12:48 AM Tuesday, June 9, 2009 back to top?

• You noticed me, in the middle of the crowd.
You looked at me through the eyes, and you knew something wasnt right.

Im glad that someone noticed me!
He noticed me. Im thankful.

But somehow.. Im sad.

Probably the mask have worn down and its tearing down.
Now sincerity comes in! Its now,"Be Who You Are!"
Well, obviously, Ms Allison said was right!
I dont know when this facade or whatever it is if im trying to masked myself have slightly fall.

I dont know, i dont know.
But the reason is why?
Why is it falling down?
Why is that what he is saying is different from those who really knows me well like Herani?
Is it because he's just new in knowing the real self of me, instead of Herani having knowledge and expertise in knowing the real me?
Who is it?

I want to say both are true.
There are flaws in me!
)):

BAM says:
btw.. i realised..
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
yea
BAM says:
ur so quiet nowadaes..
how come?
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hmmm..
i also dont know eh.
hehs
you watching meee ehkk.. haha
BAM says:
hah tu lah! dulu kalo u tak jual mahal wid me! konferm ngah rocking the world!
haha
nolah..
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hahaha
BAM says:
i dun actually watch u..
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
:D
BAM says:
but can see from ur eyes
im gd at tat i guess..
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
awwwwwwwww
BAM says:
haha after all.. i date too many ppl & im able to relate to ppl easily
im exposed to all this mah..
dunno ler..
maybe im wrong..
but from ur eyes..
u appear to be lonely n lost
like dunno wad to do kinda ting
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
(((:
BAM says:
maybe im wrong
haha
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hmmm..
nahh youre actually kinda right. hahs. you noticed! lols
BAM says:
hah
reali uh?
okie
haha..
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hahah
a'ah .
but tak tauu ah kalau lost itu. haha
lols
BAM says:
haha
nvm.. part of growing up
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hahs yea.. i thought so.
hmm.
i'll make a come back soon!
then later we can go rocking yeah!!
hahahha
rock the world..
BAM says:
hah
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
weee witt
BAM says:
we shall see
u noe.. u cant sae tings like u'll make a come back soon n all tat..
coz rite.. from my observation..
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hmm?
BAM says:
ur not those kecoh2 type..
so it will be weird to see u rocking n all tat
BAM said:
u noe.. like forcing some1 to listen to metal songs when he/she loves instrumental slow song
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hmm hmm yeah.
i noee im not the really kecoh2 type..
hahs
-like kulshan and stuffs. hahs!
lols
BAM says:
yea.. the reason i like u was bcoz i tink ur those innocent2, swit2, quiet type..
but somehow..
hah i kinda lost interest after seeing u trying to be some1 whom ur not
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
err..
reallly.. i seriously dont understand wad youmean by that
hahs
BAM says:
okie..
nvm..
forget tat
hah
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hees
hmm you really think so about that eh?
-.^
BAM says:
ya.. seeing u now n seeing u back than..
dunno how to sae
hah
tats y.. few weeks ago.. i wanted to take pics wid u badly..
but tat dae.. eventhough i want to.. i just dun feel like it..
remember the 1 we took kat mrt
ya..
heh my ite lecturers once say this to me..
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
ahuh
BAM says:
"sometimes, in search fer wealth n gold, u missed out on a rare gem"
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hahs.ok.
BAM says:
treasure wad u have..
be who u are
hehe
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
thats a nice proverb lols
hmm.
i dont know ahh ismail.
but its really different
i mean those who realy really knows me well, can say that ah.
i mean.. come on, it just starting..
its not like we know much about the person.. i mean like.. if you noe more .. than yeahh ahh can judge.
hahs.. seems so complicated.
BAM says:
well.. sori if i misjudge u..
but im just giving u my opinion..
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hahs nahh its ok.
BAM says:
heh.. u can either take it wid an open heart..
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
yeahh suree..
i will
BAM says:
or take it as a criticism
haha.. after all.. i do observe n yea.. be at the receiving end of all ur "cold" treatment
~`*asyura. \o/wees says:
hahs
nahh.. im not mad at you. about wad you observed about me.
anyway, well yeah . thanks for opinion. hehs
hees~
BAM says:
hah

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Be SINCERE.
Be Sincere in God and People, Asyura.

"I Love You, ASYURA," says the real Asyura.

Side note:
He compared with Herani..
HERANI is the only person who really does know me inside and out!
Sorry its NOT you!
Hehs -.-"
Herani have known me ever since primary school till now.
It have been 7 years of friendship we've been going through.
What makes you, who've just a few weeks? =.="

But i guess, thats people.
We straight away judge people, without knowing the real self.
Hehs. Ok. I wont be offended though (: