9:50 PM Sunday, April 20, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

RAWWWWRRRR!!!

I cant seem to blog now a days.
Its not because this blog have problem or whatsoever... Its just that...
The past few days/weeks... Everytime i wanna blog, the computer isnt infront of me.
Then when it is infront of me, i just dont have the mood to blog. -___-
Sheessshh.

Things and stuffs had happened the past few days.
Some are joyful, cheerful, melancholy and sad moments. So yea...

Hmmm... Should i write it down here?
Well... Its gonna be a long post.

BEWARE!

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10 April, My Birthday! -obviously ;D
Was really glad that there are a few people who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
And also, some sign off with "WITH LOVE" or "I LOVE YOU!".
Wahhh... i feel so loved. Haha.

I like Raeesah's message. Haha. Very funny.
I shall write it down here.
"Happy birthday! To you! All the love to you darling ashus!
The leader of the malay choir pack! Love you love you love you. Muaks."
Haha. Banyak kau nye leader of the malay choir pack! Lols.-__-"

Im glad you remembered my birthday. HAHA :D
Or else, i would really really be unhappy if you dont remember. Hehe.
But the sad part is, thats not the words which i want to hear/see from you
-im making these complicated, and by the way the words im referring to isnt Happy Birthday another WORDS/PHRASE. :/
Hehh. Its alright though (:

Had Choir that day. My last day in Choir-stepping down already.
Had sort of a farewell gift by the juniors to the seniors. Each one of us seniors received a puzzle with a message by the juniors to that senior. I also received.
For me, i shall say "Thank you for the effort and the rememberance" about that last day of choir.(:
Then when its about time we end choir, the WHOLE CHOIR sang me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG! Haha.
Thank you. Thank you. *beaming brightly.* Lol.

I asked Nurin, how they know its my birthday. And i also pointed out, is it you Nurin?!. Haha. Then she admit yes. Hehe.

Me, Nurin and Syahadah walked out of school to the Bubble Tea shop, our last day together-Too bad Raeesah didnt come. Hmmph.
On the way there, we walked linking our arms together. Haha. Very funny and cute, to me lah. haha. It'll be better if we did take a photo of it, but still without Raeesah its not the same.. You know.. I mean like, us doing the action TOGETHER.

So yea.. Thats what happened.

Ohhh!! I forgot to mention about my ABANG! My brother, Rahman! :D
I pretty much was super duper shocked from him, okiee!
I'll tell you what happened.

I was sleeping in my bed. Then i felt a presence beside me. Someone tap on my arm.
I opened my eyes and i saw that it was my brother.

My Brother said "Nahh.. Happy Birthday" as he gave me these notes which i took it from him.
I said "Thank you!" to him. Later on, he walked away.

When i say NOTE, i mean Money$$. :D
So yea.. My surronding was dark. I took a look at it.
Then i find myself saying, deep inside "Ohh.. okiee. $50 dollars."
This is what my brother always gives during my birthday for around the past 3 years.
At that time, i was thinking that the $50 was what he always gives me, so yea i dont think too much about it...

Few minutes later, i found myself thinking.. "Ehh.. asal ni duit ni macam ada banyak/berat gitu?". This is because, the money is folded.
Then i rub rub the money lah. Haha.
Then i went to open the note, forming into a rectangular shape.

And TAAADAAAAA!!
I found out that there is a TWO $50 notes!
A total of $100 ABANG kasi!! ~~Wohooo! haha.

I swear i was surprised. I didnt knew that he still remembered about the conversation we had in the kitchen. Haha. Wanna know what we're talking about?
That day, while we're eating.. I started out with "Abang.. nanti birthday asyura kasi asyura $92 boleh?".
He replied, "Buat ape/asal?"
Me, "Sebab asyura nak lagi $92 lah untuk beli handphone. The phone cost $392. Abeh asyura cuma ada $300 which ayahanda kasi. So i need another $92. Boleh tak abang kasi? Please.."-i say it sambil senyum-senyum like this *:D*
Then he said.. "Ala.. Tak nak.."
"Huhh? Asal?"
"Sebab asyura jahat..." -_-
Then my muka dah macam beruk. Haha . Dah muka sedih tapi i hide dari terlihat dari abang. *:(( to :]* Hehh.
Then i dah merajuk lah.. In my mind i was thinking, "Tak guna lah mintak dari abang lagi since he said that he dont wanna give. Hmmph :/"

So yea... Imagine my surprise when i found out he gave me a $100! haha.
Wahhh.. Abang baik ah! Haha.
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13 April, Madrasah- a few days after my brithday.
I received a Ferrero Rocher box from Herani, Zunairah and Nadiah.
Its this big box that contains 18 chocolates inside. Haha.
Was surprised when after i came inside the classroom from buying food, i found a box at my chair. Haha. :D

Annisaa too did give me a present!

Thank you. (:
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Last Tuesday, 15 April.
Raeesah's last day in school. She got transfer to another school the next day, which is St Joseph Institution International (SJI). Dont know why she transfer.
She just said that "Its better for me". Haizz..

