2:36 PM Friday, September 2, 2011 back to top?

• Ive always probably am good in waiting games. I guess?

I wonder what went wrong along the way.

I think the period between waiting for that wonderful person is the most exuberant thing and yet the most dangerous thing.
You never know that you fall out of feelings, or along the way you realised that its not worth it.

Awesome said to me:
Maybe its just me. Maybe its not mutual. Maybe im not brave 2 confess it to you. Maybe i annoyed u n thats why you din reciprocate. Maybe its true dat i shud just leave.

The thing about wad he said, mades me really sad yet there's a tinge of happiness there.

I dont know how to reply or to reciprocate that feeling.

Honestly, somehow.. In my heart i wanted to say:
Dun leave. Stay. Its mutual. Confess not now. Gives time to reciprocate. Youre not annoying, interesting yes. Im not brave too. Im waiting, yes waiting...

But at the same time, he's not mine. I shouldnt be selfish.


See now? Its not right.