2:15 AM Tuesday, June 22, 2010 back to top?

• Ive been wondering about the near future alot these days.
About what's life gonna be like after this, my career, my soulmate, material things eg. : cars, house as well as parents. -Why parents? haha.. Hmm.. im just thinking about 'to take care of them in their old days'. (;

Also there's the part about wanting to have more money and to be rich.
I realised something. As time goes by, we tend to want even more than our previous wants/or even needs.

For example, my salary was $300. Then i think its not enough, so i worked hard. When i worked hard my salary grew and i'd gotten $450 but still even if my pay keeps increasing i still want more and more.. ! Because the thought of NOT ENOUGH...! Wanting to spend on certain things like food, clothes, cosmetics and eventually the thought of wanting to get a driving license and so on! -You get the picture.

So just now. I read the Quran-as in the tafsir.
As usual, whenever my Tafsir/Quran is in my hands, before opening up the pages.. I would think of a question or just pray to God about something (maybe to come up with a solution or ask god why am i feeling this or show me the right path and so on)..

Anyways, when i opened the page.. The Page's tittle was An Naml (Semut), Juz 19.

So it said, in ayat 19, An Naml: Maka dia tersenyum dengan tertawa kerana (mendengar) perkataan semut itu. Dan dia berdoa: "Ya Tuhanku, berilah aku ilham untuk tetap mensyukuri nikmatMu yang telah Engkau anugerahkan kepadaku dan kepada dua orang ibu bapakku dan untuk mengerjakan amal saleh yang Engkau ridhai; dan masukkanlah aku dengan rahmatMu ke dalam golongan hamba-hambaMu yang saleh".

THEN DANG! The text answers my questions.
Ive been not syukur with what i had these days ey. Im sorry.
And yeah. Thanks.. for showing me the right path-telling me what to do in life. Iaitu dalam menuju hidup dunia ini dengan mengerjakan amal saleh. Thanks god, i choose Nursing(; -Nursing is one thing, i meant other than nursing too.
Hmm.. Also im thankful for not losing my way. And i hope not to lose my way either!. Haha.

Lesson of the day, harus sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang anda ada. (:
Hahaha.