11:11 PM Tuesday, September 11, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Berat hati rasanya tiba-tiba. Hmmph.
Im worrying about some stuffs.

Its because i havent make a difference..
Told myself to study... But NOO i didnt.
PROCRASTINATION! )):

Ahh.. i havent do the Malay Karangan! ARGHH.
And A. Math hw to be handed in tomorrow.

It rained while going to school today.
Felt the rain dropping on me. Cool. Haha.
Cause didnt bring umbrella-as if i will.

Im not like some girls who would wait and stay at sheltered place when raining.
I saw them sitting under the block, void deck. Hmmph. Dont know lah what they're doing.
Probably wait for the rain to stop. Hah! Wait for the rain to stop, is like wait for the cow to come home! I should say so. Blueks :D

Anyway, acuh tak acuh.. I pergi sahaja jalan under the rain. HAHAHA.
Nice! ~Wee..

Err well today in MSN at night..
Someone named S.A-wont tell who, confessed to me.

He have a girlfriend now by the way. Anyway, he says that long time ago he wanna stead with me. Hees. (:
Then i ask when..
He said last year.
And then i asked why he wanna stead with me. What was so attractive about me? ..
He replied, because of my personality and my smile! (;
HAHA.

I think he said personality.. or sweet.. or some other else word.

~Wee..
I guess if i do smile, it makes me so much more ceria and manis. Haha.
My smile is awesome when i really do mean it. ((: *WINKS*
I loves my nice smile. Hees.

I think he tertarik with my smile because..
In madrasah i laugh a lot-Because of something funny..
Lalu terukirnya senyuman. (:
Hehe.

Feeling happy. Lols.
Thanks for telling me.
But i have someone else. (;
You'll make a great couple with her. I hope you last long, aite. Hees. (:

People always say "I hope you and him/her last long. (:"
Somehow to me it seems like its the same repeated word said again and again.
But still they ended up breaking. Hmmph.
But only some/segelintir of them, not all ended up being together and married for life. Hees.

I think it is because these people believes in fantasy or perhaps in miracle.
Or its just a sign or blessing or being nice . Hees.

Ohh.. Ohh.. they say they hope you and him/her last long..
But they didnt mean Forever! Hah! *grins*

Thats all for now.
Gotta do my homework and pray.