10:29 PM Wednesday, May 20, 2009 back to top?

• Well, i guess i was wrong, about yesterday post.
Hmm, but to a certain extent! I guess. Hehs.

I find myself getting back to square 1.
Oh well! At least i enjoyed myself, yesterday.
-you know..the naik kepala part -.-
hehe.

Then i find myself wondering why do i want to change?
Haha. Asyura you ni macam-macam lah! -.-

So it kinda sucks.
I kinda confront with that 'ismessage' guy, about me saying its hard for me to fall in another love and that im choosy in stuffs. HAHA!

Well you know... Its not because i want MORE!
Its just that, the thing i look for in a relationship is COMMUNICATION and PHYSICAL&EMOTIONAL well-being.

Communication also includes trust.
Such as we can get along well.
We could talk about anything under the sun and night!.
Feeling as if there's no barrier in talking or a reason to talk about. HAHAHA! :D
I dont want this 'silence' thing to be happening.

Then for Physical&Emotional well-being.. Yea you get what i mean.
I like the teasings and flirtings of one another. Play for fun!
-i create that myself. LOLS.

Thus to explain this theory... Its this,
Pillow - is someone who is in closeness. Can be emotional and Physical.
Pole - meaning support of one another.

So example! :DD
In a train, im very very sleepy. Thus seeing boyfriend it makes me wants him to be my pillow! And then as a pole so as for me not to fall! HEHE. *lovelove* ;D

Psst! Of course i do want HUGS&KISSES too! :X
-Although i do know that im not supposed to.

So overall, with closeness and easily open up in conversation thats what i want in a guy.
Hehe ;D
I hope i explain it well.

So i asked this person how come he likes me and the first impression of me.
Hehe.
Just for memory safe-keeping. Not for the whole world ok!
Thank god, only a very fewww knows this blog lols.

~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
haha yea.. ok
hmm okok.
heys, what was your first impression of me ah? i'd like to know though lols
BAM says:
hmm..
at first kan..
i tot u action giler..
tats y i dun wish to talk to u
kinda dislike u
haha
hmmx.. but than.. as weeks goes by..
my tot change
i tink ur very sweet n nice girl

You have just sent a nudge.

~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
ops
i action giler.. errk -.-
BAM says:
i find u very very very cute!
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
really?like how?
HAHA!
BAM says:
err.. ur face expression
n u look cam belo gitu
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hahaha
okok.
BAM says:
so yeap!
haha
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
Lols yea..
BAM says:
i like u after the dae i ask u bout the blood donating tingy
hah
dunno ler.. the interest just come..
so fer the entire two weeks.. i was wondering.. how to kenal2 n change contact ngan u
freaking funny lor..
didnt noe i was so shy!
hahaha
hadnt u ask me fer my email tat dae..
i wont have the courage
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
haha!
BAM says:
hmm strange considering tat fer the past two years! ive been dating ard
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
lols
BAM says:
!! hah
so i can sae.. ur gD!! heh
hah
hmm
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hmm ok! (:
thanks

HEHE *SHYSHY*! :D
Thank you. But right now i cant accept you. Hees, Sorry.
But it really means alot to me. Hehe.