3:12 PM Tuesday, March 30, 2010 back to top?

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Where life goes, nobody knows

Hmm, people asked me.. What i always do.
So i said.. I stayed home and manga. Besides that i go to work.
Then they asked, You didnt go out? Boring right.. Stay at home?
And im like.. Dumbfounded -.- Like WHAT? So not!

Really. Im not that bored staying at home.
At least there's internet to read manga or surf the net. Then there's food at home.
Come on i wont die (of boredom), at least.-Well, until there's no manga which will catch my interest.
Im not like you who cant sit still at home.

I know that im just living in my own world right now till school starts exception of work. Yeah.
Social life? Well.. Kinda a bit sucky right now.
Because i dont go out-unless working. But thats not the issue.
Its: Who the heck will join and go out with me?
Its just that.. I didnt invite them and they didnt invite me. I mean.. Yeahh.. I gotta make the initiative to ask people "Lets go out".
But really. Lazy. And last minute.

Oh yeah, there was this one time, where it was Ann's sis wedding in Tampines.
So after the wedding i went off. So i went to Tampines Mall then Century square and watch a movie by myself called "Alice in Wonderland" -Which makes me yawn.
So there you go. Alone.

Even if you ask me.. Why you go alone?
Because i already ask people, then they say they're not free.
So yeah.. Me and my no problem i can go myself attitude just went there and chill by myself.
Is that wrong? Pathetic.. I guess so yeah.

Ok then there's another thing. About company.
I think that my circle of friends are limited. Like really.
Its hard to go out. As in there's always a clash between time/days.

Its frustrating.
Ok whatever.
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I think that reality is harsh. There's always the consequences and the things which you want to obtain but cant get it.
Then there's fantasy. In fantasy, everything all seems nice. You do whatever you want and get whatever you want. Without any consequence happen.

Then i think about that.
Well... Its nice to a certain extent-till you get tired of it. But its great when you can do whatever you want without any issues of consequences or punishment.
However, when you reached reality. Everything just seems.. Goshh, it sucks. Like Yuck. Why did you even do that or think about it. Its not worth it.

Ok blahh.
Bottomline, they're TWO different words and meanings. Hahs.

Yadayadayada, im complaining.
Get a life? Well im already living it, L-O.