2:49 AM Thursday, March 19, 2009 back to top?

• Sweet cherry blossom tree ;
Dancing petals ;

I know ive wrote this before...
But honestly! HISHAM'S blog is totally awesome!! ~His posts i mean.
I can totally relate! Hehs. :DDD
-i wonder if i have the courage to ever say Hello! to you again?

Oh! Ili's blog song is nice. Haha.

I was having a monologue of myself a few minutes/hours ago!
Hahs.
-About some stuffs.

Hmm, cant sleep. Was in the bed, then turn turn turn still cant sleep.
So headed towards the kitchen cook Maggie Tom yum. Then now play comp.
Insomnia much? Hmm, dont know.

Here's the thing..
I think i shall take up English O Level Exam 2009.
Whereas i wont take up E.Math.
Hmm. Well thats ok. I shall be contented with what i have..
Hehs.

I really do suck much with my colleagues. I wonder if there's any dislikes about me.
I dont want any dislike-ness!! Im pretty scared of that.
-though i admit ive been almost lonely most of the time in my life. So yea.. Shits! :|
I mean, im pretty much not in the group.

I do envy people with good communication skills who is well-like by people.
Such as Roslee, this colleague of mine. -Well, we're not much yet "friend" now. Just in term of "Hi hi! Ok! Bye Bye" conversation. Get what i mean?
This guy.. Goshh! Even though they talk things about him either the bad, good, crazy or nonsense stuffs he did.. They still pretty much well, err, LOVEs/Likes him!
Geezz. x)

Im not looking forward for April to come. Which means Poly life to start.
Its not that im not ready.. Well maybe thats true!
Its just that im kinda dreading for reality and social life to come crashing down on me!
Yeap! *nods*.

I've been thinking about human behaviour/actions and stuffs. Psychology much!? haha.

Like how we see people and then categorize or knew how and what the person is like.
Such as, is he/she nice, bad, lazy, unfriendly, approachable or just one's who gets angry easily.
Like you know.. One look and you can 'stereotype' him/her.

They say, 'Never judge a book by its cover'. I believe that really true!
But people ALWAYS judge things/person with their outer appearance. Just like 'First impression plays an important factor' in most situations.

But to me. We cant really judge things by its appearance.
Because 'things are not what they seem they are'.
Just like a person who have a very grumpy and angry face as well as a hoarse deep voice on the outside. Which have made people stayed away from him.
But the actual fact is that its because of his face (which already have been formed like that) made him look that way. -You know that crook eyebrows and in-between eyebrows face type. *dont know how to describe this....*
But inside, he stills do want to be surrounded with friends not them keeping a distance from him.
You'll never know, you'll see?

Hehs. Thats the reason i try to be a little optimistic with people.
Haha.

Im thinking of Latifah to be my Eng tuition teacher.
Maybe.. Not now. And ask her to waiver the fee. Hehs i gotta pay my own money i guess. Lols.

Anyway,
I think ive saw SHAM's once!
At Bugis. I gave he and his friends free cookies! Heh hehs :D
Well, MAYBE...
"lololololololololololol", he laughed.