12:34 AM Monday, March 8, 2010 back to top?

• Sometimes, i find myself saying to myself :
Adri do you know, that, i (still) loves you?
Those memories, time spent, gift given, i treasure them all.

Then do you know, i find myself saying :
If only we try hard enough. If only...
Maybe it wasnt meant to be. Maybe in the first place we aren't compatible enough. Maybe in the first place we were too young and were rushing?

Then i ask myself this :
How about NOW? Am i still loving you?
Im not sure myself, though.
Maybe to a certain extent? & maybe on some conditions/basis.

NO! I DONT KNOW.
I dont regret meeting you, knowing you, being with you, talking with you, being happy with you!
Really. It was all a very happy moments for me whenever i think about it.

How about you ?
Are you happy now ? (:
-i hope you are smiling baby.

A few (or long) weeks ago, when we met coincidentally with each other near the Bugis staircase.
Do you know, how happy I was to see you once again!? Really really happy!

Alright alright im just saying.
Maybe i missed those times of how we used to be. Hehe (:

I dont wanna say that those times, no matter bitter sweet, are just one of my past.
I just feel that those moments are wonderful memories, treasured time spent with someone I dearly love(d).

& I dont like the idea of calling you an Ex. Beause you're someone special!
I would prefer calling you.. What do you think? Flourescent? haha ;D

Thats why, when someone asked me how's my love-life.
I can just easily and happily says that, it was all too wonderful. Good times i had -With a smile on my face. (:

Haha. Hmmm so why am i suddenly writing this?
Well, i clean my drawer and i saw some items. So yeah. & they reminded me of you.

You can call this a tribute to you. Wees~~
I love you baby! -once upon a time (:
Thank you, love.

*I keep on forgetting to forget about you. -by JoJo.
~baby it's true.
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What i meant by squishy is yeaap. I'll hug you alot!