8:24 PM Monday, September 8, 2008 back to top?

• Gyahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Today was like crap! Yeahh...

There were Core Geog paper 2 and A.Math paper 2.
How was it? ... Not much confident.
Well, these two kinda a bit ruined my day, but not soo much.

Well, one thing led to another.

Even more worst, getting back HMT paper! Gagagaga..
I wanna swore a lot a lot a lot!
%#@@#* haha :D

My mark was like shit! yeahh. Fuck damn it.
Well, teacher do say that these paper was actually hard. And there were only one person who got A2.
Hmmm...

Actually, at first i thought i got 58%, at least a C5.
Then later on.. I count count count...
In the end i got 53%, a C6.

I would like at least got a B4 please... T.T

Ahh.. very teruk.
The last time, i get was around 58, thats actually not that too bad, though could be better.
So anyway 53% is like crap! So shitty, i dont know what to say. Grr...

Honestly, im angry at myself.
But truthfully, i know i did my very best in Hmt paper! Yes yes.
Paper 1, when i was doing it and finished, i felt very happy about it.
Paper 2 was so-so.

So anyway, masa untuk musahabah diri sendiri...
Cikgu kata, my IDEAS is great! But its my BAHASA that pulls me down.
Ahhhhhhh! Again... Tsk Tsk Tsk.

Yea, well...
I'll tell you a secret!

For O level HMT, i aim to get at least a B3!!!
Because, if i got at least a B3, there is a chance for me to go to JC- as in last hope.
As there is this one course which called MNEP(i think) which is offered by Tampines JC, they give you scholarship to study Mother Tongue.
So yea.. who knows tup tup, something (worst-well not that bad) happens to me.. Then this MNEP can probably save me?

Hmm.. I use to think that i wanna go to JC.
Now, with things like this, all the craps and shits... Im reconsidering JC.
Poly much? Ahh.

Exhaustion, tiredness. But I know i must still go on.