10:39 PM Tuesday, December 25, 2007 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Hmm... Nothing much though. haha.
Err.. I Shall post this umm questions and answer thing.
Its kinda like survey starting with letter A to Z.

Well.. What to do? Later my blog very boring. -__-
Haha. :D

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Here goes ;;

A - About You
`I don’t really know how to describe myself. Haha. Hmm…
Im shy with new people;cant seem to meet their gaze. Haha.
I don’t wanna have negative feelings or thoughts towards people. I’ll dismiss that thought if I have though-try to. Haha.
I can’t fake a smile. Its not because I don’t want to, its just that it doesn’t seem so realistic. Lols.
I shall always cherish my loved ones.
B - Best Friends
`Nadiah. Herani. Zunairah.
And perhaps others whom I have not yet realised. Hees.
C - Craving
`Famous Amos Cookies. Fluorescence (;
D - Delusional
`Whenever I felt like running away from things or just want a happy ending, I’ll be going to fantasy. ((: Hees.
E - Exploration
`Im adventurous. Lols.
Finding Ariel-Peterpan-in friendster. Haha. Wees (:
Hmm… seeing nature, people and crossroads in another angle.
F - Favourite Band
`Peterpan ((:
G - Good Byee. Helloo.
`Good Bye to you. Good bye to everything that I knew-Michelle Branch;Goodbye To You.
You are the one the one that lies close to me. Whispers Helloo, I MISS YOU quite terribly. T.T - Hellogoodbye;Here In Your Arms.
H - Hideout
`A place where green patches grow and beautiful flowers blossom. ((:
Can i??
I - Infatuation
`Hmm… So over it. Shhhh.. :D
-lameo -.-
J - Jump
`Hehe. Yea... Jump higher! With me please?
K - Kindergarten
`Hmm... I still remember that day. I forgot how it goes, probably I was fighting with a friend-which I don’t think that its my fault.
Anyway as punishment, the teacher locked me inside the toilet! O.O -really, no kidding. And that girl, I don’t think she was punished. >:(
Well, inside the toilet there’s nothing much. Just the toilet bowl and the sink etc. ohh and its not smelly lah!
So while I was in there I went to stand up at the closed lid of the bowl. I think I was crying and shouting to get out as well as thinking of how to escape the toilet for which is by climbing over the door to get out. -_-' hahs.
Darn, I dislike my kindergarten days. Ohh wells, thankfully I graduated. And I don’t want and am not looking back to the past. Hees. Moving forward (;.
L - Longest Ride
`Can’t remember. But I like long long rides. Its fun and exciting to see the world outside the window. Hehe. (;
M – Many Wishlist
`1) To get an A for O Level Malay. Hehe. Yea, im desperate. T.T
2) For my O level to get points like Someone. :D
3) As promised will be a hardworking student for 2008. No malas malas. Haha.
4) For hubunganku dengan kawan-kawan, cousins and families to be even more closer than before.
5) Lastly, no disappointment to happen. I don’t want to disappoint anyone as well as myself. Hees. ((;
-Got many many lah.
N - Nightmare
`The last time was about being chased.
I don’t know by who though. But it was kinda scary.
And I don’t know why, but I kept on running and running in that dream/nightmare.
Ohh, i was running at this flat. And i wanted to go to Herani's house because she lives there. So that i wont be alone.
Anyway, i kept on running and searching for Herani's house still i couldnt find her house.
*Poof* But! When i wake up back to reality. I realised something.
I realised why i couldnt find Herani's house. Because inside my dream, the flat block number was 115 next to my block 116-i also dunnoe why i didnt run to my house.
While Herani's house is NOT 115. Her house is one-zero-something (i forgot).
Yea, no wonder i couldnt fine Herani. Hees.
Weird. Its funny how in dreams or nightmares we couldnt control how that dream/nightmare goes. lols.
O - On the way
`On the way down, I saw you. And you save me from myself. And I won’t forget the way you loved me. On the way down, I almost fell right through. But I, held on to you...
-Ryan Cabrera;On the way down. *thinking of someone. ((:
P - Phobias
`Being left out and all alone either when in crowds.
People impression of me;dislikeness. Etc.
Q - Favourite Quote
`Life is like a flower.
It blooms beautifully when it receives sunlight, water and fertiliser.
But it withers if it doesn’t receive these basic things. ((:
-asyura.
R - Reason To Smile
`Is a reason to live. (:
S - Song You Last Heard
`The police – Every breath you take.
I just like the chorus. Hees.
Every breath you take.
Every move you meake.
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I’ll be watching you. (:
T - Time You Woke Up
`Around 9.30am today. Went to laut. Hehe. Was alright and quite fun. :D
And Im happy for something;persahabatanku dengan mereka. ((:
Wees.
U - Unknown Fact About Me
`Let it just be unknown. (:
V - Very nice
`Very nice weather. I shower and played in the rain today. Haha. But the rain stop a few minutes later. T.T
W - Worst Day
`Hmm.. I forgot. Or is it I don’t know or I cant decide. Haha.
I’ll always try to forget about worst stuff that happened.
Don’t wanna the memory to keep following me. Hees.
X - X-Rays You've Had
`A few times in the past years. But now, no more-I hope.
Check backbone lah. -.-'
Y - Your Shout Out
` Im being gay, how about you? :D
-Gay means happy. Happy happy person. Hahaha.
Dear, I love you. :)
Z - Zodiac Sign
`Aries.
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Hees. I shall end here.
Nites. (: