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11:59 PM Friday, June 26, 2009 back to top?

Sentosa class outing

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Went out with class outing to Sentosa today.
My first time going with friends and boarding a train. But my second time went to sentosa. Haha
First time was really young, with my cousins and families although we didnt swim cause we didnt bring swimsuits! hehs.

Outing was alright.
There were bondings too.
Thats good.

-hmm, i kinda lazy to write it long. Hehs.
I'll wrote things which have a significant on me then.

It feels as if me and Kulshan are getting closer.
-without having Syahidah and Wardah around.
Cause i always wonder if there were friction between us.
Thus making impressions is crucial.. Eversince the leader thing issue. -Same goes with that other someone. Hehs.
Hmm well, im just wondering how much i meant to her. Hehs-some stuffs.

Oh hmm..
Wei Na msg me early morning saying she cant go cause she dont know where and how since there were no one to accompany her.
Thanks god i liaise with Kulshan for them to meet and go together hehe.
So anyway, thank you Wei Na for coming! Especially me..
Since i know that its just only you a china foreign students and that you dont mingle/talk with the rest much.
But i really like her "Ok! See you!"-nice attitute/personality.
What surprised me also is that she even brings food and drinks for us. Very thoughtful of her hehe.

Even though my cliques-Wardah and Syahidah as well as Thiru werent around.. It was alll right.
To me what matter most is that as long as we had fun and that at least there were some bondings there, going on its good enough! Hees.

Only a handful came: Me, Kulshan, Weina, Haymar, Olivia, Peixin, Rachel, Peiting, & Kai Xin. Lucas came around 3+pm but he didnt swim like us. Hahs. Just tanning and helping take photos.. hees.

Oh something which troubles me was during the Truth or Dare.
It makes me uncomfortable.
I got a Truth.
Then Kulshan thought of a question to ask me and they agreed. Which is, "Asyura do you have a boyfriend?".
Then she said to the 7 ppl-exclude Wei Na she isnt swimming-, about she'll vouch for them if Asyura lies since she knows the truth.
So of course, i had no other choice. So I said it was true.
Then they asked what's his name and whats his age and where he is now..
They were actually surprised when i said its been 3 years we've been together. HEHE ;D
So yea.

Well, the thing i dont like is that..
I want this whole boyfriend thing to lay-low, i dont want others to know. Things are very tense or maybe less-tense or should i say maybe unpredictable between us. Hehs. So its really heard to say right now. I really dont know whats the outcome.

Kulshan already knows lah about me having bf! Its just that she dont know the circumstances we're(or in fact i am?) facing.
Eventhough what Kulshan did may be unconsciously(or maybe purposely) but still i felt the sting. Hmm.
Oh there is also a possibility of the bf thing leaks out to those two. Mampus gue kalau dia org tau. Hehh -.-

Oh i also kena buat Dare.
My Dare was to kiss someone (my friends).
So i decided to kiss Olivia! Haha.
Mungkin untuk spite dia dan juga untuk memperbaiki relationship kami.-Ingin mendirikan image yang baru, katakan.
HEHE. :P
-But really my intention was so that she could let down her so called 'bad/wrong' impression of me. Hees.
-due to things which happened. Hehs.
You tau.. I got read her blog once, then it made me quite depressed so yea.. After a few posts i stop reading her blog! That the reason for the whole 'who-i-am really-are conflict' thing about myself. Hehs. And the whole depressing issues i had. Hehs.
Ohh i so dont wanna talk about this. Only Nadiah knows about this whole thing hehs =.=
Menjadi kawan yanga baru!(:

Forget about this.
Eventhough i didnt have my LUGE ride! Still how i wish i could.
But ok lah... At least bonding dengan kawan-kawan is more precious! ;D
Ohh.. My skin look a bit dark now -.-" There goes my white fair skin! hahaha :P
Must wear lots of Whitening Lotion!! *blueks.

Pictures!