYANG!
Hohoho. Yes memang betul! I sayang dengan mereka berdua. (;
They're the reason i kept going to choir and hanging on till now. Hees.

Friday, Today, 11.01.2008.
In my opinion, Alger is a wonderful partner. Hehe.
Yeah.. Its fun sitting with him. Lols. We laughs and makes jokes. :D

For E.Math period, from first day till now, i kinda felt Sorry for Ms Lee, she's our relief teacher as Mrs Yong is in MC for two months. The class most of them didnt listen to her. When those who listen, they cant understand what she's trying to say. We're learning 'probability'. Thankfully, there's Alger which i asked for help if i have problem. HAHA. We're bonding. HOHO.
He's better than Chang Xiang-sorry to say this, hees. Lets hope i wont regret what i say. Hehehe. :D

During A.Math, i say out loud which Alger-pronounced as El-JER- and the person infront of me can hear.
I said "Ahh.. I love my highlighter.. GAHHH!". Then Mr. Poon infront of me can hear. Then he said "Ya.. Dont need to say out." Lols. I shall not say more about the highlighter-wont elaborate what it means- haha. -.-'

After school, Nadiah and Me went to popular at MP to buy HMT wb.
I bought the book and a pen.
Then we went to McDonald. There, i write my HMT hw with that new pen i bought.
Then i was like, "Woaahhh.. My pen colour veryy nice sey.. See ah", I told Nadiah.
Then we did our stuffs there and went home around 6.10pm. Hees.
There was this McDonald staff named Linda, she was friendly. We did talk abit. HAHA.
Cool man, we're socialising. OMGGG! :DD

I got homeworks to do. HEHS.
P.S: Does doing homework considers as Studying? hahaha (;

Buhbyee.
Good Nite and Sweet Dreams.

8:19 PM Wednesday, January 2, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

School was alright today. Hmm .. Haha.
Well.. I have to admit, i was feeling scared and nervous aT first. Hees.
Sampaikan tidur pun tak nyenyak. Hmm...

Things today in school wasnt as heavy. Haha. Get what i mean? Lols.

Hmm... My school have a new principal as well as a new vice principal.
The new principal is alright!
Sorry to say this.. But he's much better than the last principal Mr Loh.
Mr Loh is alright though. Mr Loh, he is pretty lenient as well as kind.
But for me i prefer the new principal Mr Toh..
As I like his interactiveness with the students. Hees.
Im sure that we Damaians will be an even better person under his guidance.
I see lots of potential in Damaians future! Lols. Haha. :DD
Assembly wasnt mundane. Haha. Cool.

Hmm... Well a new year means a new class and a new/existing partner. Hees.
My class was divided into three in one group.
Miss Shawa, our form teacher she was the one who arranged the sitting arrangement and was the one who choose who's to be our sitting partner. Hmm...
The class were divided into three rows. Three tables per group horizontally. While those people sitting near the to the window not near the corridor have 4 tables.

I didnt get to sit with Nadiah-best friend. Once again. Hmm.. :/
Grr... So sad la.
Nadiah too dont wanna sit there with her existing partner from last year.
But somehow.. When I saw her.. Its like she's not soo hype about it though. Like.. She didnt expressed her rejection clearly.
Which makes me confused. I mean.. like, Helloo? Didnt we tell each other that this 2008 we're gonna stick together and be each other partners? Hmm... Or is it im the one who is just expressing my views without your concern? :/
No.. no. Shall not think negative thoughts. Whatever.. Eventhough i dont want to, still.. i just have to accept it. Hehs.

Anyway, my partners is Jia Qi (a girl)-sitting on my left- while Alger (a guy)-sitting on my right. Thus im sandwiched between them. Haha.
Hmm...
With Jia Qi, i dont really talk to her that much. Hehhs.
Only certain stuffs we talk about.
Hmm... So pardon me if im quiet when im around you.Hees.
Then with Alger, its was great. Haha.
We kind of click well with each other. Lols.
With him, somehow.. We can talk, joke and laugh about things. Haha. Great!
Yes.. I wont be lonely. Haha. Cause I have a partner whom im comfortable and closed to.
Hahaha. Cool.

I expressed myself well with closed ones. Okiee? Hees.

Anyway, there were some questions which Ms Shawa wants us to write.
It is also for our testimonial. Haha.
The question is.."About you". Yea.. haha.
I wrote long sey.. Blueks.
When i was writing it.. there's a lot of stuffs i wanna write. Hehs.

Hmmm....
Before i went to sleep yesterday...
I was wondering.. about certain things.
Some stuffs that is gonna change and some that needs to be change. :/
Hees.

Its a new year. And a new beginning..
I WANNA MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT. (:

Psst. I wont forget my new year resolution! Haha :D

10:01 PM Tuesday, January 1, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Its 1st January, 2008. Hehe.
A new year. Hees.

About the post i blog yesterday...
It did actually came true. Weees~

And I had a great start for this year.
A day i will remember. ((:
Hees.

I really had a wonderful time with Adri yesterday.
Well its yesterday and today till this morning, though. Haha.

Hmm...
MP library was closed on New Year's eve at 5pm.
Anyway we meet there. And then decided which place to go next.
So decided to go to East Coast Park. HAHA :D
FUN! FUN! Played Rollerblade. Hoho. Akhirnya eh..? Ingat tak that day we did talk about playing Rollerblade? (; Hees.
Hmm.. Adri paayyy. Bluekss. Grins.
Thank you for belanja-ing me.

Although the part which i say.."Hmm play rollerblade... You belanja me lah okiee?" for which that sentence i was half-jokingly said. Haha.

Hmm. Rollerblade. Then somewhere, near the stone breakaway we sat.
I asked him teach me how to do Physic! HAHAHA.
-I brought my TYS hw.
Ask for answers. Woots :DDD
GREAT eh! -.- heh heh

Oh then we skate back towards the Rollerblade shop.
Later sat at McDonald. Eat. Played his DS.
His DS game is sooo cool! Nice Japanese song. Its this drum thing which we gotta hit with the beat and display. Kinda like Guitar Hero.
I really really want that Japanese song. So cute hehs.

So when McDonald was kinda loud and there's lotsa people. We decided to go outside.
At McD, i taught Adri how to make paper origami heart-shape. Haha.
Then he fool around go fold the tip, and then he said "APPLE!" -.-" LOLS.
So ok lah. Both of us made 'Apple' and colour it. Mine with Green and his with Yellow. Then decorate the sides also.
Put both apples inside Adri's pencil case then off we went.

Walk towards the lighthouse. Haha.
Up at the lighthouse, I was wishing 'if i had a liquid paper, i wish we could write our names on the handle. Maybe draw heart-shape. Or write we were here on....' Lols.
But nahh.. we didnt cause we didnt even have one -.- haha.

Sat at the sandy beach under the starry night sky. ^^
We talked. We played sand. And even make turtle-shape out of the sand! HAHAHA.
Its pretty mesmerizing. *So nostalgic even when looking back to this day.

At 12am, the ships flares light up. Ah its cool. People cheering and being happily loud and crazy. Lols.

At the beach, I remember asking him a question.
"If we were to break up, who do think will do first? Hehs".
Then he said, "maybe you?",
"Cause who knows maybe you find others?" Lols.
Then i replied, "Nahh... There's no one i find interesting. Even my school too! All the guys are like soo... stone?" HAHA. -Even though i kinda find it sad about him talking about it.

"If one day, if we were to break up, lets say it properly ok? Face-to-face. Dont message behind each other's back. Hees."

"Oh yeah you! 2009 dont silent silent tau! -.- "

Hmm ok then!
So on 1st of JANUARY i made a new year resolution to have 10 points in O level! HAHA.
As well as to be a HARDWORKING student!
BIG DREAMS! But the most important thing is to do well in studies and exams. And dont slack (so much!). Hees.

Thus this day was imprinted in my mind and use as motivation for future 2009.

*But still sometimes in the future, this memory waver and sometimes is relentless.

Hmm. at around 12.30+am we went home.
Walk towards bus stop. Thanks God there was the bus 197 (or is it 196?) came.
So we stop at Bedok bus interchange.
Since the interchange is closed.
We took cab home.

Adri and me both in the cab, sending me home.
Then in the cab, i ask him to get his pencil case out.
With the apple we did, i wanted us to write some thing or even draw! Then we'll exchange ours. Hees. So cool!
I wrote, " I had a wonderful time with you today. Thank you, -Asyura". (If im not wrong, thats hwat i wrote)
Then he gave me a drawing of a picture of a smiling face. Hehs.
Awww Sweeet! ((:
-Geez, my handwriting i guess was terrible -.-" Lols.

After dropping me off, Adri then went back home in the cab.
Supposedly he said he could just walk home or so.
But then he changed his mind. Saying that his house is actually quite near and i guess he might as well take the cab! Lols.
So then, now HE KNOWS WHERE I LIVE!
I had a great 2008 New Year! It was very sweet and enjoyable.

While at home, Adri send me a New Year wish sms.
Saying since i want a New Year wish message so here's yours! (to me).
"........
Remember, dont forget your New Year Resolution ok?
....."

Afterward i sent him back a reply.

Thus, good night then.
Even though i was pretty tired outside.
But still, i was turning and moving around in my bed.
I guess it was due to me being overly-excited about what happened on New Year and New Year Eve that makes me think of all those awkward, sweet and fun moments.
HAHAHAHA! :D


P/s: (*) are future talking!