5:54 PM Friday, August 10, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

I didnt mention in my last post about me participating in National Day Parade.
It was 2 years ago when i was in sec 1, that was in 2004.
I was in cca, choir, so we get to join NDP. Well, NDP was held in Padang.

Ermm, i do make new friends there. But now we're not in contact anymore;
Maklum lah.. one night stand, katakan. Haha.
Somehow my life that time, as in my relationship with others, was a suck-hole. Yup.
The choir members doesnt like me. They treat me as if i wasnt there, treat me as if i was somekind of a freak/alien.-A feeling i felt from them. O.O*roll eyes*
-Im glad the seniors have already stand down and get out already. Bloody HAHA! -this just my view. Blueks.

Anyway, get to see upclose with Taufik Batisah and seeing beautiful fireworks. :D
Eventhough the journey was bitter-sweet, ive stil made it through. No regrets about participating in NDP. Why ? Because we got free stuffs. Furthermore, I got 20 HOURS CIP! ~WOOHOO.

Alright, so today.. I puasa again and nothing really great happen.
Didnt study or do things constructively. Haizz.. *sigh*. I know, i know.

Im still debating about whether i'll let people views my blog. Hehh.
Coz this is my diary, its meant to be a secret. This is where i wrote all the things which happens in my life, my opinions on things and letting out my feelings to. In this diary, i shall write in stuffs about me, secrets which i kept and write about whatever i want whether its bad or good stuffs.

Also, this diary, will help me in improving my composition in English and Malay, in terms of organizational and freestyle writing skills. Haha. Like killing two birds with one stone! ~woots.
Thus, if i were to let, somehow people know and read this blog, i must a lil bit extra careful not to hurt peoples feeling and letting people know the other side of me which i kept hidden.
But still, with people reading my blog, it makes me more motivated to write in this diary as well as there'll be comments and people understand/knows more about me.
Hmm.. maybe i'll give my blog Url, to those who i can trust more. Heh. :P
Im finding on how i can make this blog as private. Hehh. So that uninvited visitors wont read my blog. =.="

Roll over to today. So i was trying to sign up on being a member to get tagboard for my blog.
When signing up, i kinda not tell the truth about me. Like my email, url for my blog etc.
Haha. Because im scared that they'll pin point me(something like that)..
Though now im feeling guilty and regretted of doing it.
After signing up and log in to the web, i search for the delete account. But couldnt find the delete account button. Haiyoo..
Then with the help of my lil bro advise he say, dont need lah to delete account. Just use it lah! "Hakim pun dah pernah buat begitu.." Haik! Tak jujur. Hmmph.
Aiya.. main shoot ajer lah, asyura! (; lols.

I will put up a tagboard for my blog sooner or later on or a few days later, if i feel like it.
Though i dont think that, as if people will tag since now my blog, no ONE is reading it-except for me. -___- Unless it was me who go and write inside the tagboard using different names. Haha. Lame-o.

Ohh, stupid computer.. LAG LAG LAG!! Grr..
And the Internet Explorer XP .. CRAZY!
Nasib ada Mozilla Firefox to use. Haha. :DD

If only i have a laptop of my own. Hua hua hua.. ^^.
-wait long long ehh. Pfft.

Ohh, about the headphone i did post on my blog, i guess dont need to pay back for breaking bro/abang's headphone. Haha. And also dont need to tell him the truth too. Why? He bought a new headphone already. *roll eyes* & dalam hati berkata; Dia kaya, tak payah nak belikan untuk dia. Blueks ;P

Speaking of new things, sister got buy new handphone. Its a PDA by the way. Cool! Very, small, nice and sleek. I ask her how much she buy. She said that its secondhand as she bought it from her friend for $100. Woww! And she said, "Asyura, tak nak beli?". Then i said, mahalkan..
She replied no. She said at Sim Lim Square got sell for $200. Whoaa.. so cheap.
See first la, if i'll buy..

But right now, im contented with my PINK Motorola Handphone v3.
Which i bought it for.. $30, secondhand. HAHA.
From big brother. La.. la.. la.. ^^.
-its a long story. Actually he mintak $100/$150(i think $100). Then in the end he gave me back my money and keeping $30. ~Weeeee. Thank you for your generosity!

Umm.. I have to pay back about 16 hours of studying.
Since yesterday and today, i didnt study or do my homework. Wahh piang! -.-
-Insyaallah. Heh hehh hehhh.

Gonna and must and need to do hw and revise.
If not, parent will keep on yapping on me. Lols. :D