8:28 PM Sunday, January 27, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Ive onced or should i say a few times before had been questioned,
saying, "Asyura, why you always sleep sleep sleep? So long also..."
Hehhs. And i didnt answer back. Lols.

Reason(s) why?
A) Im tired.
B) I wanna escape into lala-land.
C) Both A & B answers.

Hees. (;

Fact #1:
Everytime when i close my eyes, i cant seem to fall asleep.
My mind would not let me go into sleep mode as i'll be thinking about some stuffs.
Its very very RARE that i'll be able to fall asleep once my head touches the pillow.
So usually when i go to sleep, inside my mind, i'll be making up stories.
Yupp, I'll be making up stories. And without realising it ive fallen to sleep.

Fact #2:
When things gets so heavy, and i need to get away from it, i'll escape to lala-land.
Honestly, when i close my eyes, all the things that have happened, the nagging, my thoughts, all, are shut close.
I wont be thinking and i wont be hearing anything. I'll be at ease.
But sadly, you cant run away from things-which i do know that.
And so, when i opened up my eyes, im awakened by my thoughts.
Yea... you can say im scraping through. Hehs.
I know its bad to be 'escaping' i mean. Still i went through with it and resolved it though. Haha.

OHHH OHHH!
-right now...

Fact #3:
I MISS YOU, DEAR! T.T
awwww.. huhu.