12:07 AM Tuesday, February 2, 2010 back to top?

• Dear Love,
Its been quite a while isnt it?

Tell me something i dont know, please. Time!
When will it be? When will you come? *tick-tock the clock's hands move*.

Honestly, once again.. You made my heart in disarray.
Seeing you once again.
I was surprised, yet happy. Glad and thankful for this meeting. (:

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My thought wanders while waiting for Nadiah at Bugis mrt today.

In my mind, i was thinking of the past memory where there was once upon a time.

While sitting down at the staircase, reminiscence...
A familiar figure caught my view-
And yessss! It was ADRI ~! :DD haha, coincidence much?

Hmmm Hmm..
He was walking towards the escalator, once i saw him, and our eyes met..
Its like -.^ Hmm? The word to describe it was Disbelieve.
Yea.. couldnt believe who it was right in front of me (or us).
So then i stood up, he while the escalator goes up his face staring at me.
Out of nowhere i just ask "Where you going?". And he replied "I going work"...
So then not wanting this chance to slip by, i went up the staircase meeting him at the end of it.
It was nerve-wrecking, panting a bit going up the staircase! haha.
But all that was in my mind was, I WANNA meet HIM!
Thanks(:

Finally we met at the end of the staircase. We talked for a while since he's rushing for work.
Then we said our goodbyees. ((:

Its been a long time since ive last saw him. Yea.. his hair grew! -This just shows how much times passes us by. Hees.
Ummm.. The same broad-shape shoulder figure. Hmmm... Which i noticed and seemed so reliable. Haha.

I got mixed feeling.
Seeing Adri again to me was an amazingly happy feeling. Yet deep inside there is this sad stinging feeling. But its ok. Im fine.. (:
My mind after the occurrence was fumbled.
Its like, i wish to... What if... But I dont know if there is a chance... But no its ok.. Maybe its just not meant to be. Haha.

Whatever lah Asyura, stop it.

Hmm.. Lets ask a question.
If there was a chance, would you go back to a previous relationship? -that was my mind which thought about it.
Answer: (may not be accurate or right though, may change as time goes by).
I guess my answer will be, Maybe i do. Once we talked and know much more about each other and having our common grounds or so.

What we lacked in each other was, maybe about:
Being together, talking, playing teasing, just plainly communication as well as being physically there & supporting each other's back in times of needs. Do you think so?
Its sad. There could have been a chance if we only try harder.

But its just that, like you said, the feelings just arent the same.
I guess its just me being wishy-washy. Hahs.

Well, its ok. Im fine. Really fine. Yeaa..
Thank you, dear love.

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PS: Nadiah got into NYP! Woohoo.. Cool.
Can see her in school sooon... Banking & Finance, Business section. Haha.
We were separate for a year due to different pathways, but now, its seems that the road is becoming one. (: