1:08 AM Saturday, June 5, 2010 back to top?

• Heyy .. Im sadd..
My laptop cannot work. SPOIL. Cannot ON. Even charge have no light :(

You know what happen...
The laptop the near the end of the battery side broke, making the screen to be hanging one leveled stabled, another not leveled (high up).
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Alright, so yesterday eventhough when i first open the laptop TOP cover.. It was kinda normal..
-I open the laptop cover to less than 90degree. Then later i close the Top cover then open it to more than 90degree (but less than 130 degree).. SUDDENLY the side broke!. -my laptop can open top will 13odegree, i know ok.
(So yeahh i thought it was my fault that i open ganas.. so yeahh)
Then when i shut down, and then few hours later i ON, CANNOT ON! Even WHEN CHARGE THERE WAS NO LIGHT.

So today i asked Feeq, "Eh semalam kau pakai laptop aku, ada ape ape broke tak? Sebab aku nye side broke uh."
She replied, "Eh tak de ah. That time aku pakai semua ok ape..".
So yeah.. Ok lah.. Tak force things out-since im not sure how it happen also.
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BUT you know...
JUST NOW i asked Abang, that laptop Asyura rosak.. Cannot on, and the side is broken.
Then abang check... and asked me, Then i say uh.. "Mungkin sabab asyura bukak and close ganas ke pe?"-he was thinking of that too uh.

Then! He checked some more, kata "Macam mana ini bole jadi gini ehh.. Mungkin JATUH agaknyer..."
Then he check the battery. AND yes. It was DENTED. (Isi terkopek).
So yeahh confirm jatuh punyer uh! Kalau jatuh terus HEMPAP uh.
My bro then says that my laptop JATUH... tu pasal Broken.. and "Dont tell me that bcoz you Bukak ganas.. ".. sebab ade DENT (at the battery side)... so yeahh, not my fault.
Mungkin they can still cover it but in the end the crack was already there therefore going to happen soon.
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Then NOW, IM wondering...
Is it because of FEEQ? IF ITS my friend who did it uh.. Cause i lend to her
As yesterday she called to lend for Research Method Test- so NEED LAPTOP..
Then ok i lent her.
Then Feeq and Ayu send my laptop to my house-since i no more school and we kinda lives near.
-*while giving back i didnt look or realised their expression.

SO FINE.
Because my laptop i cannot ON, i mintak Ayu who was at the Tutorial Corridor to borrow laptop TODAY, for Research Method test.
First i ask Ayu, "Boleh pinjam laptop?" beh.. Ayu kata "jap.." beh gi panggil/Shout to Feeq utk pinjam laptop/or sapa2 ade laptop boleh pinjam... Then she go inside the room, the door was closed... *a few mins of silence*.
Then macam LAMA sangat tunggu dia org keluar (macam naktaknak gitu).
Barulah... Ayu datang, & Ayu was the one who let me borrow Ayu's own laptop!

SO WHAT IS THIS?
Does it have any meaning to it?
-Why is it Ayu who lent me Ayu's laptop and not FEEQ?

Dont you think its weird? And the sudden long waiting time to borrow? And the usually isn't it the borrower person itself to payback what the lender had loan-laptop?
-as in help help lah. Aku kasi kau pinjam, kau kasi aku pinjam balik uh.

I dont know kalau nak sangka baik ke buruk...
-shall ask them tmr!
But.. if it is true it broke, because JATUH!.. Then waddya want me to do?
-Mintak ganti rugi?
*I kept on WONDERING if they'll/she'll even bother or want to pay compensation fee uh!
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Then just now.. My brother talked to me.
"Apasal Asyura pinjam orang.. kan jatuh.. Abang belikan laptop untuk asyura. Abeh ni jadi rosak.. Baru je 1 YEAR".

I SADDD :'((

Because the laptop means alot to me. My brother give it to me for my birthday.. and SAYANG Lahh! Memories ok.
Its like that feeling of, "Awww.. I disappointed someone*heartbroken**tears*" :'(
Really, really, i feel that way.

Im like.. Asyura.. Why did you lend to her?
But because i baik hati sangat and trust her i kasi lah pinjam. Lagipun ada test :'(which she called me around 2 hours before the test-which i thought of the option of want them/her to tanya orang lain).
So I got thought of rejecting uh but then.. The say, they'll send me the laptop back home, to my HOME you know! -since im going home then.
So apa salahnye?

Tapi tidak disangka, mungkin di perjalanan mereka, laptop kesayangan jatuh lalu dihempas ke lantai. Maka begitulah akhir cerita laptop kesayangan. :(
(sound sarcastic siak! -.- tau pun!)

Then abang somehow kata, "Kalau nak hantar repair.. mungkin tak boleh sebab.. macam tedious uh and susah payah uh orang tu nakk repair balik. Mungkin dia org taknak repair. Juga kalau repair pun, tak akan jadi sama as before. Also dia nye spare part lagi."
MEANING! By luck or no luck.. whether it'll be FIXED or NOT FIXED.
Wahh.. :(

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*EDIT 8 June*
PS: I asked them wad happened already. And forget about the people i mentioned. Its not right to point them when they said they didnt do anything wrong. (: Im not blaming anyone now.
And yeahh just stating that the laptop is precious to me. Thats all.