10:15 PM Wednesday, April 30, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Grrr....
Ive been making a new blog layout for this blog for hours.
Still.. Its not what i expected it to be.
Sheeshhh. Unsuccessful!
There are some codes which is wrong, that i need to figure out. Hmm...
Maybe one day, i'll continue it again. Hehhs.

Something makes my heart beat faster just now.
But too bad, a few minutes/seconds later its gone.

Maybe its kinda good too.
Cause i would not know what the heck i should or would be doing later on..
-BAKA, Asyura. :/

School today was......?
Hmm.. The same. -_-'

Physic lesson today, Mr Phoa looks sick.
Hmmm.. I feel sad/concerned for him though. Hehh.

I gotta revise my Physic! My physic like crap.
I dont wanna blame it on the teacher though. Its my fault and i do know my weakness.

Asyura, you gotta study like crazy, okiee?
Remember this year resolution? And yesterday event? ((:
-heh. im telling myself that.

So anyway, after Physic was MT lesson.
When its time for the Malay students to go to other class, i watched My Phoa walked by.
-I perhatikan dia.
He was walking like wanting to faint like that. Like very slow and kinda walking as if he is in dizziness. Ohh, and he was carrying his bag too.

Dont know why, but then hati mula tergerak hendak buat sesuatu. Hehh.
-Maybe i was feeling sad for him. Or probably im a person who is just compassionate. Haha.

So yea.. I approached Mr Phoa.
Then ask him, "Teacher, are you ok?"
Then he said, "Been feeling sick for the past few days..."
-atcually, im kinda like surprised when he said that straighforwardly.
Cause you know people.. Who always says that theyre fine when theyre not.
Out of nowhere, i said to him.. "Ohh.. Let me help you carry your bag.."
Then he was like, "Ah... Really?"
Me, "Ya."
He replied, "Ohh ok then."

Haha. So we walk together to the staff room.
On the way, we talk some stuffs.
Mostly, it was me who open up the question. Haha.
Like, the library book he was holding-this library book have been lying in our class for god know how many months. Yet no one is bothered to help return it back.
Then he said that he's gonna return it back to the library, since his house is near a library.
Then i asked him where he lived. He told me that he lived in Marine Parade. Haha.
-I onced saw him before at MP library. But if im not wrong, at that time, i wasnt his student and he dont know me. Hees.

Im a curious person you know...
So i went to asked him "Cher, are you married?"
-_________-" hahahahahaha.
He answered, "No."
"Then your age, eh?"
"Hmm.. 33".

Haha. Surprised?
You readers were actually thinking that i have a crush on him right? hahaha.
Soo no no no. :D

Reached staff room already. Said "Byee".
Then off i went to MT class.

Stupid people! Grr.. He's actually nice and funny as wells as quite a good teacher.
Its just that people took him for granted. And started pointing finger at him-i mean blaming him- for the things they dont understand about the subject.
Ive been watching them okiee. They were talking among themselves and obviously their body language were'nt interested in listening to him.
I can totally relate to how he's feeling about it. Hehh.

-i wont tell anyone that he's married. Hehh.-got lah why...
also there's the part when i talk to him about him did taught VJC before.. For which i didnt probe on that matter much. Hehh.
Its funny how he said that those people, very slack one and do things last minute.. -__-"

Ohh.. Somehow.. Sometimes...
Ive been feeling that i kind of hate it here. Its really annoying, the noise. Pfft.
Escape.. Runaway. Hah! *roll eyes*

An example, last Sunday...
After that incident.. I was kind of feeling that i cant take it staying here.
Its demoralising me.
Felt as if as if i want to be far far way from here.
So yea.. I went out of here to a place. Hehh.
-I do good stuffs there, you idiots. Hahs!
Wont tell what.

Oh hey.. I think ive probably find my secret/bestest place to hide. Haha. ;D

Ahh.. I miss you, Adri. )):
ILY. ♥

~`Kau bagaikan pelangi yang hadir selepas hujan turun suram. ((:
Hehe.

Good nite, Dear Love.