So ive received the present Raeesah bought for me on that day.
A Princess Diaries Vol 9 book! Haha. Something which i really want-its the last series of the book, okiee. Lols.
But i havent read the book yet as i dont wanna know the ending right now and im busy with things these past few days-concentrate on revsing, exams coming.
Though the temptation is kinda calling me to read it. Haha. (:

Before i met Raeesah, i went to see Nurin. She was looking for me.
The thing that makes me sad was seeing Nurin cry because of Raeesah's leaving.
I didnt know that Nurin can be soo emotional. Heh. That just shows that she's caring and have a heart! Hees~
But its okiee, i understand her.
I mean.. Yea... The THREE of us, Raeesah, Nurin and me have been friends for around 3 years!
We always heve fun together and laugh out loud like nobody's business.
Then when we're going home from choir, its really funny that all of us behaves like crazy and mepek-mepek. Hah.
And not forgetting the mencela-cela things-the bad stuffs/comments- we said about choir and the people there and how we agree on the comment! Haha. ;D

This is what Nurin says "Ehh... apalah Raeesah. Its like we've been together eversince 3 years ago. We were really close. But then suddenly she got to go transfer to another school. Beh aku alone sey. Kau pun sama takda..(she's referring to me, Asyura-cause i step down already)." ):
-i swear it was really touching! Haizz...

Later on we took pictures of the 3 of us. Our last memories...

Its sad.
Both Nurin and me wonders.. Would our friendship still remains the same, now that Raeesah is gone? Hmm.. i dont know. Maybe a bit different?
In my opinion, life have got to move on right? You cant still stay in the past. You got to let go.
But sometimes, although we're far away, it doesnt mean that we would not remember each other right? -gosshhh, i cant explain this part. Its kinda complicated. Hah!

Anyway, we SHALL go out together one day.
We'll bring along the rest of the Malay choir too!
Who cares if people call us racist. HOHOHO. -hmm.. i wonder who was the one who started saying out that its racist? HAHA. (;

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19 April, yesterday.
I went out with Nurin. We went to National Library together to study/revise.
Both of us mostly studied Physic then do a bit of Math.

The irony is that...
Nurin, a triple pure student vs me, Asyura a combine science(Phy & Chem) asked me on about Physic question! haha. -.^
Lols.

So yea... im glad that i can answer her queries. Haha.
Cool, I explain to her the science stuffs. Hoho.

Wanna know something...
Im actually not that good with Physic. HAHA. :D
Hmm... Im that type of student who is 'Boleh tahan/okok' in this subject.
Usually i got around 60%. Haha.

Remember that time, during a holiday, i went out with Adri.
I asked him to tell me how to do and gives me the answers for all the Physic questions hw! Haha.
Thanks to him, ive finished doing all the Physic hw. Laugh out loud.
Blueks :D

I know that i have much much potential to excel. Hehe ;D
If only i could grasp the concept and understand Physic deeply. -__-" Heh heh.

On the way home, Nurin and me walk past the shops inside the shopping mall.
I bought her this Cat keychain for her.
It is as a token of memory for her. My last good bye and thank you to her. Hehe.
Also i know that she loves cat and and also babies-which everytime i would hear her say "Awww.. Dia cuteeee.." O.O haha.
So yea.. Bought that and gave it to her. Its nice lah. Haha. :D

Took pictures on the way home. (;
I send Nurin home. Then walk towards my house. Haha.
It was around 10.30 when Nurin went home.
And I was like very baik hati to her saying... "You want me hantar you straight ke depan pintu rumah you ke pe atau kat sini(lift) aje?" HAHAHA. ;D
Seriously, i have all the time in the world, okiee. Im not that scared coming home late in the night, anyway its not that late. Ive just reached home arount 10.40 around there. Haha.
Anyway, Nurin did asked "Hantar kan aku balik boleh..?" Then i didnt say a word to her. Then few minutes later she tengah menrungut kata she kena balik rumah cepat sebab her dad just called.
So yea... I told her "Okiee lah. I hantar you balik rumah. Jom..."
Then she happy! -.- Haha.

There's a full moon yesterday.
Ohh wait, is it really full? Its somehow according to Nurin, the full moon came out the day before. So now i guess the moon is dissappearing lah. Haha. I cant see stars that night. It wasnt bright. Lols.
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Today, 20 April.
Madrasah was the same as before.

Well today... An interesting thing happened.
Im kinda.. Shy to write out here. Hehh.
Its kinda umm embarrassing.. -i guess. Heh :D

Hehe.. I shall write here. Okiee.
Brace yourself. Lols.

On the way home, in the bus...
Me and Zunairah were walking down the aisle of the bus.
While walking... I noticed a guy-whom i dont know.
Then somehow, that guy really look familiar.
I caught his face while walking, he was sitting down.

In my heart i was saying "Hmm... That guy? Is it him? Really? No it couldnt be. I probably tersalah orang.. Hmm.. But honestly, OMG his face looks like Adri -_^".
Yea yea.

Then me and Zunairah took a seat behind him.
I was like... WTF!! HE LOOKS LIKE HIM LAHHH!! *_*

I told Zu about it.
Then she said.. "Hmm im not sure. I didnt see his face properly. No lah.. Not him lah.."
She add on, "I think right Asyura... I think you really really miss Adri alot until you think that that person looks like him".
HAHAHAHA.
In my mind i was like "Banyak kau nye.. Until you think that that person looks like him. Sheesh*-_-*" lols.

But, one of the things she said was right.
I guess.. I really really really do MISS him a lot.
*sigh* :/

Wahhh sad sad T.T
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Hmm... Shit.
I think pd is coming thats why im thinking of all these emo-emo things. Pfft.
Wondering about this certain stuffs have left me feeling very.....(i dont know) speechless?

Hmm okiee lah.

Till here.
Good nite, Dear love. ;D