9:33 PM Monday, August 20, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Haha. Weee...
So now WE'RE okiee.! ((:
Great. Hees.

Cant help but to say, it was stupid and ridiculous of me to think of such things. Stupid! Baka*!
Should have known that it would not happen-at least not for now.
Should have trusted and be more positive-alright, i was in the 50-65% positive zone. Lols.
Cause this silence have happened before which is due to his busy schedule-its just that, this time its soo long and i cant help it but to wonder. Soriee soriee.

Anyway, there were some stuffs which we talk about.
He said that he is really really busy and couldnt talk much.
And that he said that he knew that im angry for what happened-not replying back etc.
About the messages i sent him, he knew but he just didnt want to reply.
He says that he wanna take time off thats why he didnt replied. But then it just gets worst because he still misses me. Awww... thats sweet! (:
Ohh, and i told him that I wanna be that person who will always be there for him, no matter what. Alhough i dont really know how to, like helping him, still i can be as a listening ear so as to comfort him and let out his feeling to as well as giving advice and encouragement to him. Hehes.
-something like that. (;

The previous post, about what Saiful talk about.
I guess what he said is true.
Like.. If a partner misses his other partner, the latter will also misses him back. And vice-versa.

I find it true.
As, when he didnt message me or talk to me for so long, i began to grew worried and find myself missing him. And the feeling is like, its killing me.
On the other hand,
He too misses me when he did not message me. "I thought of having a time off for myself, but as time went by, it began to worsen..."
Woww... hees. ^^

Im feeling happy and glad.
But, somehow there's a feeling-which i cant really describe it-inside of me, i felt.
And i dont know why. Or maybe its there but never spoken? -.^
*sigh*. I shall just ignore.

~`Everytime i see his name appearing or
things which is related to him,
my heart always did a flip flop.