8:48 PM Sunday, September 9, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Haha. Yea.. I feel LOVED!

Nahh.. Not boyfriend. Pfft.
After the talk we had.. I know we're okiee. So yea.. Great! ((:
Still we're not talking. -im giving him 'space' remember?, shall not disturb him.-Although i kinda feel like malas want to layan. -__- (im sorriee).
Somehow, deep inside me feels that its bloody stupid/ridiculous if we're a couple but we're not talking. And also the part about me feeling that i DONT know him well andi dont know what to talk during our conversation-if so, its mundane talks. Ahh saddening.
-& i dont know what to do. Im soriee. Im sorriee. Im sorriee. :/

Anyway, not that.
Umm.. Today when to madrasah. As usual i was late again.
Zunairah too. So we went to madrasah together lah.

Umm on the way, Zunairah and me talked with each other.
She said "Wahh.. Dah 2 weeks ah you didnt come huh?". Lols.
I replied "Yaa.. Asal? Miss me? *grins&smiles* haha".
And she just smiled. ~Wee.. (;
I guess it was. Hehe.

This is the thing about madrasah. When i didnt come, they bother to ask why i didnt come and was concerned about me. Thats why i Love going to madrasah-unlike everday school. Hehe.
I feel a different person than i was when in madrasah as if it was the real me and i was alive rather than in everday school. Hees.

Yea.. Cool. (>'.')><('.'<) Hugs*

Umm.. Had tuition today.
Did A.Math on Binomial Theorem.
At first start of the lesson i was focus.. Then near the end i was losing focus.
Did mistakes and Mr Arul said "Whats wrong with you.. Sec 2 work you know.?" Well i didnt expand and times on the term thats why. Anthe binomial theorem the 'factorial' part was a bit confusing.

When lesson finish..
He said to me that i need to put in more affect for my subjects.
And that Math, Science, Geography and for me Malay is a DO-ABLE in achieving 'A'!
Yea.. i understand what he means. Its easy if i try hard enough.

Sometimes, when teacher explain..
Like in Physic, teacher explained eventhough it is in English.. It felt as if he was talking Gibberish. Those English words he use to explain still isnt absorbing into my mind. *Sigh*.

I seriously need to work harder.
Tomorrow is the starting of new school term 4.
And im having Monday blue. Haizz.