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10:23 PM Wednesday, July 1, 2009 back to top?

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Ohh my god!!

She wants to join floorball!-along with her friend.
Holy macaroni!

Alright! Its not that i dont like her..
Is just that.. Its as if, she's entering my space.
Somehow i just dont feel comfortable about it.

Its like, there's someone i know-who is somewhat close to me- who i guess can see through me in whatever i do or where i am.
I'd rather be for us in a different world.-get what i mean?

Well, another reason is because sometimes..
I wonder what she thinks of me and im scared to create friction between us. So thats why i'd prefer spaces between the both of us.
Furthermore, you know about someone knowing you, who knows.. She blurts un-nice things about me to my fb friends.

-im sorry to think badly of her ok. It is just my negative thought capturing me. Although i know that people will always not accept this. Its like they think "WTH, she doesnt trust me. Whatever.. Like i care about her lah!" kinda thought for the one who reads it.

Because diary, all i ever want in floorball is to create friendship among the people.
Having the mindset that "Heys! I got pretty cool friends in floorball. They're great. We're so close. Its cool.. Team spirit baby, yeah!"-that kind of thought.
I dont want things to be ruined just because of uncomfortabilities or dislikes between us. Hees.

So ok!
Eventhough i feel uncomfortable about it..
And even if she were to join and be accepted in floorball, i would gladly welcome her with SINCERE heart, ok!
So asyura.. NO BAD BAD feelings, alright!? ((:

Yeah. Thats just, pretty much me.
Sometimes, even if i dont like it-how the situations are going or how its not going my way-, or even if i dont show my teeth.. I pretty much doesnt really bite.
Hahs! ;D
-if youre talking about provoking me... Hehs =.=" I wonder!

I hope things goes well and that we could improve our situation and friendship.

Oh one thing bugging me is that. I she really good?
Cause diary, i am somewhat a Competitive person, yo! With all these happening ok? hehehhe :P

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