3:51 AM Sunday, January 19, 2014 back to top?

• Ok so this is a very late entry, from future Asyura of 2014 written for 30dec 2011.

So i was browsing my comp&usbdevice, i found a microsoft word which Zainal(Oh you know him) wrote for me on 2 september2011. Since i lent him my laptop for him to write his resume, after he quit his Marina Square (umm.. i forgot its shop name). hehe.
 I just find that his words are very very sweet you know? Heh. So before i delete the docx. i wanna post it here in my blog, just for keepsake. heee.

Hello Asyura,

                      Firstly… I want to say a big thank you for borrowing me your laptop for a few days gladly appreciate that so much… Im so sorry for the past month I have been a screw up to you… I didn’t meant to do that to you at all… Its actually because I am having problems at my past workplace. I hope u could forgive me and hope to start anew again. :)

                    If u wouldn’t want to then I understand.. I understand that u have every right to be heartbroken.. I would not stop u if u would want to leave me cus its my mistake dat I had made to u.. I miss you so much when we r separated for quite sometime.. But believe me it hurts me each and every day to do u like that.. Asyura, trust me my feelings for u has and never will change even though i did that to you… I hope u could give me a second chance cus honestly I have fallen for you.. And each moment of my life I cant stop thinking about you…

                   PLEASE FORGIVE ME

                 I NEED U ALWAYS

                 I LOVE YOU J

                   

                                                                        SINCERELY,

                                                                                                    ZAINAL

Which in the end, apparently i should have known that love comes and go. Right?
You've learn your lesson Syura. Are you still going to fall again stupidly?
YEAH I FUCKIN WONDER! hee.

Umm well in 2013-2014 i still did.
Well lets just hope he's the right one, i guess? (:
Hmm... sorry k if i did hurt anyone in this post. i meant my future self or my future soulmate.