8:32 PM Wednesday, January 16, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

I find it pretty interesting and amusing about people's gesture. Hoho.
Do you know the phrase "Ladies come first" ? Haha. Its quite true though :D
An example:
You know bus stairs? The second deck?
Anyway, a girl and a guy both wanted to go down the bus staircase. But only one person could go at a time.
So both look at each other, wondering who to go first.
In the end the guy backs off and let the girl go first. Hees~
See? Cute isnt it?. Haha. - For me la...

Like what Cikgu Shariana kata, "Tahun baru, azam baru dan semangat baru".
I did my karangan dengan PENUH semangat dan prihatin-which i passed up the work today. HAHAHA :D
The questions is a KILLER sey! I choosed a question which i found quite easy to me though.
Qn: Peranan guru tidak boleh ditukar ganti dengan buku ataupun teknologi maklumat. Bincangkan.
Hmm.. At first i seriously takda idea. Nasib cikgu ada bincang/beri kepada kita isu-isu mengenainya. Haha.
The thing which i find interesting about karangan adalah CABARANNYA! Haha.
Guess what? You HAVE to at least have 4 points supporting/writing your agreement and 3 points supporting/writing the disagreement.
Whoa... Thats a total of 7 POINTS you have to think.
And also, ive just found out about this on how to write a karangan for HMT last week on a Monday. -__-

Then today HMT, we had Peribahasa test. HOHO I tak belajar. X.X
Haha. Mungkin tak akan mati/gagal uh. Insyaallah. Ada beberapa yang Asyura tahu jugaklah.
Kalau tak tau main HANTAM aje.. Haha. (;
After that, kena but karangan Bahagian A-tulis sepucuk surat/dialog.
I did the surat part. Haha.
So i found out, kalau surat, kena tulis 2 sebab dan 3 saranan.

And im like..OMGG? So this is it? The standard?
Ohh woww! :O

Moral of the story is:
Woww... I managed to do HML paper 1.
Walaupun Asyura ada merungut-rungut tapi akhirnya saya ada buat. Huahuahua :DD

Anyway, HMT today, im sitting in a group with Jeehan(sp?), Haryani and Faiq.
Itu Jeehan dengan Faiq selalu gaduh dan memperkatakan satu sama lain.

Cikgu pun naik bosan dengan perangai mereka.
Abeh cikgu kata to me, "Asyura. Awak boleh tolong saya tak..? Boleh ke awak jadi orang yang tengah iaitu orang yang pendamai dalam pergaduhan antara Jeehan dan Faiq."-Something like that.
I ingat apa lah yang Cikgu Shariana nak katakan. Rupa-rupanya itu. -.-
Abeh, Faiq menyampuk, "A'ah. Dia kan sekolah Damai. Budak DAMAI!" Hahaha. Funny!

I got manyyyy homeworks. And I need to study pretty badly.
Darn it. Everytime that constant nagging comes into my mind.
Im waiting for Jan period to come. Urgghh.. So that i'll be free. Hees.

Anyway, I AM SUPER-DUPER-UBERLY scared of getting my Malay O level result.
I knowww i could have done better. Gahh.
And i knoww that i've always been stressing about this thing for the past few months and more. Hehs.
Im scared of failing. Dissapointment. And heart-breaks. Boohoo. ):
So what shall it be? Crying out my heart out with tears of joy OR with tears of dissapointment.

Diary, everytime in my prayers, I always ask God to give me an A for my Malay O Level.
Let it come true please.
Huhu. I shall have FAITH! (:
-they say, if you ask by faith, it'll come true. (;
hmm.
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Note: DO NOT READ THIS PART!
Skipped this part, since my my post are too long. At which this topic is random stuffs.

1st question that is going round my mind.
Last Monday, while Nadiah and me were taking a bus that goes to Bedok Interchange to eat and later on off to HMT.
We somehow manage to have a new friend/ having a conversation of "Helloo.. Nice to meet you. Intro?"-kind of that type, from a Damaian of course. Those two girls are sec 2s.
Honestly, Im pretty amazed of Nadiah's opinion on them.
She exclaimed that those two are gonna-be-minah soon. Hmm.. And i asked her for evidence.
She replied, that in the bus there was this person who's a bit something wrong for which he talks to himself. Anyway, one of the girl kept staring and looking at him. Which in Nadiah's opinion making the man uneasy and then he went to avoid the girls' stares. And also the way they speak and gestures are gonna be Minah soon.
Hmm... I guess so.
But for me, I dont wanna stereotype them as a Minah or whatsoever. I just think of them as a person, a person whom i met in the bus.
What Nadiah said could be true. Since they say 'body language tells it all'. For which i dont really wanna believe much in this phrase. Hehs.
Now my conscience or perspective on certain things are kinda messy. :/
Im just a person who likes to find the good side of life in a person. Is it wrong of me to think that?-figure out what i mean. (:

2nd question that is going round my mind.
Am i friendly? Or should i rephrased this question.
What is it about me that people are attracted to me. Somehow i do find this weird and funny.
Someone said "You looked pretty today" on a tuesday, yesterday. And i was like.. "Hmm.. Hehhs. -_-"
Dia pun kata, "You think there's a possibility of me falling in love with you?". Lalu dia pun berkata, "Maybe, well, the possibility is maybe.. yes."
OMGGG. *gobsmacked!*

Its ironic.
I've always seen myself as a person who is quiet and does my own thing, maybe introverted or less sociable-well this is true for those who are not closed to me.
Hmmm... Funny/confused when the others-maybe-dont think so. Maybe i just have low self-esteem about it. Hehs.
Alright fine! Pfft.
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Good Nite.
I shall work hard. (: