3:05 PM Tuesday, September 18, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

PFFTT! My partner who always sit beside me during class except for Malay lesson...
IS TOTALLY Annoying.
He makes me feel like a volcano wanting to erupt and spew lava on the Earth floor. >:/
Yea..

I hate and dislikes does insult/bad things he says about me or about other people or something else. The things is, when he says bad things to me or other people etc, it seems to me or sounded to me as if he is insulting.
Ohh.. just keep your god damn mouth shut can? If you dont like something go straight to the person and say what you think of that person.

Sometimes, when he said something bad about me, it sounded like an insult.
A scenario, "You look ugly!"-Not that i care about people telling me im ugly..-
Anyway he says"Ohh, hey can i borrow your pencil?". I'll say "No"-cause he didnt deserved it for what he'd said. Then he asked again.. And i'll reply "No." He asked me summore and says "If you let me borrow your pencil, i wont say youre ugly." I'll reply "No". He kept asking me again and in the end i gave up and let him borrowed. Then he says "You're not ugly. Im just playing saying that you're ugly, Dont take it to heart."
Or sometimes after i let him borrow my things, he'll say " You're ugly." And i give him this irritating lookand he'll go "No lah. No lah. Youre not ugly. You ugly.. Eh.. No.. No.. No.. Youre not ugly". -thats when i was starting to raise my arm and doing an action which is nearly punching him.

Asshole! Its not once, okiee? Its many many times! I feel like slapping him. Gahh.

Things bout him. He's so gross. Like he rubs his mucus on his sleeves, bad breath after he eats. According to Alger.. He picks his food which is inside his teeth and then rubs his shirt. Keep falling sick-which by the way will spread to me- for example he have a cold/flu and i'll get it if my anti-bodies is low. Sleep in class and his table is always not tidy and is always filled with stationary as well as his file which is thick-not unfiled-I dont really care about this. Have sweaty palm-which went it sweats and he was writing with ink pen so the ink smudge to the paper-Though i dont really care about this since its his paper not mine.-By the way, be civilized more can? My partner last year have sweaty palm and she have initiative to take a tissue and put it underneath her palm so as not to smudge*roll eyes*. Ohh when he cough or let out a big sniff like "Coughh coughh!"/"HA..HAACHUMMM!", do you know what happen? The saliva that flows from his mouth fly to me. Why? Cause he didnt do it on the other side of him, (as in on his right side) or cover his mouth. Then when he have a running nose .. he would "sniff.. sniff"(as in suck it) then after that.. There would be sound coming from his nose -.-" Gross. Then when during recess, i was doing my own work and hearing my mp3.. After he came back from canteen.. He would smack my table real hard and the table going "Banggg.." as if wanting to shocked or scare me-When this happen i would say.. "Dont do that lah..", "Dont disturb me lah..", "Go away lah.." and under my breath i would say "Stupid/bodohnyer lelaki/kurangajar/Aku sepak muka dia baru tau..etc". Bloody hell.

I dislike seeing his untidy table and then sometimes when during Malay i came back to class i find him sitting on my chair and seeing his table messy filled with files thats why he sat in my place-though i dont really care/mind about this. I dislike telling/explaining him what teacher is talking about-Cause he is sleeping so its his fault. I dislikes him copying my notes/papers-unless he didnt come then i'll give. I dislike him insulting me and others. I hate his sarcasm-which actually to me seems like an insult! I dislikes letting him borrows my stuffs like correction tape-correction tape to me is very expensive so i dont like people using it-Though i know i always borrows/takes from people-Hahh Kedekut.

And i would be thinking, if only i had known his character since before..
I WOULD NOT EVER EVER let him sit beside me.
By the way.. It was term 3.. And that time he was sitting the next row and table just next to mine. And we were talking. Since i was sitting alone, there wasnt anyone beside me and i was thinking of a company/partner if i want to have or not since Nadiah is sitting beside Syahindah. So i say to him, "If there's no one sitting beside as in when the rest of the people already come and no one sitting beside me you can sit beside me ah.." Then his eyes shone bright and he mistook my saying. And then quickly he sat beside me. So i thought that this time im gonna have a great partner.
But NOOOO! i WAS WRONG. It turns out he was the worst partner ever i have sitted with! SHIT SHIT SHIT!

Sometimes when im not satisfied with him, I'll slap his back to wake him up when he was sleeping-so thats an excuse to beat him up. Also to slap him(his back), sometimes real hard, because later he wont understand what teacher is talking and will ask me stupid questions on what teacher is saying. Or sometimes when we're talking, he 'jokingly' says bad things to me, which sounded to me like an insult.. I'll slap him or beat him or pinch him!! Muahaha :D
Biar rasa sakitnya.

Today during chemistry lesson. Mr Nazrul came into class and teacher was standing right infront waiting for the class to greet him. I was lying on my bag and have already taken out the worksheet teacher told to take out. Then he, the person who is sitting next to me told me to wake up. I didnt stand because the class isnt ready to stand and greet. I know lah what im doing. Dont need to tell me what to do. Though i think he means well. Anyway, we greet. Then later i lay on my bag when Mr Nazrul was talking about some unimportant stuffs. And That bloody guy irritates me by pushing his pen button up and down, up and down making a sound near my ears. Then i got irritated hence i went to pinched his arm! "Hahh! Padan muka. Biar rasa sakit!"-bisik hatiku lagi. Hmmph.

Ohh and today he says to me. About how we dont really get well along with each other. -well sometimes only. And he says "Can we talk ?" I replied "Talk what?" He says "Just talk.. talk like normal.." We did talk like normal conversation! That depends on what topics we're talking/discussing. Anyway, in my heart.. i say "Go away la.. I wanna read my story book 'Uglies' Dont disturb me." Hmmph. Anyway, I just brushed him away and say "I wanna read my book . Dont disturb la..". Hehh.

Alright, the good thing of sitting with him is that..
He have many ideas to contribute when doing projects.
If he sit beside me i can ask him what teacher was saying when i dont pay attention.
I can copy his work. He'll bring correction tape, puncture and staples which i borrows from him.
What else ?? A person/company to talk to.

But somehow i feel.. I dont need any partner also can. I can survive. Pandai pandai lah. Hmmph.
Well yea.. thats my rant about him. About Chang Xiang. Bloody asshole. Though somehow benefits to me too. ('_^)

Yea.. I know sometimes i can be bad, selfish, sarcastic and bad mood etc.
But sometimes condition force me to be that!
And I'm Sorry if i were to hurt people's feeling.
-anyway, i maafkan dia. Cuma kadang-kadang tak tahan dengan karenah dia! Pfft.
Ohh and i know talking or writing about someone is bad/mean.. Soriee. Im letting out my frustration here. *roll eyes*.

School was normal today. The same, bloody boring thing.
By the way, Had 5 periods free. Teachers didnt come. HAHA.
Did my own things. I did A.Math mostly, revision, the one Mr Arul gave me.

Anyway, on the way to bus stop ..
Leon was beside me and ask.."You going home ah?"
Then i said "Ya."
He replied "I know you're going to study your geog to get a1 right?"
Then i answered "No. A. Math!"
His expression "Whoa.." And he walked away.
I guess i said 'A.Math' leaves him speechless. Haha. Cool. (;

I need to do homework.
& I need to STUDY and REVISE!

One more week to EXAMS.
And a few more weeks to O Level Malay exam.
Ohh crap!~