3:18 PM Monday, November 26, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Im going out tomorrow with my Kakak. Wees. Lols.
Well.. I was thinking of wanting to change to new hairstyle.
I wanna change so bad. Haha.

Honestly, i do fear of my hair being cut.
From previous experiences.. Everytime my hair is cut.. It would be even more worst as in I dont like it or nothing have change. -_-
Or at first, I will be.. Ohh okiee this is nice but then later on.. Ahh not nicelah.

I wanna go to a hair salon shop whereby the person who cuts my hair is a real professional.
Who knows whats good for my face and what kind of hairstyle should it be. Hees.
Im debating whether im gonna go Bugis or Novena Square-if im not wrong-should i go. Hmm.

Then the next day, on a Wednesday.. Im having N.E. I dont know for what event sey we're having. Haha.
Yan Xi says got to do with the MDAS. The last time i heard from Chang Xiang was we're going to the Zoo. -_- Proabably going to the Zoo with the MDAS people?
Hmm..

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Funny how my $50 which i kept inside my box is isnt there. -__-
From what i last remember...
Ive remembered i had TWO fifty dollars note.
Then i know i use one of it to buy Herani's bag.
Then the other note i think i use it to buy present.

Alright anyway, I left with little money sey.
What the heck did i buy until little left? =___="
Hmm.. Okiee.

Anyway, im thinking of working to get more money. Lols.
Ive once told mum.. That im wanna/thinking of working.
Then she says, Okiee Work for me. I want you go Sikar baju. One baju Fifty cent! Ehh its worth it tau -__-"
Lols.

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Anyway, Mum says that im sombong. -__-
She said that yesterday.
I dont think that sombong is the right word.
Alright why?
The picture is, Mr Arul, my tuition teacher are now teaching my cousins that Fatin and Intan.
Well, im like.. Argghh I dont want him to teach them. Biarkan dia orang pegi cari tuition teacher lain lah!
How does Mak Su knows about him?
Ini semua my mum lah.. Gi bilang maksu how mr arul dapat improve markah Hakim dari low to high. And about the tuition fees-Which, im/family are not supposed to tell anyone how much is it lah. Mulut tak tau diam. Mum says, mum lupa tu pasal terbilang. Pfft. >:(
Alright, alright.. So why im not really happy that he's teaching them?
Cause i dont wanna share him with them. -__- Yea, yea, i know they're different level from me.
Hmm.. Maybe its also because of my dislikes feelings towards them.
Cause you see.. They are very bermuka-muka(two-faced).
After that misunderstanding between us.. After i apologize to them, we baik semulalah. Tetapi mereka masih tak suka me. From what i heard from Nurul, adik mereka yang paling baik to me and that i like Nurul.. Nurul says, from last time mereka tak suka me. Depan-depan baik. Tapi belakang they bitch about me. Wtf.
Haizz.. Entah lah eh.

I guess i have to let this feeling go. Ive just have to surrender-Hahs! Like i always do.
I gotta think about others. Though i dont wanna think of those two two-faced bitch feelings.. Im thinking of other person feeling, yup Mr Arul. I mean cause he wanna have a few more students cause got income*$kaching$* coming what. Hmm.

Pfft. Aku hanya boleh pasrah dan relakannya sahaja. *roll eyes*.
Anyway, Sombong is not the right word. Its Selfish kan?
But then to contradict selfish... Dia pun ada teach student lain, so what for to be selfish with the other students. Its not about the other students, its about them-for which personally they dont deserve him- Okiee?

If you say whether i hate them or not? Well.. My feelings to them, is.. OHH WHATEVER.
I dont really care about them.
Aku bukan tak suka mereka cuma terkilan dengan sikap mereka.