1:47 PM Friday, September 28, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Had my English and Malay exams Paper 1.

For English.. PFFFTTT *roll eyes*
Damn it. I wasted time writing the speech.
Then the essay.. Was only 2 pages. -_-
There wasnt enough time left. Hur hur.
Gahhh...
Please, please.. I hope i PASS English.

For English end of year exam, I hope i can get at least a B3.
*encouraging smile* (:

Then for the Malay Paper 1 today...

Well.. I think i did GREAT!?
I think so. Haha.

I could write well. There was enough time.
Maybe if there were some parts wrong.. It will be my Bahasa. Hehhh.
Great great.
I hope i can get like about 45. Pleaseeee...
*hopeful* ^^

If i were to do great in this malay paper, this means that im okiee and quite ready for Malay O level.
Hehhhs.

Anyway, at first, im not sure whether want to take the Malay paper or not.
Part of me felt like im too tired to think and to be creative due to English exam the paper before Malay.

Still.. In the end, I decided to take the paper.
As i'll just take the Malay Paper 1 for FUN!
Let me repeat that.. : FOR FUN -__-

Yea...
I know its not counted inside my report book as i did already mine. Meaning i did it during HMT, as the HMT marks counted for in my report book and not the one im taking.
Anyway, it'll be, the one im taking as a gage for me. Hees.

Ohh.. Im still confuse about Malay. No not Malay.. Just the part about me taking HMT.
Cause the rest of my friends who takes HMT, did not take the Malay paper today. Which they dont NEED to.
But Nadiah and me took. Haha. Extra.

Actually those taking HMT, everytime during Malay time, they will go to the school library. I dont know why they have to go there instead of joining with the rest of their class..

When Nadiah and me take HMT, we were told by Cikgu Nor to still stay inside her class..
As she want to expose us to our Malay. -I guess she knew our bahasa is quite weak. Hahs.
Im glad she let us inside her class.

Then during Mid-Year, she still says that we continue doing our Malay Mid-Year paper.
So yeahh.. Thats why we did the Malay paper today.

Talk about Cikgu Nor...
Well, she is a teacher and i respect her.
Well.. Sometimes i dont think her lessons are great. Like its no use as we dont really learn a thing. We all would just be doing what she wants us to do such as doing kefahaman, latihan and berbual masa.
-I think the berbual masa is so that we can talk more in Malay, increase our Malay language speaking. Which is a good thing.

Compared to Cigku Nurul..
Who taught us before.. Cikgu Nurul is much much better than her.
In Cikgu Nurul class, its fun and i learn new things. And there is no feeling of left out which sometimes i felt duringg Cikgu Nor's class.

Amelina agrees with me that she isnt a great teacher and that she prefers Cikgu Nurul more than her. She also says that she doesnt really like Cikgu Nor.
But me..
Well.. Im okiee with Cikgu Nor now.

At first i dont really like her but time passes by..
And somehow i get what she mean of what she is doing to us.
Like doing Malay wb, kefahaman and ten year series...
It DOES help in my Malay. Hees.
Anyway, thanks to her.. I got to go to HMT!!!
*Terima kasih Cikgu.

But sometimes with Cikgu Nor i find her as if she's faking it and really dont care about us-Me and Nadiah, though i dont know about Nadiah.
Though probably its just my mind which is imagining things and getting that feeling of being brushed away. Hehhs.

Whatever it is.. I dont really take to heart.
She is okiee. Its just that, i find Cikgu Nurul more better. Hehh. Maaf ye?
There is no hard feelings of me towards Cik Nor. I like her.. okiee okiee la.

All I want to do is to IMPRESS Cikgu Nor by getting an A1 for my MALAY O LEVEL.
I have promised her that im going to get an 'A'
& I Dont Wanna Dissapoint Her. (:
as well as i dont wanna dissapoint myself.

Cikgu Nor, saya harap awak akan berpuas hati dan gembira jika saya dapat distinction.
This is all because of you that i wanna and have to get an 'A' for Malay O Level.
Insyaallah. ((;

By the way, yesterday was 27 September.
Happy 1 year and i dont know how many months plus we've been together, Dear.
Hees. -It seems that im not excited about this.
Hahh! In fact, I am not excited about it. *roll eyes*

Today is Friday, Tomorrow is Saturday.
I love weekends.
And i seriously need to study. No more playing around and delaying my work.