5:47 PM Monday, March 9, 2009 back to top?

• Ever since that dreadful or joyous day, you know that day, ive wanted to busy myself up.

Alright! So there was Famous Amos work.
Then coming soon is Math tuition for Hakim.
Heck! Im not finish and still havent started with English language and Math subjects! But probably thanks to tuition with Hakim, hopefully i'll learn and start doing exercises.
Retaking English and Mathematic subjects O Level, this year, 2009.
Not forgetting, im going to start Poly life in April, becoming a nurse.
*PS: I berangan-angan nak jadi paediatrician for children! HEHS :P

Lastly, remember, last year, Nadiah and me wanted to do C.I.P?
So we sign up in organisations like Sinda and Mendaki.
So here's the thing!
Sinda STILL remembers me and asks me if i could help children learn IT(computer).
OH MY GOD! Yes, its really surprising!

The thing is, i dont know if i could and want to do Sinda.
Cause with all the things that im juggling/struggling/managing.

Thinking back to last Sunday madrasah, with Ustaz Azhari, Tafsir teacher.
He said a certain thing an action that makes me realise about 'helping/sincerity'.

If im not wrong, he said,

Can WE do things with sincerity while not wanting to have anything in return, even not a word of thanks?

People always donate. Mostly when they have lots of money.
But can you donate when both parties needs the money?
Such as you, someone who have left with only $2 and need to use it for an urgent matter and compared to this poor man wanting $2 for his everyday life.
Will you or will you not donate/give away your money. Or will you keep it?

This is when your iman will truly be tested!

Well its really amusing and an eye-opener for us. Hehs.

OH WELLS! I shall manage somehow.
Hopefully, i'll get my butt moving! I wish so! ;D