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He have always been very sweet. A nice guy.
In my dream, he was different. Kind yet Assertive but still slow in reading people's feeling(?).
We and the rest of other people were in a classroom, i think. To be dismissed from class soon.
And then, i just said to him, "Its cold", with nothing else intended.
And then he pulled out his jacket to let me wear..
Keep in mind he already has a girlfriend.
He was telling me to wear it, yet at the same time telling me to be careful not to stain it or anything.
So i wore the jacket, with many feelings i felt.
The thing is.... I should have refused wearing the jacket, for which holds memories about the past as well as reality. Refuse wearing it eventhough he insisted, eventhough i Want to.
Remember, Airport and the study session? Remember the dorm room with the toilet rendezvous incident?...
Remember we were in the same class, with all the fuzzy feelings a first love is?
And remember the whole 3 years of waiting? Wondering and hoping.
And lastly, the feelings this year when i found out about your soulmate. (Im happy that youve found your love).
With all those feelings... I should have refused adamantly. STOP & LET GO.
Yes.