11:59 PM Sunday, May 18, 2008 back to top?

• Dear Diary,

Today was actually good. HAHA. It was better. Hehs xD
-well, sort off.

So anyway, there's madrasah's exam today.
Honestly saying, Madrasah's exams was A PIECE OF CAKE! :DD
Hahaha. Yea yea.. Can do.
Norashid's in class kecoh lah oi! Haha. -Kept asking for answers.
Also people cheat cheat :P Blueks. Hehehe.

Hmm.. Eh!
I miss those times when we madrasah's friends were in Sec 2!!
Awww... We were more united and had fun, dont we? Haha.

So anyway, i was wondering...
About the sentence which i wrote, "madrasah's exams was a piece of cake!!"
Hmm... there's a few possibilities for this to happen.

Firstly, I did study.
Secondly, My good luck charm is pretty good. haha
Thirdly, Madrasah's exams is always easy.
And Fourthly, I have a high expectation in scoring the exams really well as well as im mentally prepared for it. Like psycho-ing myself to not give up.

Hmmm.. The 4th option to me is the number one reason for that sentence. And because of the 1st option, i was already and totally prepared to take it.
Cause you see... The past few weeks, for me my self-esteem was quite low. Hehhs.
However, on the contrary, school's exams is hard and i studied last minute. Hmm.. -.-'

Okiee. Shoots. This doesnt have anything related right? haha. Well, quite lah. Cant seem to find a conclusion here. Hahs.

So anyway, yesterday was Zunairah and Saiful Ariffin birthday. Both of them have the same birth date. Hoho.
So today in madrasah, i gave Saiful his present. A Ferero Rocher :D Haha.
Actually along the line, i was debating should i give him present or not. Haha.
So in the end i decided to buy him a present.
Cause you see, we're good friends and we get along well. Also we share stuffs together (eg: problems and advices). Moreover, today is our last year in madrasah and ive never gave him present before. So anyway, i wanted to create pieces of wonderful memories. So yea.. haha.
He said, "Thank you" and i was happy. Cause hey! It feels good to be appreciated isnt it. Haha ;D

Annisaa saw me giving him present. Haha.
Hmm... Talking bout presents, i owe her though. -although she didnt say she wants presents for her birthday.
Dont fret Annisaa! Your birthday, i'll buy you a wonderful present! Haha.
-To compensate for all those year of presents you gave to me. HAHA. ;D

Madrasah's finish and we went home.
Us 3, the usuals, talk on the way to our house.
Hmmm... The conversation about that Muhammad(the shorty in madrasah) was funny. Haha.
We talk about how Muhammad is actually quite cute. HAHA.
Like what herani said "Mungkin sebab last year ada lelaki lain yang paling more cute atau hansem daripada dia. Sampaikan we tak notice dia." Haha.
Could be true~ :P

Said goodbye to Zunairah. Both Herani and me continued our walk.
We talk some stuffs.
I realised from both our conversation, it was mostly about the topic of 'people changing'.
Note: FRIENDS.
Hmm.. I dont know how to describe it. Im not sure of how to though.
Its like.. It is sad to say that, a someone whom we're once close is now someone who is one not close.
Sad, frustrated, annoyed, disappointed, ignorance all in a feeling.

Around 2.30pm went to cousin's house. Celebrate birthdays. Hehs.
Daaris, the baby, my cousin nye anak.. Well i love his soft hair!! Haha. Nice to touch lah oi! Haha.
Hmm.. Also, i owe Cik Atan a present. HAHA. -_-
*Note: its not actaully OWE, just that, i wanna GIVE. Hees.~
I have little money left so yea.. You know, i gotta save money.
One day, i will belanja Cik Atan go movie! Haha. Ye ye...
-well i say this, tapi tup-tup mungkin jugak tak kesampaian. Hahahaha :D

Took photos with sis nye camera.
Ahh.. i want those pictures!! I hope she remembers to send it and faster lah send me. Heh heh.

After cousin's house, me and my sis went to TM. Bought some stuffs and headed back home.
Ohh this sister is my elder sis, Kakak Asiah.
-people says that me and her look alike. -.- But when i look at us, hmm... Muke sama ke? haha.
So anyway, maybe, if i already have the pictures, shall upload it here.
-i hope *cross
finger*

Talking bout pictures..
Sheeshh. The photos in friendster is soo... -_- I feel like deleting it though. Heh heh.
But nahh... Depends. Lols.

~`People change and life change, as time passes by.
And sometimes we just have to let go.
But still, its ok to hold on to those pieces of memories we shared,
as long as it does not obstruct us from moving forward with life. (;