10:03 PM Friday, February 29, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Pheww... Ive just finish watching the whole episode of My Girl. (;
The ending turns out pretty good. Hehehe.

`No one likes a sad ending. ((:
-dont you? i dont like it either.

Life these days have been pretty quite stressful.
Haizzz.. Its okiee though.
Get it over and done with.

Im gonna go library tomorrow. To study. I hope so *cross finger* Hehs.
Hmm.. Maybe i'll be going to Marine Parade or National library.
-not sure which one. :/

Ive left with Core Geog and E.Math common test.
So yea.. Study.

Honestly, ive been hearing someone's nagging most of the time.
And i dont like it. Adding to that, this person is sort of moralising me/irritating me with the person's word.

I dont like it when people FORCE me to do something which i dont want to do or am not ready to do it.
Dont you force me.

I mean, HELLOOO! I know what im doing.
You may remind me. But dont force me to stop what im doing.
Cause you see, i have my own conscience. I did told myself once ive finished doing these thing, i will do that thing.
But still you kept on forcing and pushing me stop what i am doing now. As a result, i have already and did stop it.
But dont you see? The way that youre forcing me to stop what im doing is making me all the more not want to do that thing?
Therefore, its useless. If you didnt force me, there's a very much chance that i will do that thing.
See the scenario?
- you may not understand what im saying. Its okiee though. Im purposefully making it abstract.

Hmmm... Honestly, i dont really know what to blog more on.
Its just that life isnt much interesting now a days.
And somehow, even if it is... At first i would want to blog about it. But once i come infront of the computer, i would rethink if i should/wanna blog about it or not.
As probably i would think the story isnt worth blogging. Yep.

I Miss You, Dear.
Im thinking of you right now.
Im waiting for you to be online right now. But i cant wait too long. Cause I need to go.
Hmm.. Im missing you.

&
I Love You.
-just to let you know that. (;

~`Sarang Hae Yo. Bhassya. -Nice words by the way. (:

I gotta stop doubting. And start believing. Hmm...

By the way...
Today,while going home from school.
I was walking. And i was thinking of happy happy thoughts.
Then suddenly there was someone who said to me something about "Senyum-senyum kenapa ni?"
Then i was like scrutinising my eyes at the person. Like being, Huh? I tengah senyum? -.^
Haha. Lols. I guess its true.
While i was thinking about happy thoughts, without knowing it a smile spread across my face-i guees. (;
Ohh before the person, there was this one Damaian who too smiled at me. -.-??

Good nite, Dear love.