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8:38 PM Wednesday, September 19, 2007 back to top?

30th, bila hati berbicara.
Dear Diary,

Umm.. I didnt realized that there was someone who tagged on my board.
I wonder how the person knows my blog -.-
Anyway, i've looked at the blog the person gave me.
Yeah.. Cool. I can now asked question about A.Math, E.Math and Chemistry to someone if i didnt know. (;
url : http://askalwayslovely.blogspot.com/
email : askalwayslovely@gmail.com
Okiee Great.

Anyway..
Umm.. The things which was significant for me today was...
A SMILE! (:
Yup yup.

Well.. I was walking to the bus stop, the bus stop which goes to Bedok or Tampines.
I saw this guy a few distance away from me who looks kinda familiar. It was Syed Uzair. Hehh. Well he was sitting down. I wanna sit down on the bench so i walk toward and pass infront of him. As walking, we both look each other and i smiled at him and he too smiled at me back. (: HAHA. Yea.. That was it. And then we talk for a while. Just asking why we're here and about study hour finish already or not. Thats all. Me and him, we dont really talk much. We'd just acknowledge each other. So yea.. It good lah that this happen. Pfft-You know why.

Alright, to people 'a smile' may seems nothing to them.
But to me, it meant a lot more. Hees.
I like the fact that i smiled at the person first or the person smiled at me first...
It somehow gives me this joyful feeling inside of me. Yup yup. ((:
Like fireworks exploding in the sky creating very beautiful shapes and patterns.

An expression;
"Diukirnya senyuman menandakan mulanya sebuah persahabatan" ((;
Hees. Something like that.

Ohh, when going home from HMT, I thought of wanting to take bus 14, cause i dont wanna take bus 229 as the bus 229 travels so long and i dont feel like going to Bedok library or Bedok Interchange. So whats the point of taking 229 if i dont wanna go Bedok Interchange.

Anyway, 229 came first. And i saw that my HMT clasmates was taking the bus 229. While they were boarding up the bus, i was standing still hoping for bus 14 to come.

Then Imran walked pass me.
He asked "Tak naik?"
Me "Tak. Tunggu bus 14 ah.. Kau?"
He "Naik. Tunggu bus 14 lambat sey. Jom naik..?"
Me nodding and says"Hmmph. Okiee."
Yea.. And I gave him a smile lah.

Then the stupid part happens.
Well since Imran was infront of me walking up the bus and im behind him, he found this empty seat and i wanna sit there which he'd already taken. I didnt realized or see my surrounding as the first thing im in the bus was to sit down on the chair.
Well Imran had sat down already. And then got this girl who had just sit infront of Imran's chair.
Then another girl was trying to go sit with the girl. And we both we're like: Im going to sit she also was soing to sit. When i back off then she back off. So i was like moving right and left right and left and i saw that Imran was sitting alone so i thought of wanting to sit beside him lah.
Then when i nearing him, he said something like .."Situ ada tempat" or "Duduk kat lain/sana"-something like that.
So i turned my head facing behind and saw that there is an empty seat. Without further a due, i quickly sit down.

When i was sitting down, i started to think what the heck happen to me. Like why did i suddenly wanna sit with him. And about the girl and how i reacted. How i reacted like a dork -_- Pfft.
I wanna sit infront cannot sit behind also cannot. So its like im totally paisey lah.
A thought cross my mind, Nasib baik Asyura tak turn belakang nanti dia orang mungkin nampak incident tadi. Hehh.

Also, it was kinda stupid of me without thinking much thought of siting beside him. Hmmph.
I guess it was because i wanna sit really badly and i dont care with whom. So yeah.. Thats why.
Then yang kena paisey ialah kena halau oleh Imran. Well kind of. Pfft.
Should have known, not to sit beside him. Hahh!
Lame-o. -_____-"

Ohh, then got this old auntie sat beside me. Then in the bus, guess what she do ?
She pick her nose. Damn it. *roll eyes*

By the way, bought this karangan yang ditulis oleh pelajar sekolah Temasek yang cikgu Sahriana kata kalau nak beli kena bayar. Its a komplikasi of karangan yang terbaik. So I belilah. Who knows, it'll help me in my karangan or memperluaskan Bahasa saya.

Yeah so thats interesting about today. -.-"

Ohh, yesterday i kena marah oleh ibu bapa. Then dad lecture he said about hormat ibu bapa. Kerana kita tidak tahu bila mereka akan tinggalkan dunia ini. Anyway, since my mum and dad are going to Arab on 27 September, i guess thats why dad says it.
Moving on, i talk back to him saying" Asal Ayahanda cakap ni.. Setiap orang akan mati ape.."etc.
Then he said, "Bapak ayahanda sudah meninggal dunia ini. I feel regret you know. Regret! I feel i could have done much more better when he is still here."-something like that.

Dum.. di dum.. di dum..

An idea flashed my mind.
"Ehh... ini cerita ni boleh dijadikan sebagai karangan yang Asyura buat itu hari. Tentang 'Peristiwa yang menyayat hati kamu' ".

Well.. I would start with Tasbih yang sedang dilaungkan pada Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
Seorang perempuan sedang menangis kerana kesal tidak dapat mohon maaf daripada ayahnya yang telah meninggal dunia di Arab semasa menunaikan Umrah. Dia kesal kerana telah berikap biadap terhadapnya... Tetapi sekarang tidak boleh. Kerana dia sudah tiada di alam fana ini. Cuma dapat dia menolong ayahnya ialah dengan membacakan dan mensedekahkan ayat-ayat Al-Quran yang dibacanya kepada ayahnya. (:
Tra.. La.. La..

Macam mana, bagus kan ? Haha. Yea.. I should write about this rather than what i wrote about in the karangan i wrote. Lols.
Good Idea! Hehe.
I like a story which starts with describing about background and then focus on the character and then plunged to the story line, etc. ((:

Cool.
Its night now. Lols.
And i still need to do homework. Which by the way, yesterday free time, i didnt spent my time wisley. Damn it. :/

Ps:
~`Hati berbicara, tetapi tidak diungkapkan. ♥
Hahs. I thought of that phrase myself. Deep right ?
Hees. I thought so too. (:

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