3:41 PM Saturday, August 30, 2008 back to top?

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I had a dream last night.
This is how it goes:

We were supposed to meet at a place.

With a heart that is filled with excitements, nervousness, and somehow this anticipated feeling, i came early.

You were not there when ive already reached.
I was kinda happy that I came early. Cause most me the time you were always the on who came early.
So then I went to touch up my self up.

Few minutes later, there was a call from you.
You called to tell me that you couldnt be there.
And then you told me the heart breaking news.

You said, lets break up. And you told me that youre really sorry about it.
On the phone, I started to cry uncontrollably.

In my heart I have always knew that the day would happen eventually. I never had thought that it was the day though.
Now it seems that all those emotions and feeling that I have suppressed came out. Sadness and fear. Those happy memories overflowing.

The call ended.
I couldn't say anything back to reply.

The very sad thing was that..
I couldn't tell you the things I wanted to say.
I couldn't tell you that I was glad to have met you.

Those wonderful memories and the times we've spent, I wanted to say thank you to you.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

As i woke myself up from my sleep,
I found that my lips were feeling kinda numb.
Probably it is due to the fact that i was 'crying in my sleep' and that i couldnt say anything in return.-feeling emotional of thee dream.

Good bye to you.