11:30 PM Friday, September 7, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Shucks.
I told myself to study for this week but i didnt really do it.
I procrastinate it. *sigh* :(

-Well on monday 3rd September.
Had S.S extra lesson. After finish.. i stayed in school.
In the canteen, Alger and me talk about some stuffs.. haha.
We're like quite close now-being friends i mean. Lols.

And off we went to see Mr Choong, our second E. Math teacher.
I asked him about the E. Math hw didnt know how. Time passed by and we have to leave.
When leaving, we three asked about each other well-being. Haha.
The term for this is "We Bonded With Each Other." Hehe.

Err.. Mr Choong, to me he is a very caring and hardworking teacher..

He even did and printed notes for us. Eventhough the class is noisy and do not want to pay attention at him, he still didnt give up.
And when he have gone through so many sub-topic about the topic that we're learning and one of the class said that he/she don't understand and wants him to repeat all over again from the start, still he repeat himself all over again. Very patient, he is.

I guess the problem for him is that, he is kinda not loud when talking to the class-though im not sure, cause the class voice is over-throwing him. Also, when he explains.. it isnt really 'that' well-though i do know what he's talking about la.. Hees.
-Understand what i mean ? Haha.

Some people don't like him and don't want him to be our E. Math teacher. They even talk bad about him. *sigh*.
I find it soo sad that people dislikes him.
Doesnt they know that "Not everyone is born to be a teacher".
They even criticised him on his thin appearance and clothes. "Not everyone is perfect, okiee!"

Im not sure if me being nice to him is because i sympathise him. I don't think so even if it is i would say 'a bit' only.
I'm more to respecting him than pitying him. Hees.
When he teaches, ive been very supportive. And being friendly with him. Haha.
Im proud of what i did. ~Weee. ((:

-Tuesday, 4 Sept.
Wanted to go to school to study.. But i was happily sleeping -.-
Did nothing much and didnt study. Pfft.

-Wednesday, 5 Sept.
Had Chemistry lesson early in the morning and ended at 9am. Then after that should have Geog lesson but Miss Shawa didnt come. Then had A. Math lesson at 2pm.

During 9am to 2pm about 4 hours waiting for A. Math, well.. it was awesome-kinda.
Spend time with Alger and Leon eating Tom Yam in the canteen. Talk talk and laugh laugh. Then Leon wanna go home. And I wanna go to School library to study or rather do A. Math hw. Haha. We went our separate way.

In the library, while i was sitting down and doing my work, coincidentally..
Alger came inside the library. And i tegur him. "Hi Alger!"
He was like shocked to see me. Lols. Then came in Christpher, also my classmate.
Ohh in the library, at one point in time, i played Alger's DS. Haha. Played racing car. -.- I was BAD in it. Blueks. :D

Then 12.30 had to leave the library as lunch time period. Head down to canteen. We three.. talk, joke and sabo-ed. Err.. and Christopher wanted Alger to belanja me and Christopher food due to the "trauma" we accounted in the library. Haha. He didnt zipped his flyers and Chrisopher jokingly said "You even hinted to us that it was open -.-". haha kental. Lols.
While we laugh, Christopher's face was red! hehe.
Ohh and one of those two guys friend came to the table we're sitting and accidentally touch something. We three were laughing at him la. Then he even smelled it. GAHHH! Stupid. Its bird shit. -.-.

Seriously, that day, was really funny. Its rarely that i got to laugh out loud. Hah!
Went to library back and off we went to A. Math lesson.

Thursday-Friday, 6/7 September.
Well.. its in the morning actually, i should say that it was on a Friday morning..
About 1+am.
My parents are going to Haji/Umrah(i forgot which one. hees.) I think Haji. They'll go Haji during the Ramadhan period until 2 days after Shawal.

I told mum, "Apalah bonda. Bonda pergi masih important time of Asyura nyer life tau! Selalu macam gini. Masih Asyura ambil PSLE bonda pun takda. Streaming exam pun takda. This year kan Asyura ambil O Level Melayu.. Abeh bonda takda. Hmmph"-Something like that i said to her.
What im trying to say is that, during the most important event or can say exam.. My parents are not at home with us.
Cause for me i kinda feel the lost .. Because the rumah macam tak teratur and furthermore im having O Level(which to me as ive mentioned before is a big deal). So yea.. faham faham aje lah.

My mum replied "Ehh.. ingat bonda pergi sana suke-suke aje? Bonda pergi sana jugak untuk doa kepada Allah untuk Asyura tau juga."
When she said that, i felt happy and felt like crying. *Air mataku mula bergenang.*
She cares. Oh my god!

I replied "Okiee.. kalau gitu. Bonda doakan Asyura. Mudah-mudahan Asyura dapat A1 okiee bonda. Ingat tau ma.. doakan Asyura untuk dapat A1 nyer O level peperiksaan." ((:

Mum "Amin."
hees. Im glad.
Semoga Allah kabulkan ye. (;

Sheeshh.. while writing about this incident.. makes me feel teary-eyed uh.
hehh.

So today, 9 Sept.
I went to Tampines Library. Read a book till it finished and then started on with my studies. I started studying like about 4pm till 8.45pm. If im not wrong. Hehh. When home at night lah.

I find it very cool and enjoyable to be going home in the night, Its like.. Im being free. Lols.
Well.. i dont really have opportunities to be going out and coming back home at night-not that my parents doesnt allow.
Its just that, i always wear tudung when i go out-tudung is not an issue in here- and i find it hard to pray if im outside so thats why i stayed home mostly. But since today i actually, in the first place, thought of wanting to go to school which in the end i decided to go to Tampines Library. And also since i have my period so i enjoy my day 'OFF' lah. Going out..
Know what i mean la. Heees.

After going out of library, i went to Tampines Mall.
Bought stationery and went to look at some books.

I didnt call mum that i'll be coming home at night since i thought that there is no need. About 9.55pm i was walking going home, mum called me. I told her im walking home at that time and will reach home in a few minutes. Surprisingly, she wasnt angry-which i do know that she wouldn't be angry la-at me. She just said... Next time call. Haha. Reach home about 10pm. ((:

Tra.. la.. lala..