11:40 PM Monday, October 19, 2009 back to top?

• I shall begin my post saying...
HELLOO ASYURA! :D
-just to brighten my mood ZZzz hahaha XD *mepek-mepek.

Oh heys, asyura...
Remember wad you said about the "hub bun minAllah, wa hub bun minan-nas"?
Well yeahh.. Come on. Going to school and studying is part of it yeah! (;
Okok. Mehh... Just remembering myself.
Cause im just not so into looking forward about school T.T *sad.

Life is starting back again.
Whereby i know i gotta move on in time.
*darn... dont push me. i dont like it. but still. it keeps on moving. Hehs.
ANSWER: I should run! Duhh =.="

"

Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

O-town-Nothing at all

"
Hmmm.. I've been listening to songs which is kinda like the oldies..
Somewhere when im in primary school's period. haha.

There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never...
-hahs. so true. thats why they say all you can do is to get back up again!
Hmmm.

Important dates are coming.
-Im feeling kinda scared though. As if expectations needs to be met! :S

26 OCTOBER! -O level English exam Paper 1 and paper 2.
Syura, last chance. Gambatte-ne. *grins hard.

There's 27 October... HAHA! -.- Cause i like 27? Probably so.
AND there is
1ST NOVEMBER! -Happy birthday to someone. (:

Sometimes people from the outside, when you look at them, you say they look sombong...
However, sometimes seeing may not be the real thing. Haha.
Probably its just they way their features are that makes them looks like it.
Others.. Just wanna maintain a strong impression- not wanting to be seen weak due to their (weak self-esteem) inner self. Hees~

I must study~~ SERIOUSLY!

Nursing huh?
Hmm.. I think today's subject module is kinda interesting.
Child bearing. haha Nice stuffs ^^.

Heys. Im not pretty sure of what i wanna become after graduating.
There were a few things i want in mind. Hahs.
I want to see growth in people! Hehs. Sort off.
Giving encouragement and education. Hmm.. Careers like TEACHING! Oh man..
Heys. It'll be great if...... Gahhh.. i cant explain it.
Its not that i dont wanna be in a hospital setting ward.
Rehabilitation, Education, Paediatric, Cancer & Heart-im interested.

Im dreading school. Hahs.
But today, with Nadzeef was nice. haha.
Omgg... I learn something new with him haha.
Oh he's my so called buddie partner.
Heys. I dont mingle well with people(sometimes).
With Nadzeef and girlfriends cliques, myself,is kinda abit different. Sad.
talkative/spontaneous vs quiet/reserved. :(
Im sorry. Maybe thats just the way i am or things or especially conversations are.
Hmm...

-Crap! Im starting to write negatively. NONO! Hmmph. -_-

Dear Asyura,
Stay strong love, and I hope you'll feel better in time! ^-^