11:59 PM

So i was dreaming of a person. Hehs. And it was R.
I dont know how this person suddenly appeared in my sleep/dream. And yea..

So the story goes like this. I was told by my parents to go search for my brother and cousins down my block. So i had no choice but to obey.
So while i was on my corridor. Suddenly there was this person who came out from my house. -i guess at that time, my house was having an event(party/majlis etc).

That person, who is R, then offered to help me find them.
So yea.. I agreed.
And so we walked together, towards the staircase.

Then somehow, on the way to the staircase, our hands suddenly brushed each other. And in a moment that hands became a hold. We were walking side by side while holding each others hand.
If you're thinking why didnt i or he let go... Well.. I dont know. Probably some part of me do not want to break the hold.
And also, both hands were really strong holding each other,
as if we dont wanna let go of it (; Haha.

-PS, on the way, i saw Akhbar-that madrasah friend of mine-still i pretended to not let him see me. Lols. How the heck he got into my dream, i also dont know. Haha.

So anyway, with that touch we finally went down the stairs. (It seems that the journey towards the staircase is long eh? Haha. Well, the journey down the staircase is also long.)
Walking down the stairs, somehow, there was this girl whom at that time(in my dream) i thought of her as R's friend.
That girl too walk with us.

But then, that girl, it seems as if she wanted to break us apart. Still both of us held each other tight.
She was rushing me and pulling me to go down the staircase faster... So that our hold would break.

And then YES! The hand hold finally break apart.
It seems as if i was falling down the stairs looking up towards R.
And I found myself reaching out my hand to him, wanting him to catch me...
**The most amazing part is....
He got hold of my hand before i fall down! *Awww... ^^ hehe*

Finally, we got down the stairs. And that girl was still on the staircase.
I asked R a question, asking him, who is that girl?
He replied, Haha. I wont tell you. He laughed.
And I got kinda fed up, thinking to myself, "Whatever, if you dont wanna tell me, FINE by me. Hmmph." -i guess, during that time i was thinking about it, the reason why i dont wanna probe on the matter much was because, R isnt anything special to me(just a friend/maybe a special friend(or person)/but not more than that). As, it isnt my right to know whoever that girl is to him, thats why. Hees.

So in the end, ive finally found my brother and cousins. Then i saw my family and there was this handphone which my father wants me to do something with it. Then i did it.
Suddenly, out of nowhere, there were a lot of people surrounding me.
And ive just remember about R, being there with me.

But as i turn around, R wasnt with me anymore.
*behind the scene*-While i was busy doing the hp thing and i was surrounded by people...
R secretly, step by step, MENGUNDURKAN DIRI dari situ. He left me there.

Back to where i was. When i saw that he isnt there anymore...
Honestly, i actually kinda felt sad about it.
But then still, somehow, i was glad about the things which have happened with both of us-the holding hands as well as him accompanying me.
So then, in my heart, i said to myself, "Thank you, R".

And then i remembered about this malay essay ive onced wrote,
"Mungkin jika takdir mengizinkan, kita akan berjumpa lagi di ruang yang lain...." (: